Something you feel guilty about...

[Susurrus]

but won't stop doing.



Looking at old Soviet stuff on ebay.

Eating all the pizza.

Ignoring homework.

Staying up at night.

[ВАЛТЕР]

Killing all those babies that one time in ....:huh:

I mean nothing...me guilty? nope...:D

Seriously though, I regret staying up all damn night...Like I am doing now...

Plus I regret not getting myself in shape faster so I can have a damn match already...(Haven't fought since February at a tourney...which I won.)

I am slacking with my training...I blame rap music...

[The Stalinator]

I love shopping. I chastise myself for this a lot because it's not very Communist.

However, since becoming a leftist I shop at all the cool indie boutiques run by hippies, rather than all the overpriced piece of shit chain stores I can never find anything I really need at. Am I still cool?

[CommunityBeliever]

Procrastinating on revleft.

[Kitty_Paine]

Procrastinating on revleft.

Holy shit...

Yes.

[Landsharks eat metal]

Eating at Chick-Fil-A as a member of the LGBTQ* community

[Tablo]

Drinking, staying up late, and procrastinating studying for exams.

[Susurrus]

Eating at Chick-Fil-A as a member of the LGBTQ* community

What for? Though they're Christians, I haven't heard of them being discriminatory.

[Ocean Seal]

Not writing the Descartes paper that I should be writing right now.

[Landsharks eat metal]

What for? Though they're Christians, I haven't heard of them being discriminatory.
http://news.change.org/stories/yes-chick-fil-a-says-we-explicitly-do-not-like-same-sex-couples

I've gotten some negative reactions from my gay friends when I mentioned I like it.

[o well this is ok I guess]

I love shopping. I chastise myself for this a lot because it's not very Communist.

However, since becoming a leftist I shop at all the cool indie boutiques run by hippies, rather than all the overpriced piece of shit chain stores I can never find anything I really need at. Am I still cool? Bro they overcharge the fuck out of everything at kool indie stores
Real hip kids go to value village early in the morning, before the trendy thrift stores can pick them clean.

[The Stalinator]

Bro they overcharge the fuck out of everything at kool indie stores
Real hip kids go to value village early in the morning, before the trendy thrift stores can pick them clean.

Nahhh, there's this one trendy thrift store I go to a lot that sells everything for 10 bucks. Fucking everything, legit. You can buy a giant fucking trenchcoat or some cool as balls 20 year old Christmas sweater with fucking reindeers and shit all over the tits for 10 bucks. I bought a sick-ass t-shirt with some dumb shit thing that looked cool on it for $1.98 there once.

And they have a whole fucking rack full of cool retro sunglasses.

[Leftsolidarity]

Cronic masturbation

[Le Socialiste]

Put me down in the staying up all night column. Can't help it. :bored:

[praxis1966]

Procrastinating on revleft.

Not being on RevLeft more.

[RedRose]

some cool as balls 20 year old Christmas sweater with fucking reindeers and shit all over the tits for 10 bucks.

I think that's the best sentence I've ever read...

Probably playing my bass too much instead of doing actual work :funk:

[Nox]

Exploiting my brother's labour and paying him 20p for 2 hour's work (I was only 10 ok!!)

[Iraultzaile Ezkerreko]

Not reading Aristotle for that test on Monday.

[Искра]

Setting hippies in squat on fire.

[Susurrus]

Setting hippies in squat on fire.

I feel compelled to inquire further.

[MustCrushCapitalism]

Missed school like 3 times last week.

[Искра]

When I was in highschool we went to a school trip to Amsterdam. While we were sitting in Voldenpark one my friend (who’s priest) got robbed by some smelly ass junkie hippie motherfucker. He took all of his documents and money and my friend, as he is a priest, didn’t want to defend himself. So, we tried to catch a hippie to take what he stole from our friend and we chased him to some kind of a squat and started to beat a shit of him. After a while, since we Balkan people don’t know when to stop, other hippies engage fight with us and I pushed one guy on candles and he started to burn... Nothing serious as he just rolled on floor and he was out. Still, it looks good when I say that I light a hippie on fire. It all ended up well, we got friends money and documents and helped to conserve decent hygienically values of our European culture hahaha. Except this incident I’m not a violent person, but if you steel from people you need to realise that people from Balkans are not the ones you should steel from. There were 10 of us on one guy haha.

