What's On Your Mind 4

[RedAnarchist]

The last one went over 500 posts.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Last night I dreamt they were trying to find a new mod for Non-Political, so they were giving pretty much every CU member mod powers to see what they'd do. Someone prematurely closed the current Pour Your Heart Out and didn't make a new one. I was going to flip out on them, but they ended up reopening it. I think the post went to some Korean dude I'd never heard of.

I'm pathetic :/

[Leftsolidarity]

I'm playing a show with Ryan Harvey. I'm pretty stoked cuz he makes kick ass music.

[Let's Get Free]

Quantum Mechanics

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just came back from the anti-drone event....

http://thequeerproject.wordpress.com/2012/10/08/trolling-the-drone/

[A Revolutionary Tool]

I told my store-manager that if she wanted me to start closing every night I would quit and she capitulated! I've been opening now at 4 in the morning for like 3-4 weeks. That kind of fucks up my sleeping schedule but whatever I'm getting 8-hours a day 5 days a week as an opener. But two days ago the assistant manager was talking to me and he said that if I sped up a little bit they might make me a manager. I don't want to be a fucking manager :glare:. And it's not because I'm some uber-commie, fuck the bourgeois scum, etc, etc, but I just don't want to deal with more shit at work and more responsibility as I'm trying to get out of that place. Plus I don't like ordering people around. Can't stand it, hate doing it, don't like it already when a manager orders me to tell someone else to do something.

[Landsharks eat metal]

So, it turns out I don't suck at absolutely everything I have to do for my vet assistant class. I seem to be particularly adept at restraining because I can be rough when I need to, and I don't immediately freak out when the dog tries to pull away. (Plus, I probably will never ask for help if my arms get tired, which will be good because it decreases the amount of times we need to switch off [at least, until I collapse from exhaustion...]) Did a lot of restraining today on a scared Springer Spaniel who didn't like having her feet touched. It was so annoying how my classmates freaked out any time she'd move her head. We had her muzzled, so there was no reason to freak.

Tomorrow we're going on a field trip to a Christian theater, not to see a show but to see all the animals they keep on the premises for the shows. Then we get a one and a half hour lunch break where we can eat at any restaurant along the highway nearby, while the high-schoolers get bused over to the strip mall for their lunch. Should be a fun day.

I had a dream last night that I was force-feeding myself dollar bills until I got sick. I think there's some sort of meaning to that, but there are too many possibilities.

[Luc]

So, it turns out I don't suck at absolutely everything I have to do for my vet assistant class. I seem to be particularly adept at restraining because I can be rough when I need to, and I don't immediately freak out when the dog tries to pull away. (Plus, I probably will never ask for help if my arms get tired, which will be good because it decreases the amount of times we need to switch off [at least, until I collapse from exhaustion...]) Did a lot of restraining today on a scared Springer Spaniel who didn't like having her feet touched. It was so annoying how my classmates freaked out any time she'd move her head. We had her muzzled, so there was no reason to freak.

Tomorrow we're going on a field trip to a Christian theater, not to see a show but to see all the animals they keep on the premises for the shows. Then we get a one and a half hour lunch break where we can eat at any restaurant along the highway nearby, while the high-schoolers get bused over to the strip mall for their lunch. Should be a fun day.

I had a dream last night that I was force-feeding myself dollar bills until I got sick. I think there's some sort of meaning to that, but there are too many possibilities.

damn you brave, dog looks at me funny and ill cross the street :blink:

[#FF0000]

l DRANK BEER AND ATE APIECE OF CAKE

FUCK

[Nox]

I had a dream last night that I was force-feeding myself dollar bills until I got sick. I think there's some sort of meaning to that, but there are too many possibilities.

Perhaps it symbolised the effect that rampant consumerism can have on a person.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Had a fairly awesome day. At the theater I met a bunch of animals and got to pet a skunk and a water buffalo (as well as more mundane species.) I spent most of the time really hyped up on caffeine, to the point where I couldn't stay still and just kept rambling about stupid shit. A bunch of us went out to Olive Garden and had a lot of fun, and the strangest thing was that some of my classmates thought my randomness/honesty was funny rather than annoying. After I started feeling calmer, I was actually way too calm, like ridiculously relaxed driving home.

[Quail]

Last night I dreamt they were trying to find a new mod for Non-Political, so they were giving pretty much every CU member mod powers to see what they'd do. Someone prematurely closed the current Pour Your Heart Out and didn't make a new one. I was going to flip out on them, but they ended up reopening it. I think the post went to some Korean dude I'd never heard of.

I'm pathetic :/
I've had dreams about revleft too. I have crazy vivid dreams every night so I guess it's bound to appear every once in a while.

[#FF0000]

okay who has had a dream in which people on revleft have made appearances

*raise hand*

[Yuppie Grinder]

I had a dream kids were riding around on old arcade cabinets on the street like skate boards. They must have been racing games because they had steering wheels to steer. My friend was in the car with me and she was eating bugs.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

I usually have crazy nightmares. A couple of nights ago I actually had a dream. I was with this girl, and it was early fall / late summer like it is now, cool outside, she had on a red long-sleeve tee. I felt really at peace and comfortable. We were sitting next to eachother on a porch swing. Then she laid her head on my shoulder and hugged me. Then looked up at me and we kissed.

I think that's my mind telling me "Ok bro, you've been single long enough. Let's get goin'."

[Yuppie Grinder]

I usually have crazy nightmares. A couple of nights ago I actually had a dream. I was with this girl, and it was early fall / late summer like it is now, cool outside, she had on a red long-sleeve tee. I felt really at peace and comfortable. We were sitting next to eachother on a porch swing. Then she laid her head on my shoulder and hugged me. Then looked up at me and we kissed.

I think that's my mind telling me "Ok bro, you've been single long enough. Let's get goin'."

I wish I had dreams like this. If my dreams aren't totally nonsensical and meaningless compilations of shit that's happened the past few days, they're really disturbing and terrible.

[officer nugz]

your dream reminds me that I haven't been kissed in like a year, it sucks. I love kissing.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

I wish I had dreams like this. If my dreams aren't totally nonsensical and meaningless compilations of shit that's happened the past few days, they're really disturbing and terrible.
Usually I have weird lovecraftian horror dreams. Weird creatures, me being killed a lot. This was a nice break.


your dream reminds me that I haven't been kissed in like a year, it sucks. I love kissing.
My last girlfriend was a god damn trainwreck so I've been on loner status for a minute to recuperate, but I'm starting to go back into my old social routine. I feel your pain.

[officer nugz]

a trainwreck?

I don't know what this means when being used as a descriptor of a person, haha...

[PC LOAD LETTER]

a trainwreck?

I don't know what this means when being used as a descriptor of a person, haha...Use your imagination, I don't wanna think about details right now. The relationship was crazy as hell and really psychologically draining

[Quail]

I wish I had dreams like this. If my dreams aren't totally nonsensical and meaningless compilations of shit that's happened the past few days, they're really disturbing and terrible.
Mine are kind of like this only they're not really based on reality. Last night I had a dream where I was having a panic attack (although I can't remember what about) and another dream where I was at a party with some friends I kind of lost touch with and I had a massive bag of weed, but nothing to roll it with, and a huge bag of mdma which I was just giving out to everyone. It didn't really make a whole lot of sense.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Figuring out expenses and where to apply for jobs

[Yuppie Grinder]

It's dawned on me that the worst genres of music are for sure the best genres of music. Disco, trap rap, dirty south, emo, all fucking wonderful.

[Leftsolidarity]

I've been having the weirdest most intense dreams lately. It's fuckin with my head. Maybe I shouldn't go to bed so high all the time maybe?

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I've been having the weirdest most intense dreams lately. It's fuckin with my head. Maybe I shouldn't go to bed so high all the time maybe?

One word: Nyquil... that will knock you out and probably won't cause you to dream (at least with me it doesn't).But yeah, that would probably help some.

[#FF0000]

It's dawned on me that the worst genres of music are for sure the best genres of music. Disco, trap rap, dirty south, emo, all fucking wonderful.

the worst genres of music are post grunge and crunkcore

[Yuppie Grinder]

tru
that and progressive metal

[ed miliband]

disco was never a bad genre though, honestly, it's an incredibly racist and homophobic narrative of music that sees disco as bad.

[Yuppie Grinder]

disco was never a bad genre though, honestly, it's an incredibly racist and homophobic narrative of music that sees disco as bad.

yea i kno dude
disco varies in quality from campy fun to genuinely really brilliant music, and the later sort greatly outnumbers the former
i'm talking about genres that serious business music sorts dismiss

[#FF0000]

tru
that and progressive metal

Nope.

well actually yeah i guess
ZcyEK-3xV4o

[Ostrinski]

Post grunge is literally an insult. If you have a band that's popularly considered "post-grunge," destroy yourself.

[Ostrinski]

Also I love prog metal but it's saturated with a lot of bands that use the same sound. There are some gems though

[Yuppie Grinder]

Nope.

well actually yeah i guess
ZcyEK-3xV4o

the wailing and the unintentionally hysterical music video combined made me spit out my cap'n crunch laughing
definitely not for me

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just got a haircut... feels different without all that hair on my head.

[Brosa Luxemburg]

Post grunge is literally an insult. If you have a band that's popularly considered "post-grunge," destroy yourself.

Foo Fighters have a few good songs, but yeah. That's really about it...Creed, Nickelback, etc. should be lined up, shot, and the bodies burned and salted to make sure they can never come back to life (just in case).

[Quail]

Just got a haircut... feels different without all that hair on my head.
I remember that feeling. After shaving my sides I could feel the breeze on my head... It was really fucking cold. Shaving my head in winter was a bad idea.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Beautiful thing that happened on Facebook yesterday.
http://i802.photobucket.com/albums/yy303/Oviabshe/beautiful.jpg
The fact that so many people liked my post makes me suspicous that some of them might not have fully understood it. :/

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I remember that feeling. After shaving my sides I could feel the breeze on my head... It was really fucking cold. Shaving my head in winter was a bad idea.

