Communism is consciousness of social processes, that such ideas are not widespread is for us Communists a problem that is tactical – if we believed that the conditions of life as they exist in the here and now were inevitable, we would not have the views that we do. I mean what you say is literally just abominably fucking stupid – literally, quite crass and stupid – OF COURSE IT IS RELEVANT TO SUCH PROCESSES, even if such ideas do not IMPACT them, THEIR ONLY CONTEXT, THEIR ONLY BASIS OF EXISTENCE IS HOW THEY RELATE TO THOSE VERY CONCRETE PROCESSES. If Communism is social-consciousnesses, then this quite clearly means that it entails consciousness of social processes, by those who constitute it – consciousness of one’s social being as an individual, which means that one no longer spontaneously holds ideas that reproduce the existing order – the whole point of Communism is consciousness of the social, meaning, you are no longer alien from your social being, you are congruent with it, you keep up with your social being, rather than abstract an individuality and encircle it – chase after an idea of yourself. To be a Communist is therefore to be a conscious human being, emphasis on the last word – meaning one’s consciousness is not ossified information, but exists in congruence with your being, with your very action, with the motion of your life – you don’t simply know how the ship sails, and functions, you know how to steer it. At the onset of asking such a question – why does Rafiq deem such principles (?) worth fighting for (which are not principles at all – in fact), why does Rafiq identify as a Communist, we already approach the social dimension. “YOU” have deemed worth fighting for, this fucking idiot sais, as though Rafiq has deemed this worth fighting for and that’s the end of story – the intricacies, the complexities as to why, of course, are uncritically accepted as irrelevant – Rafiq, in a vacuum, simply ‘deemed’ such ‘principles’ worth fighting for, relating not to an order of existence which is beyond his own physical body, but solely because for reasons that are sufficient unto his own distinct physical constitution n and being, he has deemed them principles worth ‘fighting for’. Perhaps with the magical, inherent, genetic rational self-interest, Rafiq adopted such ideas, i.e. ‘deemed’ such principles worth fighting for, out of a pre-ordained standard of rationality that included a trade off. In Quinlan’s mind, there is no subject but the bourgeois subject – Rafiq took a step back, and said “hmm…. How can the ideas of Communism benefit ME?” – no wonder your idol, Rand, was so fucking scared of Kant, because already with Kant we recognize that this is not what defines the contours of ethical duty. What ‘benefits you’ is not a given – the standards of what benefits and what does not benefit you, is already an ethical controversy, THERE IS NO INNATE, ETERNAL standard of ‘rational self-interest’, for this is already a partisan, ideological controversy. This is the point of Kantian ethics – it is not simply that you do your ethical duty, your ethical duty is not a given – you are responsible, as a living being, for the contours of your ethical duty, and this is a short-circuit process that cannot be escaped – it does not relate to any simplistic relationship of causation, you adopt a mode of being, which is perpetual, and there can be no static causal justification for this. One – properly – falls into becoming a Communist, becomes possessed by it, wherein only a lack of will, faith and strength – philistinism, the inability to actively possess conscious of a world in motion – causes one to shirk from their duty as a Communist and renege. One becomes a socially conscious being, and this constitutes their existence – they are no longer a mere individual, they are a being with no roots, absolutely no gods, no superstitions, no big other, no sense of guarantee – in the bourgeois pathology, a monster. There is no clear – a to be causation in how one becomes a Communist, one simply is a Communist, there is no external reason that which one falls back upon – no pre-conceived standard of ‘rational self interest’ that which Communism fulfills – it is precisely the abdication of any and every single big other, every single external guarantee to your own existence as a socially self-conscious person.
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Julius Caesar said a coward dies a thousand times before their final death. He is right. If a coward chooses surrender to the enemy over death, then the contours of their fear – a worm of doubt that constituted their previous subjective existence, literally bridges them over into a new life, the life of a coward. If, for example, you do something which totally contradicts your ethical existence, as a constituted subject, you already are in effect killing yourself – or the previous self. The ‘ghost’ in the machine, in other words – dies – the machine lives on, but a new ghost occupies it. This is the point of Kantian ethics – in relation to death. You are responsible for the contours of your ethical existence. What that means is quite simple – if the only option is either your continued subjective-ethical existence, and your physical destruction, choosing the former option is still choosing suicide. One speaks not simply of what one consciously proclaims of their morality – but the very contours of what defines ones ethical existence as a social subject, what literally constitutes you as you, to the point where if you contradict this subjective basis of existence, you literally become a different social being. Before a Communist can be a Communist – they must die.