The day that people see me When they look in my direction Is a day that I long to finally see But when I'm talked about, I'm really unmentioned The only one people see is a fictional character That I'm replaced with for their eyes And to them the real me doesn't matter They turn away as this scared girl cries And all they see is a boy It's as plastic as a cheap toy I'm unnoticed in plain sight It makes me want to take that final flight Because I don't want to live unseen If I'm not alive, I'd rather be dead than in-between But I just go hurting forever, forever hurt Feeling completely terrified and alone All bridges remain broken and burnt Leaving the girl I am to be unknown So this girl cries herself to sleep And that day remains a dream Leaving this male body, a cardboard cut-out A day I continue to dream about
Wow this is really deep!