One of the reasons I decided to do it now so that when it got really cold my hair would be back at least some (provided I should have had it cut weeks ago to ensure proper length).Winters and no hair does not mix well indeed.

[Comrades Unite!]

Hells yes i am so going to go out with this hot girl who smokes weed and drinks .

[Yuppie Grinder]

right now i'm smoking a honeyblunt and watching spongebob on netflix

[Quail]

Hells yes i am so going to go out with this hot girl who smokes weed and drinks .
Does smoking weed and drinking make a girl more desirable? I guess I'd probably find it weird going out with someone who was edge or something. I'd feel bad getting drunk/stoned/high and being a drunk/stoned/high idiot while they looked on, stone cold sober.

[NewLeft]

pls stop making fun of post grunge
<3 creed
the singer almost committed suicide, luv him

aQ9GrZ3CEyY

[officer nugz]

Hells yes i am so going to go out with this hot girl who smokes weed and drinks .most girls smoke weed and even more drink once you are a few years older.

[officer nugz]

I recently found a girl I have known decently well for about four years in a porn. like, a professionally made porn.

what.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Last night I had to try to break a cinder block (a flat one, not the kind usually used for building) because I was testing for pre-Dan at taekwondo. I knew I wasn't going to break it, but I still tried my best anyway. I didn't break my hand, which was what I was afraid of. I decided to do it with my left hand, even though it was pretty much a toss-up for me (although breaking my left hand would be preferable because I can only write well with my right). Today it hurts to pick things up with that hand a little. I never realized how much I do with my left hand. This is fucking annoying.

[#FF0000]

pls stop making fun of post grunge
<3 creed
the singer almost committed suicide, luv him

aQ9GrZ3CEyY

twice.

T.I. saved him the second time.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

As it turns out my mother wasn't loosing her marbles: the grape-fruits DO smell like pot.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

So I'm going to have the house all to myself Thursday-Sunday. Party at ART's house Friday and Saturday fuck yeah!:D

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Another thing on my mind, and this just pisses me the fuck off. There's these two managers that just like absolutely hate each other and they're always arguing and fighting. One of them is like the assistant manager and the other just a low-level manager. Well anyways today I'm getting off of work and see her(the low-level manager) sitting in her car with the door opened on her phone so I say bye. She looks at me and just gives me a really dirty look and gets out of her car and calls me over. So I walk up to her and she's obviously disheveled so I'm thinking I fucked up something. Then she gives me this look like she's about to cry and says to me in a really sad voice "ART, do you hate working with me? Richard said you and Jerry said you guys hate working with me." Da fok?!

Truthfully it's not like I enjoy working with her or any of the managers but she's a ray of sunshine compared to the assistant manager. And I've never said anything to him about any of the other managers, I've never told him I dislike or like any of the managers and he's just going to make shit up and throw me and my friend under the bus to hurt this persons feelings! Wtf!?

[Hermes]

I kind of wish I was stronger.

I try to lift weights, do pushups, etc, but I get embarrassed if anyone sees me doing it, which makes it difficult to establish a regular routine since I don't have my own living space.

[Luc]

I kind of wish I was stronger.

I try to lift weights, do pushups, etc, but I get embarrassed if anyone sees me doing it, which makes it difficult to establish a regular routine since I don't have my own living space.

i got a similiar kinda shyness too the only places i could workout were my room and maybe the basement where the chinup bar is (well.. its actually just a metal pipe hung bby some chains :blushing:) but my father is always in the basement's second room so i always just awkwardly stop when he walks by. Since hes in the other room i also try and not breath heavy even if i need to just to avoid making too much noises

my room is only other place and its just too small and has bad air again i also try not to make noises like breathing or grunting which messes me up :mad:

i just gave up with working out, i kinda want to start again but i have the above problem :unsure:

[Nox]

I kind of wish I was stronger.

I try to lift weights, do pushups, etc, but I get embarrassed if anyone sees me doing it, which makes it difficult to establish a regular routine since I don't have my own living space.

Trust me dude, nobody will think anything bad of you when you're at the gym.

Bodybuilders (anyone who works out and takes it seriously) are the nicest people you will ever meet, and they are always very happy to see new people starting the greatest journey they will ever make.

Besides, most people will be too busy with their routines to notice what other people are doing.

[Igor]

were you just scrawny or overweight, there are going to be many bodybuilders who were exactly in your situation a few years ago, and most of them are going to be really cool about that instead of being utter assholes. seriously, gym is a place to get fit, nobody is going to think less of you if you want to, you know, get fit in there.

[Nox]

were you just scrawny or overweight, there are going to be many bodybuilders who were exactly in your situation a few years ago, and most of them are going to be really cool about that instead of being utter assholes. seriously, gym is a place to get fit, nobody is going to think less of you if you want to, you know, get fit in there.

Exactly.

There was an extremely well-known bodybuilder called Zyzz a while back (he died in 2011 aged 21), and he was known for his extreme confidence and arrogance, but he always said he had a huge respect for people who went to the gym regardless of their size/shape, because they were making an effort to improve themselves in the best way possible.

All bodybuilders feel the same way.

[Hermes]

It's just an irrational fear, is all.

i.e. people who are better than you laugh at you attempting to improve

I realize that it's completely in my head, but it's something I'm having trouble getting rid of, not just with weightlifting.

[Igor]

yeah, i totally get that. but there's exactly one way of getting rid of that fear: going there and seeing the fear is irrational, just rationalizing it in your head won't help you no matter how long you keep doing it.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Also look at it this way: If you go there, work out, and stick to it, one day you can beat up anybody making snide comments without hesitation.

Even though I doubt people will make snide comments ... my experiences are the same as the others here, that people in the gym generally aren't assholes even though there may be 'THAT guy' who's a dick and a show-off, but nobody likes him anyways.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

The new epic rap battle...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dX_1B0w7Hzc&feature=share

[Yuppie Grinder]

twice.

T.I. saved him the second time.

T.I. is such a cool guy. I want to get blunted with him before I die.


Beautiful thing that happened on Facebook yesterday.
http://i802.photobucket.com/albums/yy303/Oviabshe/beautiful.jpg
The fact that so many people liked my post makes me suspicous that some of them might not have fully understood it. :/

rad, dude

[Art Vandelay]

Does smoking weed and drinking make a girl more desirable? I guess I'd probably find it weird going out with someone who was edge or something. I'd feel bad getting drunk/stoned/high and being a drunk/stoned/high idiot while they looked on, stone cold sober.

In my mind it does.

[Art Vandelay]

Bodybuilders (anyone who works out and takes it seriously) are the nicest people you will ever meet, and they are always very happy to see new people starting the greatest journey they will ever make.

Then they've never had an acid trip.

[roy]

i used to shake my head a lot because i had glorious, windswept hair but now i worry that i might have killed my brain. halp

[Leftsolidarity]

Almost got in a street brawl yesterday cuz some random guys tried to steal our roommate's bike down the block. That was interesting.

I enjoy sitting on the front porch watching the world. Watching crack deals, fucked up family arguments with little kids being passed around cuz no one wants them, police driving by every 10 minutes. Then I look out to the garden, look at the trees changing colors, feel a nice breeze and say good afternoon to my neighbor. The first group of things makes me feel like we live in a fucked up world and that shit needs to change and then the second part makes me relax and remember that the world is still beautiful and the stuff that is fucked up will eventually not exist anymore and hope that I can be one of the people to help change it and hopefully one day live in a world that doesn't have such things.

[Yuppie Grinder]

Then they've never had an acid trip.

I disagree with you. Getting in shape is a long term commitment that takes a lot of dedication and sacrifice.
The whole "LSD is a spiritual experience" line is bullshit. Don't get me wrong, I love tripping and it can be a real adventure, but it doesn't challenge you the way getting in shape does.

[The Garbage Disposal Unit]

Drop acid, do exercise.
Actually though, I think my last trip may have been my last - I'm probably approaching the point where any trip could be the one that leaves me just a little bit too "far-out".

As for what's on my mind, I think I have a date this afternoon with a totally dreamy anarchist student, former editor of her school's lefty paper. Unfortunately, I'm, well, a couple years past undergrad age, and am concerned by problematic power dynamics that could emerge. On the other hand, I feel like it's condescending to be like, "Sorry, you're too young," to a woman in her twenties (especially since I'm only in my later twenties). Oh! My life! If only I weren't handsome and charming! (jk)

[Quail]

Sewed material for a banner this evening. Thought it would take about an hour, but it's taken twice that and I still need to finish it off by hand. It's nice to actually use my sewing machine though. When I moved into this house and realised I would have space to have it out pretty much whenever I wanted I was like, Yay, I'll have the chance to do some sewing! That was in July. It's now October and this is the first thing I've made.

[Landsharks eat metal]

My best friend just sent me a message on Facebook... something her school did for LGBT Ally week was this photo shoot of various students holding up signs explaining why they are an ally. Even though she accidentally screwed up my pronouns (and apologized later), the message, "My best friend is FTM transgender and she means everything to me" was the perfect thing for me to hear today. I'm crying just thinking about what a beautiful person she is.

[Nox]

Had an amazing gym session yesterday, was so fucking good that I managed to get DOMS again after almost 2 months of going to the gym lol

Having an intense as fuck leg day on saturday, buzzing for it.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

This is what a caffeine crystal looks like...

http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/578992_470543939635518_1738758275_n.jpg

[Landsharks eat metal]

Finally managed to get a hug from Julia today :)
I mentioned to her yesterday that I had been given yet another Starbucks card when I already had three others in my wallet and she told me (joking or not, I don't know), that I should give one to her so she could take her friend out to Starbucks one day instead of just getting Burger King coffee all the time. So I did. Even though I was looking forward to using it.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Today is going to be a long day as I will be among a whole new crowd of activists. I will be attending the state-annual Queer Trans Youth summit where afterwards I will be attending the coming out party for a new youth organization in my state. Probably won't get home till around nine at night.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

So pissed off. I had a party yesterday, just got it all cleaned up(still reeks of dank in my garage but whatev). But there was a girl here last night who I was thinking of having sex with, she was giving me those looks like she wanted me the second I opened my door. A couple hours into it and we're all fucked up, she's drinking, I'm smoking and drinking, and she comes and sits on my lap. I don't remember all the little small talk but she's flirting with me hella and of course I'm flirting back. But then she tells me that she's so drunk she doesn't even know what she's doing.

