Widerstand

i don't think use is the same as dependency (not sure if thats what you were suggesting?) but anyway i don't really think of nihilist communism as an actual "tendency," so much as a certain outlook on the pro-revolutionary milieu and its situation.

well drugs can be a part of that but it is also easy to use them as a crutch and depend on them instead of just something to enhance your pleasure. drugs or no, i think it is an attitude that has to be fostered more than anything. things are bleak, but we're also just a dump in the back end of the middle of nowhere in the universe, so let's not get too self-important.

joyful detachment from the world seems to do the trick

bleakly

I didn't realise you were German. Your English is flawless. My German is way too rusty to embarrass myself by trying to write it

Was für ein spezifisches Hauptfach! Vielen Glück mit eine Wohnung finden. Vielleicht du musst ein "squat" besuchen? Ob Hamburg "squats" haben...

Ich bin Student auch aber in Soziologie und hoffentlich werde ich diesen Jahr absolvieren (?). Nach die Uni... ich weiß gar nicht was ich machen werden. Meistens Soziologie studenten lehren Englisch bei ESL Schulen .

Ich will nach Deutschland noch einmal reisen (ich habe seit 3 Jahre besucht) aber das Euro sehr teuer ist!

Not that much really, I tend to get distracted pretty quickly. I have been going at this since I was about 15 though.

Ahhh Hamburg. Schöne Stadt aber ein bißchen teuer ja? Was ist deine Hauptfach?

(Excuse my German it's a bit rusty)