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15th December 2005, 05:18
Not under this name though.
I was better known as 'Thine Stalin' during my time here before, before Matle bans me instantly please hear me out.
I was banned for being a 'National Bolshevik' which wasn't the case, but I had shown alot of interest in the NBP and made anti-semitic comments in the past.
I WAS a closet anti-semite at the time and later became a full blown nazi and I have a tattoo on my arm as a reminder of my negative beliefs. Over the past year I've worked hard at indentifying my problems and removing them from myself.
Though at the time my beliefs were debatable I don't intend to debate them now but rather to move on and let you know who I am now. I do not consider myself leaning towards any political indentity in paticular anymore and in fact find myself more in support of anarchy and total freedom (ironic I know). Rather than mistrusting humanity and believing it beyond redemption I believe man deserves benefit of the doubt now instead and sins should be forgiven.
My life is more devoted to spiritual beliefs now of what is right and wrong and a struggle within myself to continue to mistrust humanity and strive to achieve my ambitions of the past or to care and show compassion and forgiveness for my fellow man and I've worked hard at this.
I wouldn't consider myself a liberal now anymore than I would a stalinist, I believe myself to be apolitical and I consider many of my former stalinist colleagues to have been facists and really just insecure and angry at the world as I once was (or maybe they're just genuinely bad people who knows), on my last visit to a stalinist community's forum I discovered they no longer call themselves stalinists and in fact are no longer totalitarian, they are marxist leninists so maybe everything I'm saying is trapped in the past 4 years ago.
My favorite music is:
Industrial EBM - apoptygma berzerk funker-vogt, velvet acid christ, lights of euphoria
Hip Hop - Aesop Rock, Dose One, Living Legends Crew, Atmosphere Grouch and Eligh
techno and trance - Paul Oakenfold, DJ Tiesto, Paul Van Dyk, Sasha and John Digweed
My hobbies include lifting weights, smoking pot with my friends, discussing religion and politics, reading history and watching pretty girls at the mall.
Please keep an open mind.
I was better known as 'Thine Stalin' during my time here before, before Matle bans me instantly please hear me out.
I was banned for being a 'National Bolshevik' which wasn't the case, but I had shown alot of interest in the NBP and made anti-semitic comments in the past.
I WAS a closet anti-semite at the time and later became a full blown nazi and I have a tattoo on my arm as a reminder of my negative beliefs. Over the past year I've worked hard at indentifying my problems and removing them from myself.
Though at the time my beliefs were debatable I don't intend to debate them now but rather to move on and let you know who I am now. I do not consider myself leaning towards any political indentity in paticular anymore and in fact find myself more in support of anarchy and total freedom (ironic I know). Rather than mistrusting humanity and believing it beyond redemption I believe man deserves benefit of the doubt now instead and sins should be forgiven.
My life is more devoted to spiritual beliefs now of what is right and wrong and a struggle within myself to continue to mistrust humanity and strive to achieve my ambitions of the past or to care and show compassion and forgiveness for my fellow man and I've worked hard at this.
I wouldn't consider myself a liberal now anymore than I would a stalinist, I believe myself to be apolitical and I consider many of my former stalinist colleagues to have been facists and really just insecure and angry at the world as I once was (or maybe they're just genuinely bad people who knows), on my last visit to a stalinist community's forum I discovered they no longer call themselves stalinists and in fact are no longer totalitarian, they are marxist leninists so maybe everything I'm saying is trapped in the past 4 years ago.
My favorite music is:
Industrial EBM - apoptygma berzerk funker-vogt, velvet acid christ, lights of euphoria
Hip Hop - Aesop Rock, Dose One, Living Legends Crew, Atmosphere Grouch and Eligh
techno and trance - Paul Oakenfold, DJ Tiesto, Paul Van Dyk, Sasha and John Digweed
My hobbies include lifting weights, smoking pot with my friends, discussing religion and politics, reading history and watching pretty girls at the mall.
Please keep an open mind.