Idk, I can't consciously have sex with a girl if she tells me she's do drunk she doesn't know what she's doing you know. Argh, I haven't had sex in too long!

[Art Vandelay]

My life is a fucking mess.

[Yuppie Grinder]

So pissed off. I had a party yesterday, just got it all cleaned up(still reeks of dank in my garage but whatev). But there was a girl here last night who I was thinking of having sex with, she was giving me those looks like she wanted me the second I opened my door. A couple hours into it and we're all fucked up, she's drinking, I'm smoking and drinking, and she comes and sits on my lap. I don't remember all the little small talk but she's flirting with me hella and of course I'm flirting back. But then she tells me that she's so drunk she doesn't even know what she's doing.

Idk, I can't consciously have sex with a girl if she tells me she's do drunk she doesn't know what she's doing you know. Argh, I haven't had sex in too long!

Good on you for showing some restraint. Most young men would've gone for it.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Today was a surprisingly good day. I had a school fundraiser, and with the adults and the high school class, we ran out of spaces to sign up for what we wanted to help out with. At first it seemed like I was going to be left out again, was a bit pissed off, and went to look at the rescue puppies for a while. But then the one girl left and I got to take over her spot at the vaccine clinic. I got to mix the vaccines and draw them up in the syringes for the vet. I ended up getting pretty good at it once I got the hang of it, even though my hands were shaking a lot. It took a lot of focus, though, so now I can hardly focus on anything.

[Luc]

So pissed off. I had a party yesterday, just got it all cleaned up(still reeks of dank in my garage but whatev). But there was a girl here last night who I was thinking of having sex with, she was giving me those looks like she wanted me the second I opened my door. A couple hours into it and we're all fucked up, she's drinking, I'm smoking and drinking, and she comes and sits on my lap. I don't remember all the little small talk but she's flirting with me hella and of course I'm flirting back. But then she tells me that she's so drunk she doesn't even know what she's doing.

Idk, I can't consciously have sex with a girl if she tells me she's do drunk she doesn't know what she's doing you know. Argh, I haven't had sex in too long!

u are a good man for not taking advantage of her, my respect to u :thumbup1:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just got home from the day's events... holy fuck, a lot happened and I am wiped. I am not even going to contemplate everything I have to do until tomorrow. I can say this though: if I was on the "outside looking in" before today I am most definitely now on the "inside looking out."

[#FF0000]

awesome day

aaaaaaa that sounds awesome. really glad you had a good day.

I've had a lot of people tell me I am/seem interesting and how they wanted to talk to me/get to know me. It makes me feel really good to hear that because I think I am a boring neckbeard.

[Leftsolidarity]

So pissed off. I had a party yesterday, just got it all cleaned up(still reeks of dank in my garage but whatev). But there was a girl here last night who I was thinking of having sex with, she was giving me those looks like she wanted me the second I opened my door. A couple hours into it and we're all fucked up, she's drinking, I'm smoking and drinking, and she comes and sits on my lap. I don't remember all the little small talk but she's flirting with me hella and of course I'm flirting back. But then she tells me that she's so drunk she doesn't even know what she's doing.

Idk, I can't consciously have sex with a girl if she tells me she's do drunk she doesn't know what she's doing you know. Argh, I haven't had sex in too long!

At least you weren't a sleeze bag. You did the right thing.

[Quail]

So pissed off. I had a party yesterday, just got it all cleaned up(still reeks of dank in my garage but whatev). But there was a girl here last night who I was thinking of having sex with, she was giving me those looks like she wanted me the second I opened my door. A couple hours into it and we're all fucked up, she's drinking, I'm smoking and drinking, and she comes and sits on my lap. I don't remember all the little small talk but she's flirting with me hella and of course I'm flirting back. But then she tells me that she's so drunk she doesn't even know what she's doing.

Idk, I can't consciously have sex with a girl if she tells me she's do drunk she doesn't know what she's doing you know. Argh, I haven't had sex in too long!
You did the right thing not to take advantage of her (although it's depressing that everyone feels the need to congratulate you for not doing so - it should be the norm not to take advantage of drunk people!). Do you think you'll see her again? If she seemed pretty into you then you might have a chance to get with her next time.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Yeah I'm not down and out, I got her number. And she sells weed, so basically I'm in love :D

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Today was in a sandwich shop eating. My friend works there but he was off today, he's an assistant manager. Another assistant manager was there, with a new employee. I kinda know the guy from being there, but not well. Then he starts bragging to me about how he takes all the tips if he thinks whoever is there isn't working hard enough. Flat-out. He admitted to stealing from his employees.

Me, being a hot-head, called him out on being a thieving little shit, stealing from employees who don't get paid shit anyways. It escalated quickly. Lots of motherfuckers, shits, bastards, etc were being thrown around. I decided to leave with a "you're one fucked up piece of shit" and a sarcastic "peace".

So I go out to the parking lot and I'm sitting in my car, reading a text message I'd gotten, when I notice him bolt out of the store. He goes over to his car and grabs a fucking gun out of the passenger side and stuffs it into his belt, then puts his work shirt over it and starts yelling at me to "do something motherfucker." I get out of my car and stand next to it. More motherfuckers and shits and thieving bastards are thrown around, when he storms off back toward the store saying "You talk shit but you ain't doing shit". I say "You're the one walking away?". He goes back inside.

Yeah, that pissed me the fuck off. Bragging about stealing from your employees. I'm gonna get shot one day.

[thriller]

Think I just successfully failed my Stats exam. Fuck!

[Leftsolidarity]

Playing a kick ass show with some touring acts on Thursday about an hour out of town and now I probably don't have a ride. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.....

[Jesus Saves Gretzky Scores]

I wish I had a tendency. It's kind of annoying to be in between, even though it fits me the best.

[Leftsolidarity]

I wish I had a tendency. It's kind of annoying to be in between, even though it fits me the best.

What do you find annoying about it?

[Os Cangaceiros]

Today was in a sandwich shop eating. My friend works there but he was off today, he's an assistant manager. Another assistant manager was there, with a new employee. I kinda know the guy from being there, but not well. Then he starts bragging to me about how he takes all the tips if he thinks whoever is there isn't working hard enough. Flat-out. He admitted to stealing from his employees.

Me, being a hot-head, called him out on being a thieving little shit, stealing from employees who don't get paid shit anyways. It escalated quickly. Lots of motherfuckers, shits, bastards, etc were being thrown around. I decided to leave with a "you're one fucked up piece of shit" and a sarcastic "peace".

So I go out to the parking lot and I'm sitting in my car, reading a text message I'd gotten, when I notice him bolt out of the store. He goes over to his car and grabs a fucking gun out of the passenger side and stuffs it into his belt, then puts his work shirt over it and starts yelling at me to "do something motherfucker." I get out of my car and stand next to it. More motherfuckers and shits and thieving bastards are thrown around, when he storms off back toward the store saying "You talk shit but you ain't doing shit". I say "You're the one walking away?". He goes back inside.

Yeah, that pissed me the fuck off. Bragging about stealing from your employees. I'm gonna get shot one day.

Speaking of guns, I recently tried to buy a handgun (pretty much on a whim, money to burn) and got denied after waiting a day. Apparently people in the government don't think it's appropriate for me to own a firearm, even though the only charge on my criminal record is one minor drug offense, which was only a misdemeanor and of which I was never actually convicted.

Although there may be warrants out for my arrest in a couple of states, as I have a really bad habit of never paying tickets. But I don't think that's it...it's a mystery and it's pissing me off.

I'm not going to stand for it, though, cuz I'm 'murikan and owning guns is my god-given right.

[Ostrinski]

It's because you're an anarchist

[Os Cangaceiros]

weeeeeeeeeeeelllll I wouldn't classify myself that way, but I can see how others could.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Speaking of guns, I recently tried to buy a handgun (pretty much on a whim, money to burn) and got denied after waiting a day. Apparently people in the government don't think it's appropriate for me to own a firearm, even though the only charge on my criminal record is one minor drug offense, which was only a misdemeanor and of which I was never actually convicted.

Although there may be warrants out for my arrest in a couple of states, as I have a really bad habit of never paying tickets. But I don't think that's it...it's a mystery and it's pissing me off.

I'm not going to stand for it, though, cuz I'm 'murikan and owning guns is my god-given right.
If you have bench warrants, that's probably it. I'm not aware of any jurisdiction that disallows people charged with misdemeanors to own handguns ... except ones that just disallow handguns in general. That'd be very odd.
Did you ask for a copy of the report and what exactly you were denied for?


You could try applying for a concealed carry permit. If you're approved for that, even if you don't want to carry a concealed weapon, they (usually) allow you to purchase weapons sans background check because you've been approved by the issuing state for gun ownership.


I don't own any handguns, though. I've been thinking about getting a .45, like a Colt 1911 or a Glock 21, as a side-arm when hunting ... in case a pissed off sow or something runs up on me.

[Nox]

Just checked my weight; 145lbs! I'm so happy. That means I'm on track to gain roughly 4-5lbs per month. :D

[Ostrinski]

weeeeeeeeeeeelllll I wouldn't classify myself that way, but I can see how others could.The government would probably classify all of us as anarchists

[Os Cangaceiros]

If you have bench warrants, that's probably it. I'm not aware of any jurisdiction that disallows people charged with misdemeanors to own handguns ... except ones that just disallow handguns in general. That'd be very odd.
Did you ask for a copy of the report and what exactly you were denied for?


You could try applying for a concealed carry permit. If you're approved for that, even if you don't want to carry a concealed weapon, they (usually) allow you to purchase weapons sans background check because you've been approved by the issuing state for gun ownership.