[Susurrus]

When I was in highschool we went to a school trip to Amsterdam. While we were sitting in Voldenpark one my friend (who’s priest) got robbed by some smelly ass junkie hippie motherfucker. He took all of his documents and money and my friend, as he is a priest, didn’t want to defend himself. So, we tried to catch a hippie to take what he stole from our friend and we chased him to some kind of a squat and started to beat a shit of him. After a while, since we Balkan people don’t know when to stop, other hippies engage fight with us and I pushed one guy on candles and he started to burn... Nothing serious as he just rolled on floor and he was out. Still, it looks good when I say that I light a hippie on fire. It all ended up well, we got friends money and documents and helped to conserve decent hygienically values of our European culture hahaha. Except this incident I’m not a violent person, but if you steel from people you need to realise that people from Balkans are not the ones you should steel from. There were 10 of us on one guy haha.

Hippie thieves and high school priests? Things sound so much more exciting in eastern europe.

[Искра]

He wasn't "high school priest". He was just too religious. He's now a priest.

Btw. I use word "hippie" in a way of Cartmanist tendency.

[Susurrus]

He wasn't "high school priest". He was just too religious. He's now a priest.

That's too bad, "High School Priest" would make a great sitcom.

[Искра]

That's too bad, "High School Priest" would make a great sitcom.
He's a good lad. :thumbup1:

[Iron Felix]

Absolutely nothing. Although when I think about, I feel guilty about not feeling guilty. I've done many terrible things in my life, but none to those who didn't deserve it. So I won't cry about that fuck I put in a hospital or another fuck because they are all fucks and I feel no guilt for it. This is how one must live.

[Smyg]

Pretty much every single part of my life.

[GatesofLenin]

Pizza is my downfall and staying up late. :crying:

[Fawkes]

Guilty is definitely not the right word, but I'm definitely not proud of the fact that my grandpa was drafted out of CalTech during WWII and became one of the more important nuclear physicists during the Manhattan Project. I think he, like most scientists then and now, was more excited just at the prospect of research and discovery for its own sake rather than building something with the intention of massacring thousands, but still, not something I like going around bragging about.

[Quail]

Wasting time on the internet is a big one.

Staying up too late so I'm always tired for uni and for my son.

Putting my son in front of the tv for half an hour so I can lie on the sofa and get some rest (I know all parents probably do this, but I feel like I'm being a rubbish mum when I do this).

[bricolage]

getting drunk and singing ira songs all night.

[Os Cangaceiros]

Too many things to list.

In relation to what fawkes said, one member of my extended family was (he's now retired IIRC) a high-ranking police official in a major metro area in California. We're not related by blood, though. He's an OK guy on a personal level, even offered to help me out when I got into my trouble with the law, but his social role is just soooooo bad.

[Azraella]

Being a closeted queer. :(

[Pretty Flaco]

Procrastinating with school work and then sometimes just blowing it off completely.

[Veovis]

Going home early from work... again. I can't afford to miss the pay and I'm exactly halfway to the point where they'd fire me for attendance.

But that place makes me want to cry... literally. That's not a good thing when you're choking up over the phone at your call center job.

[black magick hustla]

inviting weird girls into my place with a fridge full of beer and a homework assignment that is due in 12 hours

[Stand Your Ground]

Encouraging my girlfriend to skip school so I can spend time with her.
Pizza/takeout food-I buy it all the time even though I really can't afford it.

Cronic masturbation
This...:laugh:...:D...:)...:(...It's sad but it's the best I can get...:crying:

[Quail]

Pizza/takeout food-I buy it all the time even though I really can't afford it.

This. I spend so much money on food because takeaways are an easy option and I crave them all the time (and there are a surprising number of vegan options). It's related to mental illness, but still. There must be ways of acquiring comfort food that don't leave me in debt.

