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[Azraelscross]

Not much to say except hi. I'm from a small-ish city in southern British Columbia. Not much happens but theres enough nature to keep me amused alot of the time

in my spare time i study religions, mythology and socio-political things. My favorite subjects so far being Judaism, National-Socialism*i don't condone this however but i believe no matter what race, religion or Ideology you are show pride in it and stop hiding *, Anarchism, and Japanese, Sami, Karelian and Nordic religions/mythology

[Bright Banana Beard]

welcome to revleft.

[RedAnarchist]

welcome to revleft:)

[Lord Testicles]

Hi, and welcome to revleft. Just one question:


i believe no matter what race, (...) you are show pride in it and stop hiding

So do you believe race exists? and if so, why show pride over something you had no control over?

[Azraelscross]

Hi, and welcome to revleft. Just one question:



So do you believe race exists? and if so, why show pride over something you had no control over?
We may have no control over it but it still is part of who a person is. it doesn't make someone by any means but knowing who you are and the history behind it is important. Many things are being lost to the sands of time because people just don't care or are afraid they will be branded as racist for showing pride in the history of their people

[Azraelscross]

didn't know where else to post it but if anyone cares where i disappeared too. long story short i screwed up. i dropped an ok job and job security with good hours to move to Kamloops for new opportunities and such. It seemed like an awesome town when i took a few trips to scope it out

Ended up at safeway again but in the bakery this time. now i'm months behind in bills and barely holding on to the place i live every month cause i only get 16-24 hours a week. slightly back up on my feet again but i had to make a desperate move. One based on a possible career i had in mind as a kid. After much research for jobs i might enjoy and will keep me fed, clothed, busy etc i settled on 3 possible choices. Combat Engineer, Artillery or infantry

So in a few months after i get the GED test done i'm putting in all the papers, doing the tests and physicals then its off to Basic in Quebec for a job in the CF, hopefully anyways.

i'll try and keep up on the forums a bit more now that internet isn't so spotty and become more active both during the process of applying and after all the coursework is done when i'm not busy washing LAVS, marching or, while on tour, blowing things up then rebuilding them a few months later

so cheers to all

[Q]

I'm sorry to hear in what difficulties you are :(

But welcome back, kinda, I guess.

[AK]

Oh look, it's a soldier. Belated welcome :lol:
Now, in the words of danyboy25:

in before Red cat show up and declare you a class ennemy.

[Azraelscross]

well alpha maybe not so much anymore. thought i could run away and forget it in the army but i stepped back, looked at it and thought "you know. its been 6 years of fucking running. i'm sick of it" still terrified but my minds made up. gender issues were just so terrifying to me i tried everything to just not think of it. nothing worked. and i just about tried to get shipped off to fuck-knows-where at random intervals to keep it at bay. so a premature and hasty decision by a scared 22 year old just got revoked.

there. the true last 6 years of my life. complete with depression, and other fun messes. hopefully within the next 6 i'll be the gender/person i was meant to be

while i might still want to in the future, its been postponed indefinitely. still liking the CSOR thing