Yeah, I guess I better sort that shit out in other states. :unsure: *sigh*

Can't do the concealed carry thing. In my state you don't need a permit to carry a concealed firearm. One of only two states in the country in which that's the case, IIRC.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I wonder if my father understands that if he burns near a dozen logs a day, with it not even being November yet, that out modest log pile isn't going to last long. Than we would kinda be screwed the rest of the winter. *sigh*

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Yeah, I guess I better sort that shit out in other states. :unsure: *sigh*

Can't do the concealed carry thing. In my state you don't need a permit to carry a concealed firearm. One of only two states in the country in which that's the case, IIRC.
That's probably for the best. Better to get it out of the way now, rather than get arrested later and potentially lose a job / house / pet / etc. :)

[The Jay]

Today was in a sandwich shop eating. My friend works there but he was off today, he's an assistant manager. Another assistant manager was there, with a new employee. I kinda know the guy from being there, but not well. Then he starts bragging to me about how he takes all the tips if he thinks whoever is there isn't working hard enough. Flat-out. He admitted to stealing from his employees.

Me, being a hot-head, called him out on being a thieving little shit, stealing from employees who don't get paid shit anyways. It escalated quickly. Lots of motherfuckers, shits, bastards, etc were being thrown around. I decided to leave with a "you're one fucked up piece of shit" and a sarcastic "peace".

So I go out to the parking lot and I'm sitting in my car, reading a text message I'd gotten, when I notice him bolt out of the store. He goes over to his car and grabs a fucking gun out of the passenger side and stuffs it into his belt, then puts his work shirt over it and starts yelling at me to "do something motherfucker." I get out of my car and stand next to it. More motherfuckers and shits and thieving bastards are thrown around, when he storms off back toward the store saying "You talk shit but you ain't doing shit". I say "You're the one walking away?". He goes back inside.

Yeah, that pissed me the fuck off. Bragging about stealing from your employees. I'm gonna get shot one day.


Honestly, I probably would have called the cops and gotten him fired, but that is just me. If someone threatens to shoot me, even indirectly, I screw them over big time - I did so before.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Honestly, I probably would have called the cops and gotten him fired, but that is just me. If someone threatens to shoot me, even indirectly, I screw them over big time - I did so before.
I actually talked to the GM the next day and he called me a liar. "He'd never do that! Noooo! He's an honest guy, he's trying to be a cop so he wouldn't mess that up!" etc etc. He also told me he "just carries his empty holster to work, you must have seen that." Why the fuck would someone do that? Then he told me to never come back after I got visibly mad. The girl that was working covered for him ... "I never saw a gun!!" ... Yeah, idiot, because you never left the doorway and he was on the other side of his car. Since I found out from the GM he has a holster, when I saw him stuff it in his belt/pants, he must have been holstering it. The girl working with this guy must either be flat-out covering for him, or just never saw the holster/gun under his clothes/apron.





But I'd never call the cops on him unless he was like stalking me or something. And I don't think he's that stupid. I'll handle it myself, because most people don't have the metaphorical balls to pull the trigger. The one that does, well, I'll be dead so I won't care.

[The Jay]

But I'd never call the cops on him unless he was like stalking me or something. And I don't think he's that stupid. I'll handle it myself, because most people don't have the metaphorical balls to pull the trigger. The one that does, well, I'll be dead so I won't care.

Fair enough, I just get overly aggressive in those situations so I would find a way to get back at the guy who basically threatened to kill me for objecting to abusing employees and stealing from min wage workers on a whim.

[Nox]

Starting to notice visible improvement on my arms :D

[Yuppie Grinder]

Today was in a sandwich shop eating. My friend works there but he was off today, he's an assistant manager. Another assistant manager was there, with a new employee. I kinda know the guy from being there, but not well. Then he starts bragging to me about how he takes all the tips if he thinks whoever is there isn't working hard enough. Flat-out. He admitted to stealing from his employees.

Me, being a hot-head, called him out on being a thieving little shit, stealing from employees who don't get paid shit anyways. It escalated quickly. Lots of motherfuckers, shits, bastards, etc were being thrown around. I decided to leave with a "you're one fucked up piece of shit" and a sarcastic "peace".

So I go out to the parking lot and I'm sitting in my car, reading a text message I'd gotten, when I notice him bolt out of the store. He goes over to his car and grabs a fucking gun out of the passenger side and stuffs it into his belt, then puts his work shirt over it and starts yelling at me to "do something motherfucker." I get out of my car and stand next to it. More motherfuckers and shits and thieving bastards are thrown around, when he storms off back toward the store saying "You talk shit but you ain't doing shit". I say "You're the one walking away?". He goes back inside.

Yeah, that pissed me the fuck off. Bragging about stealing from your employees. I'm gonna get shot one day.
Swag. The senior manager at my work calls a flamboyantly gay coworker of mine a faggot when he's not around, gonna call him out on the next time I catch him doing it because he's a huge asshole.
Also, today is my b-day.

[Jesus Saves Gretzky Scores]

What do you find annoying about it?

Really it's just whenever I talk about politics, and I have to answer what I believe. It's not a huge deal, and I suppose it fits me better to be in between, but sometimes it's bothersome.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Swag. The senior manager at my work calls a flamboyantly gay coworker of mine a faggot when he's not around, gonna call him out on the next time I catch him doing it because he's a huge asshole.
Also, today is my b-day.
Kick his ass.


Happy birthday.

[Quail]

I want to watch some tv, but I don't know what to watch. I could watch my favourite Star trek episodes for the millionth time, or I could watch something else. I was thinking of trying to find Andromeda on the internet and watch that, but I'm stupidly stuck in my ways when it comes to tv. I like watching my favourite shows repeatedly because it's kind of soothing, especially when I'm anxious. (Tonight I feel anxious because I'm dying my hair and I didn't do a sensitivity test so I keep freaking out worrying I'm having an allergic reaction for some reason.)

[Trap Queen Voxxy]

Third day of sobriety, woop woop! :)

[Art Vandelay]

Third day of sobriety, woop woop! :)

Good for you Vox! Three days is fucking tough, congratulations! :)

[Trap Queen Voxxy]

Good for you Vox! Three days is fucking tough, congratulations! :)

Thanks Nine! :) I felt like shit for the past couple days because it would have been a week and three days but everyone has speed bumps, you know.

I feel, really, really great tho.

[Art Vandelay]

Thanks Nine! :) I felt like shit for the past couple days because it would have been a week and three days but everyone has speed bumps, you know.

I feel, really, really great tho.

I bet! Don't let the speed bumps discourage you at all, there bound to happen. It's been a while since I've been sober, I need to think about sobriety again or at least a bit of a break.

[Trap Queen Voxxy]

I bet! Don't let the speed bumps discourage you at all, there bound to happen. It's been a while since I've been sober, I need to think about sobriety again or at least a bit of a break.

This is a bit of a break for health reasons and due to the fact that while seeing a movie with my best friend, I accidentally got lost on the way back from the WC and decided to see another movie instead, lql. :blushing: whoops.

I could be your sponser buddy thing! :D

[Landsharks eat metal]

My psychiatrist basically told me that if I go back to God, a lot of my problems would be solved. Dammit. I don't want to see him anymore, but I can't really switch again.

[The Jay]

My psychiatrist basically told me that if I go back to God, a lot of my problems would be solved. Dammit. I don't want to see him anymore, but I can't really switch again.

What? I would have told the dumbass to kindly refer me to someone their polar opposite. In fact, I told a psychiatrist that rhetoric like that wouldn't work and that if I wanted to talk to a minister I would have done so for free.

[Landsharks eat metal]

What? I would have told the dumbass to kindly refer me to someone their polar opposite. In fact, I told a psychiatrist that rhetoric like that wouldn't work and that if I wanted to talk to a minister I would have done so for free.

If I didn't have to deal with my parents, that would work. They really like him (because he tells them what they want to hear), plus they want me to go to the same practice I do now because it specializes in autism and there's probably a really long waiting list to get in with either of the other 2 doctors. Maybe I'll get lucky and he'll move away or something like everyone else does.

[The Jay]

If I didn't have to deal with my parents, that would work. They really like him (because he tells them what they want to hear), plus they want me to go to the same practice I do now because it specializes in autism and there's probably a really long waiting list to get in with either of the other 2 doctors. Maybe I'll get lucky and he'll move away or something like everyone else does.

It may be better for you if you take a slightly more proactive role in this than hoping that he/she moves away. The doctor is there to serve you. If you do not feel as though the doctor will help you then that is what you have to say. Doctors are like gloves, you can't make one the wrong size fit very well.

[Landsharks eat metal]

It may be better for you if you take a slightly more proactive role in this than hoping that he/she moves away. The doctor is there to serve you. If you do not feel as though the doctor will help you then that is what you have to say. Doctors are like gloves, you can't make one the wrong size fit very well.

But then I have to tell my parents I'm an atheist... I'm more scared of that than I was coming out to them as transgender.

[The Jay]

But then I have to tell my parents I'm an atheist... I'm more scared of that than I was coming out to them as transgender.

Oh hot damn! I remember that lol. I actually had my therapist help me tell them that news, maybe you can do the same. It went very, very well for me and I stressed so hard about it for nothing. I am not promising the same for you, but keep in mind that your perception may not be the right one. Prepare for everything but be open for everything too. :D

[Yuppie Grinder]

My psychiatrist basically told me that if I go back to God, a lot of my problems would be solved. Dammit. I don't want to see him anymore, but I can't really switch again.

What a fucking numbskull. "People would be better off if they all believed in the same things as me!".

[Yuppie Grinder]

Quitting my job, not gonna put up with my manager Eric's bullshit anymore.

[the last donut of the night]

i'm only here for chit chat and the cultural forums, i admit

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Really it's just whenever I talk about politics, and I have to answer what I believe. It's not a huge deal, and I suppose it fits me better to be in between, but sometimes it's bothersome.

Just talk about socialist politics in general and do your best to clarify your points about revolutionary theory. Not having a tendency doesn't mean you can't have beliefs.

