I'm curious to know where would be members of the Marxist vanguard get their weird brand of evangelism from.
What evangelism is that?
I see little evidence that either the proletariat or the universe in general cares about your imaginary crusade.
It would be very hard for neutrinos and nebulae to care about communism. And as far as the working class as a whole is concerned, yes you're right, not that many fellow workers care or think about the communist project. That's something that needs to be examined seriously and without prejudice, such as "oh yeah sure, the uneducated masses simply can't understand things, so we'll do it for them and we'll tell them what to do".
But what's the "imaginary crusade" you're referring to? Surely, it is very misleading to refer to contemporary communism as a "crusade". We don't have an ideological axe to grind - we're part of the working class and, as workers (of course, that doesn't mean that all communists are workers), are affected just as any other worker who isn't militant.
And "imaginary"? Does that mean something like "a product of illusion(s)"?
Are you bored bourgeois intellectuals looking for a sense of purpose? Are you Stalin wannabes seeking pure power? What are your motives, and what is the root of your ideology? Cut the crap comrades, stop the trolling and let's have a serious discussion please. Thank you.
Why do you assume that personal psychological background and motives form the "root" of an ideology? I don't think this is the case. And I don't think that interrogating such reasons of a person's acceptance of specific politics actually says anything of the validity of the positions taken up, and its relevance. But okay, let's play your little game.
Nope, I'm not a bourgeois intellectual. It's safe to say that I won't be in a position to exploit labor in the future. And I don't consider myself as an intellectual, though probably you'd say that I am since I'm finishing college. Most probably I'll end up employed by an enterprise dealing with language - interpreting or teaching. I might end up working in a public school. But really, I'd take any job offered since I'm in no position to do otherwise.
A Stalin wannabe? Yeah, right. As if communism is exhausted with Stalinism. Nope, what I hope for, and what I wish to contribute to, is proletarian self-emancipation. Why? Since I do not want to live as a subject of the pressures and tangible consequences of this social order. The threat of unemployment, competition and the degradation of human bonds, exploitation and workplace stress, existential insecurity and humiliation, all of that doesn't appeal to me, but sure, what also doesn't appeal to me is to advance myself by means of hustling for the social position of a capitalist or manager. It's boring, degrading in its own right, and definitely not appealing to me, to the way I understand myself and my capacities and aims in life.
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