"Upon Every Shining Star (Concept or Reality)"

I have desired him
Though I don't know
If he exists
He's the only reason I know
The only reason I can hope
Or get up and go
He's a sweet, sensitive guy
With a body made by Xochiquetzal

Whether he's a concept built up on fiction
Or a reality that I may one day hold in my arms
And kiss as I feel his short facial hair creating friction
I keep on for the idea of a love that makes me happy and warm

I imagine him
His random acts of love
Just because
He felt like expressing it some
Doing all of the sweet things
That I can't think of
Though I don't know if this perfect man
Into my life will ever come

But I wish upon every shining star
For this dream so out in the distance
For this dream so unlikely and far
In my heart, I hope and long for his existence