rebelgames
8th July 2005, 00:13
I don't go out anymore. I eat, sometimes sleep, smoke, draw, write, read, paint, etc.
I am too consumed by my thoughts and my questions which I'm told I'll never answer. But maybe I will one day. Other's may have failed because they gave up. I'm told I should go out, be with "friends", laugh, and do whatever it is "normal" to do.
But what if all of those things are wrong? I live half in this world of emotions, war, people, malls, politics, media, etc and then half in a world I cannot even identify.
I want to know... what do you think about a few things?
I think we haven't advanced. The only reason we think we have is because Aristotle or somebody else said "A=A and cannot be B." Well can't it be B?
What if there are a million other universes out there?
Even if life is meaningless doesn't it have to have meaning?
Is death just a trap? Is it just the fate of those too careless to figure out how to transcend the walls of existance?
Is it possible to black out all of existance?
Is all of this just madness? Do I seem mad?
Should I give up? Why? Should we all give up? Why?
None of this is coherent. Say whatever you will say. I know half the responses if I get any will all be petty insults.
I am too consumed by my thoughts and my questions which I'm told I'll never answer. But maybe I will one day. Other's may have failed because they gave up. I'm told I should go out, be with "friends", laugh, and do whatever it is "normal" to do.
But what if all of those things are wrong? I live half in this world of emotions, war, people, malls, politics, media, etc and then half in a world I cannot even identify.
I want to know... what do you think about a few things?
I think we haven't advanced. The only reason we think we have is because Aristotle or somebody else said "A=A and cannot be B." Well can't it be B?
What if there are a million other universes out there?
Even if life is meaningless doesn't it have to have meaning?
Is death just a trap? Is it just the fate of those too careless to figure out how to transcend the walls of existance?
Is it possible to black out all of existance?
Is all of this just madness? Do I seem mad?
Should I give up? Why? Should we all give up? Why?
None of this is coherent. Say whatever you will say. I know half the responses if I get any will all be petty insults.