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I thought about Elevator tech since according to internet searches it seems to be pretty solid. I thought the same for HVAC but the internet says HVAC is fucking horrible. I woke up thinking about seeing how many freelance things I can get good at and then doing freelance everything like basically be that asshole that poaches company's top job projects out of the clutches of their salaried technical communications teams because I'd have my computers, creativity, and less stress. Had sleepy morning fantasies about dropping off flash drives in envelopes to strangers at cafes and collecting $15k checks/wads of cash. Then I realized no company is going to hand over sensitive internal workings to some mercenary with no address and tbh i'd probably just sell the info on the side to make more. Delusional Fridays with Mari.

it's even more maddening when you are currently involved in and struggling with trying to do something relating to school and those points are being talked at you like gospel. My original career path was IT security related but I bombed out because I have always failed at math, even basic math, mainly the cumulative testing despite already being able to interact with and excel at the majority of the concepts as a hobby.