[thriller]

My psychiatrist basically told me that if I go back to God, a lot of my problems would be solved. Dammit. I don't want to see him anymore, but I can't really switch again.

You should've said "So your profession is completely bullshit because jebus will solve all my problems, and you don't do shit." Sorry to hear that. It seems like a lot of people in your area have that mindset. You could practice being more confident in telling your parents things by debating him. Prolly pretty difficult, but it's something you could gain from an idiotic therapist (I wouldn't use the term psychiatrist because that implies doctor of medicine who uses reason and science and not fairy tales).

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just got some sign-in papers for the event I will be tabling at come Nov.1. Also will be heading down to the state capital to volunteer with EqualityMaine tonight.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

hurt my back at a ska show last night

it was so worth it

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Volunteering with EqualityME went well. Called almost 60 people and only got one crazy "I am against it because we were put on this earth to make babies" people. Have more campaigning on Tuesday.

[the Left™]

Dad walked into my room to say goodnight to me, and then went " are you a socialist union organizer?". I said to him "maybe someday".

ALSO: vinyls rock

[thriller]

Dad walked into my room to say goodnight to me, and then went " are you a socialist union organizer?". I said to him "maybe someday".

ALSO: vinyls rock

Vinyls do rock. I wish I could find some decent Charlie Parker vinyls that weren't $1000000000

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Vinyls do rock. I wish I could find some decent Charlie Parker vinyls that weren't $1000000000
Did you check discogs (http://www.discogs.com)

[TheGodlessUtopian]

HOLY FUCK! I updated my blog with a entry on Roseanne Barr's transphobic comments and was in a dialogue with a Barr supporter when I decided to check the states; I thought I was going to have only like 15 or 20 views at the highest but I ended up having over 90 (which for me is very high) surpassing my all-time high.

Link: http://thequeerproject.wordpress.com/2012/10/26/roseanne-barr-and-transphobia/

[Quail]

HOLY FUCK! I updated my blog with a entry on Roseanne Barr's transphobic comments and was in a dialogue with a Barr supporter when I decided to check the states; I thought I was going to have only like 15 or 20 views at the highest but I ended up having over 90 (which for me is very high) surpassing my all-time high.

Link: http://thequeerproject.wordpress.com/2012/10/26/roseanne-barr-and-transphobia/
The person who kept posting links to their blog is a disgusting bigot.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

The person who kept posting links to their blog is a disgusting bigot.

I noticed.I believe I have heard of their reactionary organization before.I consider it to be the "liberal" version of "Concerned Women for America." Revolting propaganda to be sure.

edit: In fact I just deleted a comment by a troll that referred me to a child's book about sexual organs.lol... man, this entry sure brought the bigots out of the woodshed.

[Landsharks eat metal]

The person who kept posting links to their blog is a disgusting bigot.

Now I'm really pissed off; I googled her blog and the heading of her website is lyrics from one of my favorite Magnetic Fields songs :mad:

People like this, there are no words for how angry they make me. (her beliefs, not really her use of Magnetic Fields lyrics.)

[Landsharks eat metal]

c4S-7ilqOhk
Such a fucking awesome song though

[A Revolutionary Tool]

So I just now quit my job. Couldn't stand to go in another day, my life has been fucking miserable lately. Don't really have much of a plan which is kind of scary but it needed to be done. Fuck you McDonalds!

[Yuppie Grinder]

Now I'm really pissed off; I googled her blog and the heading of her website is lyrics from one of my favorite Magnetic Fields songs :mad:

People like this, there are no words for how angry they make me. (her beliefs, not really her use of Magnetic Fields lyrics.)

Pretty ironic, considering Stephan Merritt and many of his collaborators are queers and ttheir music is largely about being queer, young, and disillusioned in America

[Yuppie Grinder]

Vinyl is already plural! "Vinyls" is not a word.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Got paid $140 for taking care of my neighbors' dog for a few weeks. That's the most I've ever gotten paid for anything. Maybe going to buy myself something if I can find something I want.

[Art Vandelay]

Got paid $140 for taking care of my neighbors' dog for a few weeks. That's the most I've ever gotten paid for anything. Maybe going to buy myself something if I can find something I want.

Treat yourself to something nice LEM. :thumbup1:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Pretty ironic, considering Stephan Merritt and many of his collaborators are queers and ttheir music is largely about being queer, young, and disillusioned in America

Such extremists deny the existence of transgender people;case in point, from my blog I had to delete another couple comments from her supporters which went along the lines of "colleen was a transvestite so Barr's remarks weren't transphobic because such people aren't queer and are sick" ad nausem. Reactionary ignoramuses.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Might lose power for up to 4 days from the coming storm.

[Danielle Ni Dhighe]

I'm worried about my long distance girlfriend, who lives in New Jersey, right in the path of Hurricane Sandy.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Last night I had a dream about robbing banks. I was reading this book, which was a true story about a group of friends who robbed banks back in the 1950s and never got in trouble. There was a guy named Alston in there who seemed a lot like me. He didn't actually go rob banks, but he always stayed with his friends. The more I though about it, I realized it was me. I had been 17 years old in the '50s. (Plus I was trans and fully accepted. And kind of hot.) So I called up my old buddies to hang out and reminisce, and they lived in Quarryville, which is fairly close to me. I walked there, even though it would take a long time IRL and we went to a carnival together.

Then I logged on Revleft and was complaining about how I was depressed and suicidal, and The Douche said we needed to talk because he liked me and didn't want me to kill myself.

It was strange.

[ÑóẊîöʼn]

Fuck this cold weather. Ever since it got noticeably chillier in my flat, I've wanted to do nothing more than lie in my bed wrapped up in multiple jackets and a duvet. Since all the heaters in the house are electric, it's too expensive to turn on for any lengthy period of time.

Yet I have shit I want to do. I'm running a game which involves me typing and I've already slipped because my hands have been feeling cold and I hate sitting in cold rooms.

I've heard of insulation that can be good enough so a house in Sweden can keep warm by trapped body heat alone. Why the fuck don't they build shit like that by default?! In summer I can throw open the windows, fucking hell.

[Landsharks eat metal]

The cat my group was assigned to in spay/neuter clinic today had a pyometra. Her uterus was infected and filled with pus. It looked like a huge snake. She had no outer signs of this problem, but it probably would have started showing in a week had the vet not found it. When he lanced it, brown pus started spilling out. It looked like beef stew, but without the chunks. It was cool.

[Igor]

i love being ill. slept till like 7pm, been just lying in my bed unable to do shit and feeling awful. it's very nice and refreshing

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just got back from tabling for a youth group I am involved in whose aim is to get young people active in their community to affect grassroots change. It went well, over all. I think for what the group was and what I had things went as well as they could. Got some signatures to sign up and distributed some of my propaganda.

[Yuppie Grinder]

The cat my group was assigned to in spay/neuter clinic today had a pyometra. Her uterus was infected and filled with pus. It looked like a huge snake. She had no outer signs of this problem, but it probably would have started showing in a week had the vet not found it. When he lanced it, brown pus started spilling out. It looked like beef stew, but without the chunks. It was cool.

What the fuck dude? I love cats. That shit's awful.

[Landsharks eat metal]

What the fuck dude? I love cats. That shit's awful.

She was okay (especially since we found it before she even started showing symptoms). I love cats too. It was just interesting to see and experience. I wouldn't have said it was cool if she died or something.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Lots of work to do with the organization I am involved with.Long story short: I am in charge of the email newsletter (which means handling all of the names and details) as well as Administering the google groups group. Feel that I am slightly over my head but I will surmount.

[Art Vandelay]

So I've been contemplating overdosing on bullets.

[TheRedAnarchist23]

I just remebered post #52.

Read post #52, it explains everything!

[roy]

last school exams ever. it's funny, the more important school has becomes the less i've cared and the better i've done, until last term anyway. still doing well tho. i'll do a little bit of study later but it would probably upset the natural order if i started working after 12 years of doing very little. later, always later

[Ostrinski]

Does anyone have any suggestions for what I should write my cause and effect paper for english on? It's due tonight and I'm drawing blanks.

[thriller]

At Lambeau Field for Packers vs Cardinals. Go pack go! Other than that, fuck life.

[Hermes]

Does anyone have any suggestions for what I should write my cause and effect paper for english on? It's due tonight and I'm drawing blanks.

For English? Does it need to be from a novel, then?

[TheRedAnarchist23]

I realised that my anarchist ideas give me more things to talk about. Because of them I have an opinion on almost anything.
In the end anarchism has made me a more interesting person.

[Yuppie Grinder]

i feel fucking amazing for no reason
been in a malaise since i was last arrested, my grades have slipped, i haven't written any new music, and i've been constantly sleepy
even tho now i would really really like a pack of cigarettes i feel fantastic
i can tell i'm going to go back to my old ways of never sleeping, reading fanatically, and writing/recording obsessively and it feels good

[Doflamingo]

Man, I'm sick of the church. I had to listen to my uncle complain about abortion and gay marriage for like 20 minutes, but I didn't say anything because I was in a house full of religious reactionaries.

[Ostrinski]

https://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/12657_4107845249204_1828452078_n.jpg

[Landsharks eat metal]

Somebody tried to rob the Arby's in the middle of the local mall at gunpoint last night...
weird place to rob.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I have no idea what that Trotsky picture means

[ÑóẊîöʼn]

I have no idea what that Trotsky picture means

Oh my god.

Trostky!

;)

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Well, I went to register and voted tonight. While the bureaucrat in me likes voting, the socialist in me doesn't. Its a conflicting time to be me, in other words. Honestly though I only cared about question #1 the rest I couldn't have bothered myself to bring anything near enthusiasm.At any rate I look forward to being up all night tracking the data of the marriage questions in all the states.

[Pretty Flaco]

gotta finish the rest of my community service hours (10 hours left) before nov 20 or else the charges on me will be brought back up and ill go to jail. if i finish them by then (its gonna be hard as hell because the transmission in my car blew up) then my probation period still has to be extended because i havent finished all of my hours for my counseling, which will take a couple more months.

