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History of Dissident

History repeats itself as many of us know, is a popular phrase or even call it an axiom. The only point that we dont realize is its boundary of application. People have been using this term to emphasize their speech mainly on the political and social issues. But has anyone thought about it in regards to a human psychology? This writing may oppose those who want their child to grow up and be on favor of the so-called Great System. Its just a matter of time that a child chooses his path to future, whichever it maybe.

I am focusing this writing mainly on our habits (Its up to you to decide whether good or bad). Everyone has bad habitsfrom picking noses to smokingand many more. This article focuses mainly on the danger ones, whatever they maybe. Why do we always talk about those who have given up their bad habits and say that they have the so-called bright future? Is it a direction towards those who havent? Whatever it may be, theres still a vast majority of those that havent or couldnt. There is no guarantee that giving up your bad habits can change you or make you adjust with your surrounding environment. Bad habits are usually said to be started with a circle of friends in the state of unawareness. Well its not always the same; someone can accept his/her bad habits by knowing its full disadvantages and threats to the future. Some people even regard their bad habits as a way of living their lives. making them far, far away from this empty world. The world is empty cause its filled with more unnecessary stuffs than the necessary ones.

A boy begins to develop a bad habit surrounded by his friends. After realizing that he is into something bad, and tries to give up (a very difficult word than the one in our dictionary). The first thing that strikes his mind is his available options:
A. Give up the bad habit and stay with the same circle of friends.
B. Give up the bad habit by giving up his friends.

Some will think that its an easy option and there is not much difference in the given options. Well, they are either ignorant about their habits or dont know the true meaning of friendship. The boy in the example represents each of us. We all have the same options; there are no lifelines, no 50/50 and neither any other way to ask for help.

Continuing the story, suppose the boy chooses option B, regarding that he looses patience more often. Can he get the same love and care that he used to get? What if he gets stuck in the middle without the path to go back or move forward? What should he do if he meets some of his old buddies in the streets? Say hi and continue his walk never thinking that he used to be with them from dawn till dusk or even sometimes dusk till dawn!!!

Suppose the boy chooses option A and is successful in it. Will the society trust him? Will our so-called Great System accept his path? They might wait until certain result of his comes out, but its just a possibility and not an assured fact, cause there is no guarantee that always doing good results in favour of the good.

Whichever option we choose, results in either becoming alone in life or even falling into much worse habits to free our mind from the previous habits. This is where the first phrase of this article suits.

Our respected elders and well-wishers might say, Its late, cause the damage has been already done, you shouldve made good friends. Well, the cross questions are: Is there any way to measure Friendship? How do we know that they are good or bad? Is a person worthless just because he has bad habits? (Lets wait for our reply, thats if this article is published).

We shouldnt blame our friends because they got us into something bad, rather we should blame our self for letting them push us into it. If its the cause of ignorance, there is no one to blame than human nature.

So, lets think twice before giving up our bad habits and moving towards the future. Talking about the future, there are two paths to reach our destiny in life, either decent or dissident. (Our system tells us that dissident is a very bad habit, thats if we listen to them). There is no clue on which one is the safest or which one is a shortcut among them. The ones that have already reached their destiny have or will tell us that the path they have chosen is the best one. We are still not in a position to solve the puzzle, because some have reached their destiny in life by choosing a decent path and some have reached it through dissident path, even if they are equally educated. Well, I have chosen the dissident path, cause I have found that history of dissident is much more interesting than the history of decent one. Its now up to you to choose yours. Remember that if you choose a decent path, we wont be able to meet in the middle (the path is a mental one and not a physical one). We dont even know how many speed breakers are there. So, whoever reaches first will have to wait for the other one. I will see you all in the future i.e. if I make it.

Conclusion:
For those of you who are worried about your habits and thinking about your future:
Better make up your mind first, rather than making your plans and policies. Follow your
thoughtsyour interestsand your ability dont look out for the truthyoull never find it. The meaning of truth differs in each of our dictionary of ideology. Dont follow any rumorssocial threats. threats from the system or even this article above this paragraph (its just a product of high imagination).

The only thing you should worry about is whether youll have the ability to face the consequences (negative mainly) of your choice.

May you have a dissident life today.
And you will. have a great history tomorrow.

Dibas Paudel
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(Ps. Influenced by the movie History of Violence)