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careyprice31
17th February 2008, 12:34
Because I'd like to hear from all sides, right and left and everything in between, if i post it anywhere else restricted people cant write.

What was it in your life that made you become what you are? What made u choose Capitalism, Leftism, or somewhere in between? How did u come to have the beliefs you have?

For me it was my life and life's experiences. I was born into a Capitalist family.....my father was going to start a business but my mother wanted to get her teaching degree so my dad had to pay her tuition so he never did start one.

My capitalist family was openminded enough not to raise me with either ideology. My father always said to me, "You must choose your own path."

They did have me involved in the religious stuff though like forcing me to be confirmed even though i didnt want it, so they werent totally openminded.

then i went through school where i was abused and segregated by students and staff because i was different. Even had teachers segregate me into a special ed classroom because they thought I was retarded.

The my friend who was my age at the time 15, we were both in junior high.....died of colon cancer. I made the connection between his death and the fact that his parents were Jehovah witness and did not try everything to save him....chose some religion over the life of their own son. It was such a powerful moment in my life. It made me swear off religion for life and everything I read about it after that merely reinforced the notion that it really is bad and its like a drug.

I quit high school when i was 16 and never graduated. I realized that no teenager should be robbed of their innocence and education and such as I was. If I hadnt quit I would have died. I realized the flaw was in the society around me. Society and life makes people what they are.

When I was 14 I began to question the fact that Canada is still a monarchy and we have a queen. I believed from the age of 14 that we should get rid of the monarchy. I also began to question the concept of "royal blood" I was like wtf!! what royal blood ? Their blood is just the same as anybody else's.

I began studying Russian history at 14 and have been learning it ever since as well as Karl Marx and more history, ideas and theories than just that but I cannot say I became leftist because of that. I was already leftist. Had leftist thoughts and beliefs long before that. I guess the most I can say is that the Russian history, the Marxism, and the other theories taught me that my set of thoughts and beliefs had a name, but I cannot say that they made me a leftist.

Life experiences made me what I am.

I now believe I was born to become a university Russian history professor, to become involved in activism, and to transform the world for the better.

How about the rest of you? What made you choose your own set of beliefs and your life's path?

Holden Caulfield
17th February 2008, 13:21
haha why they think you were a 'retard'?

you seem a bit like a rebel looking for a cause to me but this is just my opinion and i have never been segragated or anything and have maintained my views at the same time as being in the 'popular' crowd at my school so i probably know nothing about it

careyprice31
17th February 2008, 13:31
Because I was just different. I don't really remember. I was just in grade 1 and 3 when it happened. It didnt matter to them that I read at a grade 6 level when I was only in grade 1 or that I really was intelligent. I was different, so i was given that label. My father had to run for the school board to force them to put me back in regular classrooms. Then when I was in grade 3, they wanted to fail me and keep me back in the same grade for another year even though I wasnt showing bad marks. I was treated very badly at that school . So I was removed from the school and placed in a different school

I found out what happened later when I was a teenager and it influenced my thinking.

rebel? oh sorry, i spose i am. I was always non conformist. But I found a cause when I got to university. Im not now 'looking' for one, ive found one.

Holden Caulfield
17th February 2008, 13:39
i would say most people on 'revolutionaryleft.com' are 'non-conformist' i'm not having a go or anything just a couple of kids round my area were 'leftists' for about a year each as some kind of stage of teenage rebellion in the same way they went through stages of being metal heads, etc

Dimentio
17th February 2008, 13:50
In 2002 to 2003, I was a member of the Swedish Green Party, since I deeply cared and deeply do care of sustainability. I was dissappointed, and became rather cynical with politics in general after experiencing being a member of a party. Parliamentarism is more about letting the society changing the party and the party changing you than about your influence.

So, me and a friend mostly sat at the college cafeteria talking shit (Chinese torture methods, shock movies, crazy ideologies), mostly centering on different websites we've found.

I entered leftism through technocracy, which I'll see as "enlightened" communism.

careyprice31
17th February 2008, 13:50
oh no, i wasnt like that. Actually when i was a teen i tried to fit in cause that was the thing to do and non conformity was bad in the teen environment.

I never got involved with anything 'leftist' didnt even know my thoughts even had a name) until i was grown up, in university, and nearly in my mid 20's.

Holden Caulfield
17th February 2008, 15:07
was anybody else on this a 'popular kid' at school or was it just me?

i was also a very condacending arrogant dick, it is a lovely thing when in school to seem so idiotic and have a brain as well,

pusher robot
18th February 2008, 15:02
How about the rest of you? What made you choose your own set of beliefs and your life's path?
Economics 101

Dean
18th February 2008, 23:27
I think a defining moment in my life, which made me choose a path of moral integrity and love for the human race, was when I met a boy with tourettes in the third grade, Sean.

When I first met him, I hung out with the popular kids. We made fun of him at first, because he had uncontrollable tics. But when I went home, I laughed about how we insulted the kid to my mom and brother. My mom was angry, and told me I should apologise. When I went back to school, I was ashamed at how I had treated him, and I started to hang out with him. I was somewhat ostracised from my friends, but they still accepted him, and it became a policy to be more accepting. From that point on, I rarely made friends, because I spent time with him. I became somewhat of a pariah, introverted and consumed with fantasy games and the like, until high school when I started to get serious and study communism and psychoanalysis.

Sean is now one of my best friends, and his family has been more supportive of me than any other people I know. And even with all the anger I have for people, the rich, the oppressive, the sadistic, I still feel a responsibility to understand and have compassion for them. I think, at my core, this is what drives my morality.