Anything you hate with yourself?

[Avanti]

do you have an inner monster?

something with yourself that makes you ashamed, scared and angry?

something which you want out for the world to see?

but doesn't dare to show?

afraid you will be judged?

do you dare to stare into the dark?

[#FF0000]

I don't like my temper and how on-edge I am a lot of the time. I snap at people a lot.

[ÑóẊîöʼn]

I wish I didn't procrastinate as much. :-/

[Sperm-Doll Setsuna]

I cannot think of any thing about me that I do not find utterly reprehensible and awful and do not feel contempt for.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

My own timidness and lack of desire and motivation; can seriously get in the way. So depression, in a word.

[Ele'ill]

I am ashamed that I never learned to love myself, I am angry that people say I should and I am scared that I've left myself to face the future twice.

[Rugged Collectivist]

I wish I didn't feel so angry, hopeless, and arrogant.

[Avanti]

i have forgiven myself.

i have forgiven myself for having burnt my education opportunities.

i have forgiven myself for failing to "get a life" (read, slave for Babylon)

i have forgiven myself for not being disciplined or able to concentrate.

i have forgiven myself for all the persons i have hurt.

the only thing i haven't forgiven myself for is losing the contact with my daughter.

other things i regret.

that was unforgivable.

[ВАЛТЕР]

I hate that I overreact (sometimes violently) at a perceived provocation.

I hate my inability to share my feelings with people.


I also hate that I have small hands but big feet! I want to be proportional goddammit!

[thriller]

My procrastination and my idleness. Also I consider myself "too nice." I rarely get angry at others and express myself which I feel makes me a push-over. Plus my mistakes of the heart seem to be cyclical.

[ÑóẊîöʼn]

This is kind of related to my procrastination I guess, but I wish I could do more creative writing for my Nova Mundi project. I have so many ideas swimming around in my head but actually typing them down is a bit of a bugger.

Also the prospect of writing an actual narrative instead of infodumps, brief scenes or fluff pieces is rather daunting.

[ВАЛТЕР]

Look at my tiny hands! I'm 187cm tall and weigh around 77kilos, and I have fucking tiny little baby hands! :(

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[smellincoffee]

I'm judgmental and snobbish, but I don't so much hate that about myself as see it as an area where I need improvement.

[the Left™]

I hate how i keep believing love is real

[Art Vandelay]

I hate myself and almost everything about myself.

[Ocean Seal]

I used to hate everything about myself. Now I hate a little bit less of myself. Forgiveness is key.

[Questionable]

I don't know, I think I'm a pretty decent guy. At least I'm not a killer.

[Luc]

Look at my tiny hands! I'm 187cm tall and weigh around 77kilos, and I have fucking tiny little baby hands! :(

admin edit- forum rulez say no pictures/video of yourself and i assume this is actually a picture of you although your face looks weird like it was drawn on afterwards a little bit or something. If you have questions about the policy PM me. -Mari3L

ohoohohoohoh snap! :lol:

i hate how weak, paranoid, delusional and socially underdeveloped (lets call it that) i am :mad:

[MarxSchmarx]

I wish I was less deferential and more willing to call people out when they are being douchebags. I'm generally rather risk averse, but I think a bigger issue is that I feel I have much to lose in almost all of my interactions with others, even with close friends/family, so default to trying not to make waves. It's a problem, because the courtesy is often not returned and so I hold grudges and can be quite resentful and this gets manifested as being passive aggressive.

[Let's Get Free]

I don't like the fact that I'm quiet. I never seem to know quite what to say to people, so I always end up saying nothing.

[Domela Nieuwenhuis]

I hate the fact that i totally clam up when someone comments me or when in a fight.
Afterwards i think up so many good and snappy responses but during...

Also i have a bit of a temper. And my moods can change within a second!

[bcbm]

i hate a lot of things about myself, but self-hatred would just be another one on the list so why bother. keep it chill

[ÑóẊîöʼn]

Well in my case "hate" would be too strong a word. It would be more accurate to describe my previous posts as things I'd like to change about myself.

[ed miliband]

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[Yuppie Grinder]

I wish I weren't such an argumentative asshole who always has to be right.

[maskerade]

i hate the fact that i'm so apathetic. i cant remember the last time i made an effort, especially in regards to meeting new people. also hate the fact that i'm too nice sometimes (too much of a pushover), if only because people tend to take advantage of it

[cynicles]

Anxiety

[Quail]

I dislike that I have so much trouble managing my emotions sensibly and I dislike how much I procrastinate (in fact this post is procrastination; I'm meant to be writing up my algebra assignment), but I don't know if I hate those things about myself. It's more that I want to change them.

I do feel that I hate various things about myself at times or just plain hate everything about myself. I'd also like to improve on that.

[The Machine]

I hate how lazy I am and how much I procrastinate and how bad my sleep schedules fucked up

[Positivist]

I am very assertive and strong willed, but I am plagued by masochistic desires which impede upon my function. I know these desires are supposed to be ok but they don't make me feel ok so they aren't.

[thriller]

How irresponsible and betraying I can be. That shit always sucks.

[cyu]

Not devoting more of my time and resources into taking out pro-capitalist politicians and businessmen who pose an immediate threat to the people they oppress.

[Yuppie Grinder]

I wish I could function without sleeping 13 hours a day.

[Domela Nieuwenhuis]

Lol, i often wish i got more than 5 hours of sleep a night!

[Goblin]

That i cant talk to people. And when i do, its usually really awkward!

[Landsharks eat metal]

I just hate myself in general, but some particular points that especially bother me:
-How volatile I can be
-How I just shut down and usually cry when people are angry at me
-How I'm usually too scared to actually talk to people and I've probably lost friendships due to my beliefs that the person didn't actually like me and just pretended to because they felt bad for me
-My lack of effective and positive coping skills
-My laziness

I could probably go on, but that's enough for now.

[Domela Nieuwenhuis]

I really hate that my memory is so bad.
I end up doing things i wasn't going to do initially.
Always end up in the fridge for some reason...

Also, i hate that my memory is so bad...