[Landsharks eat metal]

My therapist told me that she is uncomfortable with the way my psychiatrist was trying to preach religion to me (and that he wanted her to talk to me about Jesus too...) I was excited about that until I thought about it and realized that a lot of people can just expect people to allow them to have their own beliefs (and that a therapist who would call me by the right name and pronouns would be immensely more helpful.)

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Someone uploaded Halo 4 gameplay, the story mode. Finally I can see it in its entirety.

[Let's Get Free]

Why am I always broke?

[Art Vandelay]

Why am I always broke?

Cause your boss steals all your surplus value yo.

[#FF0000]

people who talk to me off of revleft must be shocked by how dumb i actually am

[#FF0000]

I nearly lost 100 lbs.

I'm still hella fat though.

Almost. Almost.

[Quail]

My inspiration to be creative often seems to come from my suffering. It really sucks having mental health issues, but I guess they're part of me and I'm probably a better person for having them.

[thriller]

My inspiration to be creative often seems to come from my suffering. It really sucks having mental health issues, but I guess they're part of me and I'm probably a better person for having them.

Same way with creativity. When I go through a bad break up or family drug problems (happens too much) or a death, suddenly I have about 20 songs written. But when I have a good period (ie six months or so) I produce nothing. As far as mental health goes, can't relate personally, but look at all the brilliant artists and musicians that have come about. They all seemed to have serious issues to deal with.

[Nox]

I nearly lost 100 lbs.

I'm still hella fat though.

Almost. Almost.

Nice one. I'm trying to do the opposite; gain weight. Muscle specifically. I'm currently 146lbs and I started in September at 135lbs. My original goal was 150lbs by Christmas but I think I will shoot for 155.

My long term goal is to be ~200lbs with 6-8% body fat (unless I grow taller). I never ever would have expected that I'd be the type of person to absolutely love lifting, but I am totally and utterly addicted, it has totally changed my view on so many things, and changed my life forever in so many ways.

Can't wait to see my extended family on Christmas, they will definitely see a big difference because last time they saw me I must have been about 130lbs.

I don't know how big you were when you started, how big you are now, and whether you already do this, but I'd recommend doing some lifting while you lose weight, you can still benefit from newbie gains and I've heard that really fat people can gain muscle while being on a calorie deficit. Lifting also burns a lot of calories.

[#FF0000]

Yeah I probably should be lifting things tbh. I have resistance bands but I really haven't been doing much "working out". my job is (usually) physical enough.

[thriller]

Nice one. I'm trying to do the opposite; gain weight. Muscle specifically. I'm currently 146lbs and I started in September at 135lbs. My original goal was 150lbs by Christmas but I think I will shoot for 155.

My long term goal is to be ~200lbs with 6-8% body fat (unless I grow taller). I never ever would have expected that I'd be the type of person to absolutely love lifting, but I am totally and utterly addicted, it has totally changed my view on so many things, and changed my life forever in so many ways.

Can't wait to see my extended family on Christmas, they will definitely see a big difference because last time they saw me I must have been about 130lbs.

I don't know how big you were when you started, how big you are now, and whether you already do this, but I'd recommend doing some lifting while you lose weight, you can still benefit from newbie gains and I've heard that really fat people can gain muscle while being on a calorie deficit. Lifting also burns a lot of calories.

More muscle = more metabolization. The more muscle you have the more calories will be burned at any given time. Best way to loose weight is aerobics with strength training. I've been lifting a lot over the past 3 weeks and doing some cardio and lost 5 pounds. Woot woot

[Nox]

More muscle = more metabolization. The more muscle you have the more calories will be burned at any given time. Best way to loose weight is aerobics with strength training. I've been lifting a lot over the past 3 weeks and doing some cardio and lost 5 pounds. Woot woot

Yeah. Muscles are like engines. I've only gained 11lbs but my appetite has increased so god damn much.

Recently purchased some mass gainer protein shakes that are 1000 calories per serving. Tried one last night and it's like a tasty thick goo. I plan on replacing my evening protein shake with one of those once I get to about 155-160lbs, because I will need a lot of calories just to maintain my bodyweight.

[Nox]

Yeah I probably should be lifting things tbh. I have resistance bands but I really haven't been doing much "working out". my job is (usually) physical enough.

Once you shed the excess body fat, you'll be surprised at how big your calves and wrists are. You've presumably been on a large calorie surplus for a number of years which has allowed the muscles you work to grow a lot.

[Landsharks eat metal]

My inspiration to be creative often seems to come from my suffering. It really sucks having mental health issues, but I guess they're part of me and I'm probably a better person for having them.
My mental illness prevents me from being creative because I hate myself so much that I think nothing I do can be any good and I won't allow myself to fail.

[Leftsolidarity]

Wooh! We have Internet again! Ill finally be able to get more involved in actually discussions now.

[Anarchocommunaltoad]

Just beat Halo4 and my heart still grieves. Actually caring for the characters and understanding what it means to be nearly broken brought my gaming experience to a hole new level. My hologram humping the dead is an added bonus.:cool:

[Doflamingo]

I think I'm going to email Nerf about making condoms. Then grown-ups have a reason to buy Nerf products too!

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Watching organizations fall apart is fun...

[Nox]

>Threw up 500 cal protein shake
>Easily downed 1000 cal mass gainer shake

What the fuck happened to logic?

[Leftsolidarity]

Im to drunk yo find the tbh read where I've supposed to post when I'm drunk.

I still got 2 beers inmy pockets for when I wake up! WOOHHH!!!

[Le Socialiste]

I've burnt myself the fuck out this semester. Kinda depressed. Ready for the year to end.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Bleh my cold is hrrible. I can barely talk today. But at least it no longer hurts too much to swallow my saliva.

Couldn't sleep because my brain was telling me random shit in the voices of King of the Hill characters. The only parts I remember now are something about a potato straightjacket and "Don't wait on the floor because the elves bring water. Wait on the ceiling."

[Zukunftsmusik]

last night I broke a beer glass, got a door hit in my face, took a piss straight in front of an ATM-camera and drank beer off the table. good times.

I also danced, which is the only thing I'm embarrassed over.

Oh, and I also talked to a czech neo-nazi. which was above all absurd, cause I live in the middle of nowhere and I have no idea what the fuck he's doing here.

[NewLeft]

i burnt my hand and i have dermatitis on my hands, ow

[Yuppie Grinder]

My family got a very threatening letter from Disney today saying that someone had downloaded an episode of Phineas and Ferb and they'd sue us 250,000 bucks if we did it again. It was my sister, but my parents assumed it was me lol.

[PC LOAD LETTER]

My family got a very threatening letter from Disney today saying that someone had downloaded an episode of Phineas and Ferb and they'd sue us 250,000 bucks if we did it again. It was my sister, but my parents assumed it was me lol.
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[Landsharks eat metal]

I had a dream involving my Doc Martens and having 21 pet rats.
This cold is making things interesting.

[thriller]

I had a dream involving my Doc Martens and having 21 pet rats.
This cold is making things interesting.

Is it the cold or NyQuil? You are a true leftist with your docs and rats :)

[Landsharks eat metal]

I'm thinking of studying to be a vet tech in Canada once I finish this vet assistant program because I'm tired of thinking about how I want to do something and then just shutting myself down by just saying it will never happen before I even try. I would love to live in Quebec. It's just so overwhelming, though. Not only because I almost feel like I don't deserve to do what I want, but because I realize how much of a change everything would be, and the last time I tried to make a big change in my life, that didn't go too well.

[thriller]

I'm thinking of studying to be a vet tech in Canada once I finish this vet assistant program because I'm tired of thinking about how I want to do something and then just shutting myself down by just saying it will never happen before I even try. I would love to live in Quebec. It's just so overwhelming, though. Not only because I almost feel like I don't deserve to do what I want, but because I realize how much of a change everything would be, and the last time I tried to make a big change in my life, that didn't go too well.

That sounds exciting as hell! You have to learn french though :rolleyes: (if don't know it already). I don't know your age but from your posts you seem relatively young, so why not take a chance like that? Ya got your whole life to live. I have often thought about moving to Germany but never made any actual steps towards it. Maybe if you start planning on it, the requirements (both official and unofficial [ie mental state of mind, social aspect, etc]) to do so will tell you if it is worth while or not.

[Landsharks eat metal]

That sounds exciting as hell! You have to learn french though :rolleyes: (if don't know it already). I don't know your age but from your posts you seem relatively young, so why not take a chance like that? Ya got your whole life to live. I have often thought about moving to Germany but never made any actual steps towards it. Maybe if you start planning on it, the requirements (both official and unofficial [ie mental state of mind, social aspect, etc]) to do so will tell you if it is worth while or not.

I'm really excited just thinking about it but scared at the same time.
I've taken 4 levels of French in high school, which was enough to mostly get along okay when I spent a few weeks in France, but it's not quite good enough yet (but that part is also exciting because I love studying languages.)
I'm 19. I'm just scared that this chance I take will end up like the last time I tried to move away for school last year where I almost ended up killing myself. I guess I know what I want to do more than I did then, and this probably won't be until next year or the following, but worrying is just something I do automatically.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

"A creationist visits the doctor" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cb-UMwv_0kc&feature=endscreen)

[Pretty Flaco]

i am so fucking pissed. i bought a 97 ford contour from some guys my dad met for $2000. they were mechanics, worked on the car, cleaned it up. promised me at least a year on it or more. it looked promising. what i didnt know is that the contours were packed with a transmission called a CD4E and its a fucking piece of shit. no warnings: it fucking broke the fuck down last week. getting it rebuilt is gonna be $2500. no fucking way. im gonna have to find myself a new car. it pisses me off because they promised me a year and i got 5 months out of it. thats so fucking bad for what im STILL paying. bullshit. now i know next time a couple of things:
1. buy used cars only from private parties
2. look up car on edmunds/kbb before negotiating price
3. look up on consumer report before considering
4. always check it out first and try to identity as many problems with the car as i can. why? because i can talk down the car to lower the price of it.

i heard of a guy selling a '90 cadillac sedan de ville for $900. its in average condition (they upkeep it) but its got a lot of miles and edmunds has it at a market value of $300, which im hoping to talk it down to. people selling always start at the max amount they think they could get from it. but im just considering it for now. its got bad gas mileage and it could be waiting to break... but i need a new car ASAP. dont have means by bus to get to school or work.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Just found out that my copy of "Stalin: Man of History" by Ian Grey is a first edition from 1979. Why is that important? No reason, just that I am pretty sure that is the single oldest book I have.

