Subversive Pessimist
9th December 2004, 14:50
This might not sound very clear because I have just written my thoughts down, but there have been some of the ways I think the last week or two...
Well, a month ago I would have called myself a communist.
I've given it a lot of thought lately.
Communism is a very good system, and it would probably work if everyone wanted to.
However, as I see it, everyone has to be all for it, or else, it will have difficulty working. If everyone would be like Ernesto or the other unselfish people, then there would be no problem. The fact is that most people (at least in the western part of the world) are supportive of capitalism, and creating a communist society in these places would be foolish and unrealistic, at least up to this point. A socialist society would seem more realistic then a communist society.
Also, a part of me is saying that we have turend in the wrong direction.
I'm tired of the slogans, of the mindless rhetoric, the mindless assumptions etc.
A lot of people in our movement are reading Marx, Engels, Guevara, Stalin and Lenin, for the sake of reading, not because they want to use the theories in practice (or at least so it seems). Although there might be some use in Marx's writings, I don't like the fact that we are reading books that are 150 years old, quote them everywhere like his words was from the prophet himself, and then go on to saying that because Marx said it, then it is true.
Even some people who call themselves marxist-leninists, call communism "utopian", and think it's a silly idea.
Marx thought for himself. A lot of communists these days repeat what others thought hundreds of years ago. I think it's time for us to start to think innovative and focus on todays situation and development. What Mao or Marx said or thought might not always be the truth. What Mao said will maybe not have the same significance in 50 years.
I think we should rather focus on socialism instead of communism, at least for now.
Should we even consider communism as a worthwhile project? At this point, I don't see why we should (call me pessemistic and non-idealist). When we establish a socialist society, perhaps. But now? I see no big reason to it.
We should focus on the self-determination of the workers. Everything else seems to me, at least up to this point, rather irrelevant. What I mean is, even if it is socialism, communism, the most imortant thing is that we support the workers. The goal should not be communism. The goal should be the well being of all people.
I'm not against revolution either, but when we see that capitalism is what people in most of the world wants (you might say this is ignorance, but then again, they do have a choice and), then I think it's their choice. If they wanted to see a socialist part in power, then they could vote for a socialist party, but in most cases, they don't.
There are very few details to communism and how it would work, that is not the case with socialism. We've seen what can work, and what cannot. We haven't seen communism work in the modern day world, on a grand scale. Therefore I see it as more realistic to focus on socialism then communism.
We've seen that socialism (economically speaking) can be work very good for the ordinary people, and the fact that the system can work.
In many ways, I think I am still a leninist, but I see it is naive and stupid that the party should have complete control over everything. The government and the people needs to be closely connected, not seperated. There needs to be an intimate relation between the two.
The bureaucracy needs to be subject to the proletariat, not the proletariat to be subjected to the bureaucracy.
Basically, I think that communism is a good theory, and I am all for it. It's just that it is very far away (subjectively and objectively), and I think we have to concentrate on the small steps (what matters now) instead of dreaming about something we will probably never know will work on a large scale, at least in our lifetime.
I don't consider myself more rightist now then before.
I'm just more realistic, practical, maybe a little cynical too, but I try to see what needs to be done now, instead of 200 years ahead of time, or what should have been done 200 years ago. I think this is perhaps a healthy sign, but at the same time I think we need to keep the spirit up. We know we can change, but we must also know our limits.
Instead of dreaming about communism and how everything would be great, I think we could use at least a little of that time instead to protest, civil obedience, education of the working people. I will focus on the revolution in Nepal etc. instead of what happened a hundred years ago in Russia. I think it is a big and tragic mistake that we most often tend to look backwards, instead of at the present,.
Yes, I might have lost a little faith in the people who adhere the capitalist mentality, true. But I haven't given up on the essential ideas of leftist thought, quite the opposite. I think that my ideas have been strenghtened through critical thought, and I think that this is something everyone should do. I think some of it has to do with maturity. I'm not going to bother to think of things so distant, at least when it has no potential at this point.
