MustCrushCapitalism
23rd May 2012, 01:24
So insanely stressed right now. I wasn't in any sort of honors classes this year but my grades in history and English were nearing 100.
So now I have the option of taking AP Literature and AP American History next year. I'm thinking that if I want any chance of getting into a good uni and hence getting out of having to continue living in a trailer park for the rest of my life, I'll need to take these... so much damn pressure.
Reading 25 books in the school year in AP lit (as opposed to like <10 in the normal class) and at least one essay every week. It's not much better with AP American, where it's just shitloads and shitloads of essays and essays and essays. I don't know if I'd be able to keep up and do alright, especially with my fucked up sleep schedule.
And just the summer assignments for these classes is:
-AP lit - read Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky (apparently some ultranationalist but that's a topic for another time) and the Secret History by Donna Tartt. I'm assuming there's a few essays to write on these too.
-AP American history - read through some textbook and answer 50 long response (paragraph) questions
At that I think I'd be busy like... all summer. Taking both of these classes would probably fuck up my grades in both, and taking one might not be a good idea... I don't know...
anyway thanks for reading I needed that rant now back to panicking.
So now I have the option of taking AP Literature and AP American History next year. I'm thinking that if I want any chance of getting into a good uni and hence getting out of having to continue living in a trailer park for the rest of my life, I'll need to take these... so much damn pressure.
Reading 25 books in the school year in AP lit (as opposed to like <10 in the normal class) and at least one essay every week. It's not much better with AP American, where it's just shitloads and shitloads of essays and essays and essays. I don't know if I'd be able to keep up and do alright, especially with my fucked up sleep schedule.
And just the summer assignments for these classes is:
-AP lit - read Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky (apparently some ultranationalist but that's a topic for another time) and the Secret History by Donna Tartt. I'm assuming there's a few essays to write on these too.
-AP American history - read through some textbook and answer 50 long response (paragraph) questions
At that I think I'd be busy like... all summer. Taking both of these classes would probably fuck up my grades in both, and taking one might not be a good idea... I don't know...
anyway thanks for reading I needed that rant now back to panicking.