[Anarchocommunaltoad]

I really want to get to 100 posts

[Anarchocommunaltoad]

Not being able to fully contribute to the site really bothers me.

[Anarchocommunaltoad]

I mean it really, really bothers me.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I mean it really, really bothers me.

Posting in non-political isn't helping you post count... such things don't add to your total.

[Anarchocommunaltoad]

posting in non-political isn't helping you post count... Such things don't add to your total.

8953

[Nox]

Feeling sick :( I'm scared that I will lose weight today if I don't eat enough...

[thriller]

8953

I should really de-rep you for that. Star Wars blasphemy is not allowed on this forum.

[Landsharks eat metal]

still on nyquil just enjoying the ride.\ feels like the whole world is an illusion
but i ahd an awful dream last night about driving and then all of a sudden spacing out and I disobeyed a shitload of traffic laws and then these guys chased me home and were trying to beat me up unless I'd confess that I shouldn't be driving at all because of my Asperger's. Then my parents found out and told me that my carelessness had killed the mother of my sister's old friend and if I was found guilty, I'd have to go to rehab since they determined I was addicted to aggressive driving. And then no one anywhere would leave me the fuck alone.

[thriller]

still on nyquil just enjoying the ride.\ feels like the whole world is an illusion
but i ahd an awful dream last night about driving and then all of a sudden spacing out and I disobeyed a shitload of traffic laws and then these guys chased me home and were trying to beat me up unless I'd confess that I shouldn't be driving at all because of my Asperger's. Then my parents found out and told me that my carelessness had killed the mother of my sister's old friend and if I was found guilty, I'd have to go to rehab since they determined I was addicted to aggressive driving. And then no one anywhere would leave me the fuck alone.

Ahahahaha!!! I'm sorry, but addicted to aggressive driving is just hilarious. I had a dream last night that I was in my old car from high school. Man I fucking loved that car, it made me so sad to wake up and realize it was all a dream. But for some reason in the dream I was at like an anti-racist protest or something and some guy brought a gun and was about to shoot Christopher Reeves in the head, but I blocked the gun and he just got grazed. Then it turned out that the whole thing was a huge conspiracy to make Christopher Reeves disabled so the Hungarian mob could make a fortune out of used Superman costumes. It was fucking crazy.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Woke up this morning a bit before 3 am because I just couldn't stop coughing. I was coughing so hard my body was practically convulsing. I almost didn't go to school because I didn't feel up to the stress of spay/neuter clinic, but surprisingly, I think this was the first week of clinic where I didn't end up crying because of somebody being annoyed with me.

Driving to school was weird because the entire world seemed to be going in slo-mo, but inside the school everything was fine. The two classmates who have been particularly shitty both got a little bit of comeuppance. Jill got scratched by a cat and Kayla got pissed on (and I just got to cuddle the sweetest, gentlest cat there was). Plus, Jill kept insisting I had read the paper wrong and another cat she was dealing with was female, and making me feel like and idiot for saying otherwise (and she might have even said she was sure) until she flipped him over and actually looked. It turned out she was just judging by his purple collar and she looked like a dumbass and I had to try so hard not to laugh my ass off. And even though Kayla and Jill were originally assigned in my group again, it sort of broke down and I ended up with a classmate who didn't mind helping me with things I'm not comfortable doing yet.

[Quail]

still on nyquil just enjoying the ride.\ feels like the whole world is an illusion
but i ahd an awful dream last night about driving and then all of a sudden spacing out and I disobeyed a shitload of traffic laws and then these guys chased me home and were trying to beat me up unless I'd confess that I shouldn't be driving at all because of my Asperger's. Then my parents found out and told me that my carelessness had killed the mother of my sister's old friend and if I was found guilty, I'd have to go to rehab since they determined I was addicted to aggressive driving. And then no one anywhere would leave me the fuck alone.
I've had some pretty awful dreams lately too. I had a dream where I accidentally burned my son's arm and it kind of burned off up to the elbow and it was horrible, kept waking up moaning and screaming and then falling back asleep into the same dream.

[thriller]

Why the fuck does doing homework and studying for a test put me in such a fantastic mood? I am quite the loser :lol:

[brigadista]

Gaza

[Pretty Flaco]

AHA! fuckers werent thinking of business this time and they reimbursed me $1000 even though there wasnt a warranty. paid $1800 for it so they reimbursed me more than half. cars paid off now and thats making it a lot easier for me to afford a new car. most of the decent cars ive seen so far are fords. ive seen a newer f150, escort, taurus, and crown victoria all for cheap in my city.

part of me wants to go out and buy a new ford like a fiesta sedan... but i dont think i can afford it. but a new 2013 model car would be sooooooooo fucking great! :lol: at least id have a warranty and id be assured itd last a couple of years.

[Landsharks eat metal]

I'm going to try to get in to see a doctor today because two days in a row I've woken up coughing uncontrollably and it's getting fucking annoying the times when my throat hurts too much to swallow my fucking saliva and last night I coughed up some phlegm that looked a tiny bit bloody and I'm just worried. But if I go to the doctor, I probably shouldn't bind my chest because that makes it harder to breathe, but I can't go out in public without binding (except to a few very specific places.) Even though I know people realize I'm biologically female, I just... can't. I don't know.

Probably going to just go in my binder and possibly get shit about it. If I can even get an appointment and drive there all by myself for the first time in my life and not fall asleep at the wheel or something.

[thriller]

I'm going to try to get in to see a doctor today because two days in a row I've woken up coughing uncontrollably and it's getting fucking annoying the times when my throat hurts too much to swallow my fucking saliva and last night I coughed up some phlegm that looked a tiny bit bloody and I'm just worried. But if I go to the doctor, I probably shouldn't bind my chest because that makes it harder to breathe, but I can't go out in public without binding (except to a few very specific places.) Even though I know people realize I'm biologically female, I just... can't. I don't know.

Probably going to just go in my binder and possibly get shit about it. If I can even get an appointment and drive there all by myself for the first time in my life and not fall asleep at the wheel or something.

Yeah I'd see a doctor, especially of you are a non-smoker. Just wondering here: but couldn't you take the binder off at the doctors office and put it back on before you leave (I'm obviously NO expert, just a thought). Btw you should've laughed at Jill and Kayla, they seem like tools :)

[Landsharks eat metal]

Yeah I'd see a doctor, especially of you are a non-smoker. Just wondering here: but couldn't you take the binder off at the doctors office and put it back on before you leave (I'm obviously NO expert, just a thought). Btw you should've laughed at Jill and Kayla, they seem like tools :)

I am going to. I have an appointment at 3:00 this afternoon. I guess I could, but that involves public restrooms, which is something I really hate (at least, when I have to use the women's room. I don't recall if they have unisex at the office or not.) but either way, going out without binding is the scarier/more embarrassing of the two, so, actually a good idea. Thanks.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

"17 euphemisms for sex in the 1800s" (http://mobile.theweek.com/article/index/236546/17-euphemisms-for-sex-from-the-1800s)

[Landsharks eat metal]

Didn't get in to see the doctor because I got lost trying to drive there. but I did drive into the city for the first time, just for the hell of it. How I found my way into the city but couldn't find the doctor's office, I don't know.

I feel so terrible right now.

[thriller]

Didn't get in to see the doctor because I got lost trying to drive there. but I did drive into the city for the first time, just for the hell of it. How I found my way into the city but couldn't find the doctor's office, I don't know.

I feel so terrible right now.

Sucks you didn't get to go, but I used love being able to get lost/go to a new place while driving. I remember driving to downtown San Fran for the hell of it one day and got so lost, yet got back home just fine.

As for me, 5 day weekend. Think my liver is gonna hurt on Monday.

[Landsharks eat metal]

I eventually did get in to see the doctor, and he said I have a bad lung infection. So I have some medicine now and am feeling a little better.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Played World of Warcraft for the first time tonight... can't say I was all too impressed.

[NewLeft]

if you're bored, try one of the netlogo models http://ccl.northwestern.edu/netlogo/models/

[TheRedAnarchist23]

Star Wars blasphemy is not allowed on this forum.

Nothing is allowed on this forum!

[thriller]

Played World of Warcraft for the first time tonight... can't say I was all too impressed.

Yeah that shit was cool in 06.

High School reunion. What the fuck have I gotten myself into?

[TheGodlessUtopian]

For some reason I feel depressed and run-down. Don't know why, nothing to get me down. Just weird.

[Nox]

Played World of Warcraft for the first time tonight... can't say I was all too impressed.

That game is nothing compared to what it used to be.

Back in Vanilla and TBC, World of Warcraft was easily hands down the greatest game ever made. I can't even describe with words how insanely amazing it was. I doubt anything will ever even come close to it.

WotLK was a bit of a disappointment, the levelling sucked and some of the raids could have been better, but overall it was still pretty good and WoW was still a fucking brilliant game until Activision took over and started making all the changes that ruined the social aspect of the game.

Cataclysm dealt the killer blow. It made levelling, raiding, dungeons, and getting point caps ridiculously easy. It also ruined all the old zones and quests and as a result most levelling zones are empty 24/7. The raids were crap, the storyline was crap, and the new zones were also pretty crap (albeit better than the WotLK zones).

Mists of Pandaria is a total joke. Awful storyline, everything is even more easymode now, and everything is boring and repetitive. Although it's better than Cata.

