Diagnosed with clinical depression as a teenager.
It's hard to try and describe what its like to have clinical depression to people who don't have it. It's not just simply feeling sad all the time. There's abnormal amounts of anxiety and panic. Living in fear of things that might happen even if its several days away. And since that shit is directly connected to stress, it eventually causes things like stomach ulcers, acid reflux, and other gastrointestinal ailments.
I remember very clearly when I was a child, being terrified of school because of things that might happen. Future homework assignments, noises, etc.
It took my parents years before they finally recognized the symptoms.




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