unfortunately, the general consensus of the forum seems to be that belief in god implies belief in doctrine, and in orthodox notions of the supernatural.
but, in my case, belief in god is niether of those things. belief in god is merely the belief in a reality, a consciousness, transcendent of sensory and intellectual perception.
how can such a reality be denied?
is it readily observable? yes, for the individual.
can it be documented on a graph, rationalized and reduced to statistical data? no, and i sincerely hope that no one ever tries.
objection that such a "reality" does not really exist will consequently arise...
but, in response, i consult art, literature, emotion. can anyone honestly deny that the likes of keats, wordsworth, blake, etc. were deeply influenced by something other than material existence? the insight into the human condition that the artists inspire is really too great to be confined to materialist terms.
so, the belief in such a "god" - that is, the belief in a reality (be it a personal state of being/consciousness, awareness, etc.) infinitely more in tune with human emotion than is the immediate material reality - inspired not by despair or external influence, but by personal recognition and embrace of the irrational aspects of existence, is not something that can be repudiated. no, you cannot repudiate mankind's awareness, since his birth, of non-material beauty.
maybe i have committed heresy in a world of almost dogmatic communist materialism. maybe i'll be restricted or something...hopefully not. i love humanity!
"logic - the dance of those impotent to create"
tristan tzara
"to the degree that necessity is socially dreamed, the dream becomes necessity. the spectacle is the bad dream of enchained modern society which ultimately expresses only its desire to sleep. the spectacle is the guardian of this sleep."
guy debord