Since mid WotLK, WoW has been going downhill fast and we are now at the stage where nobody ever does anything together, nobody ever talks to each other, people just hang around in cities all the time waiting for queues to pop, you don't need to join a guild or even do arenas, levelling is ridiculously easy, all the zones are empty, good gear is way too easy to get, and everything in general has been intentionally made very simple/easy which takes away the fun.

[Nox]

My gym sessions have been awful for the past week due to injuring my right arm in an arm wrestle. No idea what's wrong but it still hurts a week later, it's a little better though.

Good news, I'm approaching 150lbs, hopefully I will reach it by the end of the month :)

[Igor]

Good news, I'm approaching 150lbs, hopefully I will reach it by the end of the month :)

That's great! and I just got myself under 200 lbs. towards the ideal weight bro

[Pretty Flaco]

found another possible car. this ones a 2003 ford taurus (ses model with power everything) and theyre selling it for 1500. decent amount of miles but they took good care of it. going to test it later this week. i test drove a 2006 chevy cobalt yesterday and it was a piece of shit. it felt so fucking outdated. it still had the goddamn crank windows and shit and it was so clunky. driving it was so uncomfortable. guy selling it was all like: "yeah its a little outdated for the year but it runs great!" bullshit.

[Leftsolidarity]

Freaking out a little bit.

So those of you who've known me since I've been here might remember how I dated this girl for 2 and a half years who cheated on me and broke my heart.

Then she dated my best friend for about 9 months and I was fully supportive of that.

They just broke up and now I'm dating a wonderful girl.

Now the ex is making comments about wanting to have sex with me and I'm of course still very into the thought of that.

I know I can't and I won't but this is torture. Fuck.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

That is a rough, and uncomfortable, problem to have. Tell the old date to fuck off? I prefer to stop these things before they develop into something full. May be a bit course but it gets the job done. Other than that it seems like you are doomed to frantic masturbation with a hint of guilt.

[Leftsolidarity]

Other than that it seems like you are doomed to frantic masturbation with a hint of guilt.

Way ahead of you

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Way ahead of you

lol :o

[Nox]

My arm is much better now :D

[Landsharks eat metal]

I'm fucking bored as shit.

[Landsharks eat metal]

I should work on my big project I have due next month but I can't focus. I want to just go and do a bunch of random shit but I'm just sitting here clicking on random websites and it's annoying me so much
and I can't figure out what music to listen to on Youtube and I can't stop thinking about how much I miss my best friend and how awesdome it wouldbe if I could go visit her right now and jsut forget that I actually have a life and responsibilities besides making her feel better because one of her family's dogs just died.

there are a lot of trees in the world. That's weird. I wonder how many leaves there have been throughout history and how manytimes the amount of trees that is and how many leaves the average tree has when there are leaves on the trees and they haven't all fallen off.

I'm supposed to be making a presentation about Swedish Vallhunds but I just keep watching random YouTube videos about them instead
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so cute I can't stop watching random videos then I leave the sound on and hear random barkng in the middle of the music I'm listening to

these speakers really suck

[Raúl Duke]

When I drink "moderately," I'm more likely to post/reply on stuff on revleft....
Usually I just read and give people "thanks"/rep.

[Rugged Collectivist]

I'm looking for jobs because I'm moving soon and it fucking sucks because I've never really done it before, and I had my first interview today which I may have fucked up but IDK because I've never done an interview and I have nothing to compare it to. :mad: :crying:

[Yuppie Grinder]

the fifth tenant of straight edge should be not being an overzealous dickhead

[#FF0000]

Got new headphones on Monday.

Already returning them because of extremely apparent and persistent crackling.

After going for so long without them and spending so much I'm kind of sad.

[Landsharks eat metal]

I have plane tickets I'm going to visit my best friend over Christmas break and staying for new years I'm flying out the 26th and coming back the first even though it's really stupid to have me fly to Buffalo when I could take a bus or a train for much cheaper but the plane won't take 8 hours so I guess that's good but either way i'm REALLY FUCKING EXCITED :D:D:):cool::lol:

[thriller]

Sleep... :D

[Leftsolidarity]

Been dealing with trying to not fuck up my relationship for the past week. It seems like the past week there's been a memo that I didn't get that says "get leftsolidarity really fucked up and see if you can get with him"

It got to the point where at a party at my house the other night I had to stumble over to my buddy and tell him to watch me all night and make sure I don't do anything stupid and to distract anyone trying to get with me.

I have no idea why this is happening but its annoying. Luckily ive behaved myself pretty damn good so I pat myself on the back :D

[Nox]

Been having really great gym sessions lately, and settling in well to my new gym with much better equipment. I've hit 150lbs which is a long way from what I started at in August (135lbs)

[thriller]

Been dealing with trying to not fuck up my relationship for the past week. It seems like the past week there's been a memo that I didn't get that says "get leftsolidarity really fucked up and see if you can get with him"

It got to the point where at a party at my house the other night I had to stumble over to my buddy and tell him to watch me all night and make sure I don't do anything stupid and to distract anyone trying to get with me.

I have no idea why this is happening but its annoying. Luckily ive behaved myself pretty damn good so I pat myself on the back :D

Ohh, you've turned into one of those people ehh?

So yesterday I was shopping for groceries and I saw this very cute woman who had the same Leftover Crack shirt I used to have. So I said "Hey, shoot the kids at school! Nice." She just looks at me weird and says "Ohh, yeah" and giggles to herself and walks swiftly past me. Kinda weird cuz I had my Choking V hoodie and I thought we might exchange some dialog. But w/e. I continue shopping and check out and get in my car. I look down and my zipper is fucking wide open, with boxers showing. Fuck!

[PC LOAD LETTER]

Ohh, you've turned into one of those people ehh?

So yesterday I was shopping for groceries and I saw this very cute woman who had the same Leftover Crack shirt I used to have. So I said "Hey, shoot the kids at school! Nice." She just looks at me weird and says "Ohh, yeah" and giggles to herself and walks swiftly past me. Kinda weird cuz I had my Choking V hoodie and I thought we might exchange some dialog. But w/e. I continue shopping and check out and get in my car. I look down and my zipper is fucking wide open, with boxers showing. Fuck!
stza would be proud

[Landsharks eat metal]

I'm going to have to learn how to express dogs' anal glands. I thought I was going to be okay with things like that because I'm not really squeamish, but I don't think I'm disgusted as much as just terrified of the idea. I thought I was going to have to do it today, and I started hyperventilating and almost whimpering and eventually felt like I was going to faint. I think I'm the only person who hasn't tried it yet. I tried to try, but as soon as I even thought about it, I went really pale and had to walk away.

Everyone keeps telling me I'm going to have to do it, and usually I can just tell myself I have to and that makes me able to, but even just thinking about it right now when there isn't even a dog anywhere nearby my heart is fluttering uncomfortably.

[Os Cangaceiros]

Lately I've been having this feeling that my posting on this site has really gone downhill quality-wise. Has anyone else ever gotten that feeling? (About your own posts, not mine lol)

Usually it's a good sign to take a break from Revleft IMO. Not the first time I've gotten the feeling.

[thriller]

I'm going to have to learn how to express dogs' anal glands. I thought I was going to be okay with things like that because I'm not really squeamish, but I don't think I'm disgusted as much as just terrified of the idea. I thought I was going to have to do it today, and I started hyperventilating and almost whimpering and eventually felt like I was going to faint. I think I'm the only person who hasn't tried it yet. I tried to try, but as soon as I even thought about it, I went really pale and had to walk away.

Everyone keeps telling me I'm going to have to do it, and usually I can just tell myself I have to and that makes me able to, but even just thinking about it right now when there isn't even a dog anywhere nearby my heart is fluttering uncomfortably.

I dressed up as a clown one day and my dog ended up expressing his anal glands. Maybe try that?
Yeah, sounds awful, and I have no advice other than to bite the bullet an give it a whirl.

[Rugged Collectivist]

Lately I've been having this feeling that my posting on this site has really gone downhill quality-wise. Has anyone else ever gotten that feeling? (About your own posts, not mine lol)

Usually it's a good sign to take a break from Revleft IMO. Not the first time I've gotten the feeling.

I would say yes, but I feel like my posts started at the bottom of the hill and never went anywhere. I agree about the break though. I tried to take a break from revleft (which is why I've been gone for a few days) but this is really the only place where I can actually engage people about leftist politics and I couldn't stay away so here I am...

[Yuppie Grinder]

I think I want to study sociology in college.

[roy]

swag

[Os Cangaceiros]

I've had some serious first world trials and tribulations recently.

The first one happened a couple days ago, when I was driving on a stretch of rural road. Suddenly I was overcome with the unrepressible desire to take a massive dump. It got so unbearable that I had to pull over and duck into the woods, which wasn't easy as there was feet of snow on the ground and the branches were thick. Oh, and it was at least -25 degrees outside. Probably colder, actually. I was struck with the irrational fear that poop was going to freeze to my butt, that's how cold it was. It was terrible.

I guess that's not really a "first world problem", though, as I'm sure people in the "third world" desperately try not to shit themselves on occassion.

The day after, a warning light appeared on my dash, and apparently there's something wrong with my car's engine. May have had something to do with the blackhole I spent some time in the night before, where it was, I kid you not, -50 degrees. The coldest temp I've ever seen with my own eyes.

Today I got super stoned before I had to catch a flight (a bad idea if you're not familiar with the city you're in!), then drove around Anchorage frantically trying to find a certain street and asking for directions awkwardly at a few different local businesses. Almost missed my connection. But I got to the airport, went to my gate only to find out that the flight had been cancelled.

Urgh.

[Dennis the 'Bloody Peasant']

Feel there is no hope...doesn't mean I'll stop believing in these ideas or stop fighting for them where I can...but I really feel it's all just pissing-in-the-wind...capitalism and the forces of reaction are gonna be around for a long while yet...
Or maybe I'm just annoyed that I won't see things change for the better in my lifetime and it won't change in my kids' lifetimes either...Grandkids? Well, they don't exist and it's unlikely anyway.
So yeah, sad emoticon x 100 :(