don't wanna sound like a douche, but Nazis generally are incapable of love. anyone dumb enough to be capable of "jumping around" into fascism isn't worth it anyway. I'm pretty starved right now myself, but I will never, ever have a relationship with a Nazi. But yeah, that really sucks. Sorry man.
i was desperate and she was my beacon of light in the darkness. she was young, a teenager, still jumping around... liked how i looked like however, i never really felt loved.. i felt kind of exploited by her ended with me having -180€ on my bank account and a broken heart