Istrodel, you may want to engage more with Marx and Marxist thinkers before you dismiss it as a "pseudo science". You admit that you have only read The Manifesto. Read The German Ideology,The Holy Family, An Introduction to A Critique of Hegel's Philosophy of Right, the 1840s Economic and Philosophic Manuscripts,The 18th Brumaire of Louis Napoleon and The Civil War in France, and Wage Labor and Capital. This will give you a good understanding of the Marxist method.Especially read the "Economic and Philosophic Manuscripts",. This is a deeply humanistic writing of surpassing alienation and humanity fully attaining its "species being".
It seems you are relying on bits of a high school or college caricature of Marxism.
There are not and never have been "communist countries".Stalin was shit but then the preceding Romanoff dynasty, in which 70% of the Russian population were semi-slaves, was also shit.Hitler was far worse shit. We need to understand the material causes of history, not retreat into a flaccid moralism.
I would also submit that the Russian people were "raped" under Yeltsin, during a time in which the economy and the living standards of the population collapsed.Half the population fell below the poverty level,the mortality rate skyrocketed, Russian society literally collapsed, while a tiny group of oligarchs became massively wealthy.This was spurred on by Bill Clinton, the Swedish economist Anders Aslund and Jeffrey Sachs.The Russian Orthox Church acted as cheerleaders.
To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget
Arundhati Roy
Lenina Rosenweg is a glorious beacon of light