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Yeah I have a pretty good idea what you'd tell me I should do; you telling me wouldn't make a difference anyways. I'm suborn. Thanks anyways though.

Not sure yet.

Yeah I'm fine, still here.

No worries LEM, I'd never get upset with anyone for simple speaking their mind about me and my faults, however I would be lying if I said it didn't sting a bit. As far as me being arrogant goes, I guess I am in some ways; I consider myself to be of above average intelligence, I read alot, keep up with world events, but I don't see how this is in anyways incompatible with self loathing. I know that killing myself isn't the only action I can take, but its the easiest way out of all this, maybe I'm just lazy. Regardless I sincerely hope you feel better, I got some cleaning to do and then I'm heading out to go jam, so I'll talk to you another time.

I'm sorry to hear that, I know it won't mean much and will probably just sound like a useless platitude, however there is someone out there for you LEM; if you decide to stick around long enough, I know someone as intelligent, genuine and kind as yourself will find love. As far as I go, I can't really pinpoint anything in particular; school is kinda overwhelming and I can't seem to balance it with my mental health, but for the most part I'm just sick of being sad. I'm on my 4th year of being depressed and its just way to long to feel like this, there is no end in sight unless I take action. I'm sick of walking around all day, sad, self loathing and just constantly thinking what a piece of shit I am and that I should kill myself.

What's up? You sound like you're feeling like I am at the moment; I have been seriously considering making an attempt tonight.