Sinister Intents
2nd April 2013, 06:08
Greetings comrades.
I don't know if anyone really cares, but I'd like to just come out and say this.
I'm sure others have done this exact same thing with sharing how they used to be.
In high school I attacked a homosexual student for being who he was. we were in seventh grade and I'd fall him the f word a lot and mistreat him. I once attacked his fear of clowns. I kept telling him clowns were going to get him and I kept verbally abusing him until he was crying on the floor. I bullied him and the teacher didn't care, no one stopped me....
I feel like I committed a hate crime and I'm disgusted and ashamed of how I treated him. He later became am anarchist. He forgave me but I never forgave myself.
I used top be excessively racist as well. I was horribly rude to people who weren't white, blonde, Christians. I would call people racist slurs and I was heavily into nazism and catholicism at the time. I was in seventh grade twice and eighth grade during these times.
My nationalism was disgusting..... I was so fucking xenophobic, I'm disgusted with my former self and I can't forgive myself for how I used to be. I'm so fucking glad I found left wing politics and revleft, I'm completely turned around since then.
I don't know if anyone really cares, but I'd like to just come out and say this.
I'm sure others have done this exact same thing with sharing how they used to be.
In high school I attacked a homosexual student for being who he was. we were in seventh grade and I'd fall him the f word a lot and mistreat him. I once attacked his fear of clowns. I kept telling him clowns were going to get him and I kept verbally abusing him until he was crying on the floor. I bullied him and the teacher didn't care, no one stopped me....
I feel like I committed a hate crime and I'm disgusted and ashamed of how I treated him. He later became am anarchist. He forgave me but I never forgave myself.
I used top be excessively racist as well. I was horribly rude to people who weren't white, blonde, Christians. I would call people racist slurs and I was heavily into nazism and catholicism at the time. I was in seventh grade twice and eighth grade during these times.
My nationalism was disgusting..... I was so fucking xenophobic, I'm disgusted with my former self and I can't forgive myself for how I used to be. I'm so fucking glad I found left wing politics and revleft, I'm completely turned around since then.