Guardia Bolivariano
7th April 2004, 19:19
Ok first of all to hell with my poor spelling I was never meant to write perfect english Anyway...
This is pretty emotional so i'll try to sound "emotional" enough via the cold realm of the internet
For those of you who care as in NOBODY I'm back..
I'm sorry I disapered whithout any explanation but I had one of those life crisis that you get after you live something that nobody should see.
I am refering to my short time in actual combat...
It's really taken a toll on me and I almost killed myself on 2 ocations to end the nightmares an anxiety. These past few months have been hard for me
I was robbed once and attacked again by a hitman. I don't know why but someone wanted me or wants me out of the picture.
My 2 email adresses have been hacked by someone I know was close to me in terms of working conditions so i had to erase my to accounts i haven't been able to talk to much to anyone after that.
but for anyone that's interested this is the safe one [email protected]
I really stoped using the internet or any other form of comunication until i received a letter from a close friend.
That made me rethink things and i decided to reach out to my old comrades.
So here I am , I feel like a bastard but i haven't forgoten any of you.
Am I apoligize in advance for anything that i migt have said that could be hurtfull since i really didn't look in to what i was saying during my time of depresion..
so how is everyone?
This is pretty emotional so i'll try to sound "emotional" enough via the cold realm of the internet
For those of you who care as in NOBODY I'm back..
I'm sorry I disapered whithout any explanation but I had one of those life crisis that you get after you live something that nobody should see.
I am refering to my short time in actual combat...
It's really taken a toll on me and I almost killed myself on 2 ocations to end the nightmares an anxiety. These past few months have been hard for me
I was robbed once and attacked again by a hitman. I don't know why but someone wanted me or wants me out of the picture.
My 2 email adresses have been hacked by someone I know was close to me in terms of working conditions so i had to erase my to accounts i haven't been able to talk to much to anyone after that.
but for anyone that's interested this is the safe one [email protected]
I really stoped using the internet or any other form of comunication until i received a letter from a close friend.
That made me rethink things and i decided to reach out to my old comrades.
So here I am , I feel like a bastard but i haven't forgoten any of you.
Am I apoligize in advance for anything that i migt have said that could be hurtfull since i really didn't look in to what i was saying during my time of depresion..
so how is everyone?