Well, a month ago I would have called myself a communist.
I've given it a lot of thought lately.
Communism is a very good system, and it would probably work if everyone wanted to.
However, as I see it, everyone has to be all for it, or else, it will have difficulty working. If everyone would be like Ernesto or the other unselfish people, then there would be no problem. The fact is that most people (at least in the western part of the world) are supportive of capitalism, and creating a communist society in these places would be foolish and unrealistic, at least up to this point. A socialist society would seem more realistic then a communist society.
Also, a part of me is saying that we have turend in the wrong direction.
I'm tired of the slogans, of the mindless rhetoric, the mindless assumptions etc.
A lot of people in our movement are reading Marx, Engels, Guevara, Stalin and Lenin, for the sake of reading, not because they want to use the theories in practice (or at least so it seems). Although there might be some use in Marx's writings, I don't like the fact that we are reading books that are 150 years old, quote them everywhere like his words was from the prophet himself, and then go on to saying that because Marx said it, then it is true.
Even some people who call themselves marxist-leninists, call communism "utopian", and think it's a silly idea.
Marx thought for himself. A lot of communists these days repeat what others thought hundreds of years ago. I think it's time for us to start to think innovative and focus on todays situation and development. What Mao or Marx said or thought might not always be the truth. What Mao said will maybe not have the same significance in 50 years.
I think we should rather focus on socialism instead of communism, at least for now.
Should we even consider communism as a worthwhile project? At this point, I don't see why we should (call me pessemistic and non-idealist). When we establish a socialist society, perhaps. But now? I see no big reason to it.
We should focus on the self-determination of the workers. Everything else seems to me, at least up to this point, rather irrelevant. What I mean is, even if it is socialism, communism, the most imortant thing is that we support the workers. The goal should not be communism. The goal should be the well being of all people.
I'm not against revolution either, but when we see that capitalism is what people in most of the world wants (you might say this is ignorance, but then again, they do have a choice and), then I think it's their choice. If they wanted to see a socialist part in power, then they could vote for a socialist party, but in most cases, they don't.
There are very few details to communism and how it would work, that is not the case with socialism. We've seen what can work, and what cannot. We haven't seen communism work in the modern day world, on a grand scale. Therefore I see it as more realistic to focus on socialism then communism.
We've seen that socialism (economically speaking) can be work very good for the ordinary people, and the fact that the system can work.
In many ways, I think I am still a leninist, but I see it is naive and stupid that the party should have complete control over everything. The government and the people needs to be closely connected, not seperated. There needs to be an intimate relation between the two.
The bureaucracy needs to be subject to the proletariat, not the proletariat to be subjected to the bureaucracy.
Basically, I think that communism is a good theory, and I am all for it. It's just that it is very far away (subjectively and objectively), and I think we have to concentrate on the small steps (what matters now) instead of dreaming about something we will probably never know will work on a large scale, at least in our lifetime.
I don't consider myself more rightist now then before.
I'm just more realistic, practical, maybe a little cynical too, but I try to see what needs to be done now, instead of 200 years ahead of time, or what should have been done 200 years ago. I think this is perhaps a healthy sign, but at the same time I think we need to keep the spirit up. We know we can change, but we must also know our limits.
Instead of dreaming about communism and how everything would be great, I think we could use at least a little of that time instead to protest, civil obedience, education of the working people. I will focus on the revolution in Nepal etc. instead of what happened a hundred years ago in Russia. I think it is a big and tragic mistake that we most often tend to look backwards, instead of at the present,.
Yes, I might have lost a little faith in the people who adhere the capitalist mentality, true. But I haven't given up on the essential ideas of leftist thought, quite the opposite. I think that my ideas have been strenghtened through critical thought, and I think that this is something everyone should do. I think some of it has to do with maturity. I'm not going to bother to think of things so distant, at least when it has no potential at this point.