[coda]

<<Guilty is definitely not the right word, but I'm definitely not proud of the fact that my grandpa was drafted out of CalTech during WWII and became one of the more important nuclear physicists during the Manhattan Project. I think he, like most scientists then and now, was more excited just at the prospect of research and discovery for its own sake rather than building something with the intention of massacring thousands, but still, not something I like going around bragging about>>

wow.. I've probably read about him. I've read just about every book and documentary on the Manhattan project, building of the A bomb, Los Alamos.. etc.

[pastradamus]

When I was in highschool we went to a school trip to Amsterdam. While we were sitting in Voldenpark one my friend (who’s priest) got robbed by some smelly ass junkie hippie motherfucker. He took all of his documents and money and my friend, as he is a priest, didn’t want to defend himself. So, we tried to catch a hippie to take what he stole from our friend and we chased him to some kind of a squat and started to beat a shit of him. After a while, since we Balkan people don’t know when to stop, other hippies engage fight with us and I pushed one guy on candles and he started to burn... Nothing serious as he just rolled on floor and he was out. Still, it looks good when I say that I light a hippie on fire. It all ended up well, we got friends money and documents and helped to conserve decent hygienically values of our European culture hahaha. Except this incident I’m not a violent person, but if you steel from people you need to realise that people from Balkans are not the ones you should steel from. There were 10 of us on one guy haha.

Fuck that, you guys did the right thing.

[ColonelCossack]

Not revising for my Spanish exam. RIGHT NOW. Shit I better go and revise! :cursing:

[Fawkes]

<<Guilty is definitely not the right word, but I'm definitely not proud of the fact that my grandpa was drafted out of CalTech during WWII and became one of the more important nuclear physicists during the Manhattan Project. I think he, like most scientists then and now, was more excited just at the prospect of research and discovery for its own sake rather than building something with the intention of massacring thousands, but still, not something I like going around bragging about>>

wow.. I've probably read about him. I've read just about every book and documentary on the Manhattan project, building of the A bomb, Los Alamos.. etc.

Yeah, I was wrong in my first post, he was a chemist, not a physicist. He spent the rest of his life after the war manufacturing isotopes for peaceful use until Reagan came and cut what was left of the funding for their lab. I think he, like most people directly involved in similar acts of violence, tried to justify it in his mind by telling himself he saved lives in the long run. I obviously don't think it's true, but no changing that now. Pretty much nobody working on the project was actually told directly what it was they were doing, but given that they were a bunch of scientists, most of them could piece it together and figure it out on their own. The thing is, the state would plant moles in all the labs, and if you said anything, you'd get fired and probably a lot worse. Still doesn't justify it, but I guess it kind of helps to put it into perspective.

[OHumanista]

Nothing at all. I am who I am and I enjoy everything I do guilt-free.
I wasn't always like this though:D

[Die Rote Fahne]

Procrastination...

[Chambered Word]

getting drunk and singing ira songs all night.

First time I got pissed off my chops at a friend's party, I started trying to sing 'My Little Armalite'. Looked weird.

[NewLeft]

Paying for hollywood movies..

Eating my feelings..

[Ostrinski]

Lust.
Disappointing my family.
Procrastinating school work.
Staying in my room all day, doing the same thing daily.
Being shy.
Unhealthy Caffeine addiction. I drink 7 or 8 cans a day.

[Veovis]

Not sending out job applications as often as I like. Seeing the lack of prospects is very depressing.

[pastradamus]

Not sending out job applications as often as I like. Seeing the lack of prospects is very depressing.

A man after my own heart. Amen comrade.

[The pizza crazed Anarchist]

but won't stop doing.



Looking at old Soviet stuff on ebay.

Eating all the pizza.

Ignoring homework.

Staying up at night.

This was pretty much my life in High school.

[ColonelCossack]

Not revising for my Spanish exam. RIGHT NOW. Shit I better go and revise! :cursing:

This again. :crying:

[Ele'ill]

Not going to the Occupy GA's for the last week (or two).

[TheGodlessUtopian]

When I say I am going to do something with someone but end up staying home and doing something I like by myself.

Ignoring my friends when they call simply because I don't feel like talking with them.

[Agent Equality]

Not revising for my Spanish exam. RIGHT NOW. Shit I better go and revise! :cursing:

REVISIONIST!!!! :mad:



sorry i just had to :D

[The Young Pioneer]

Loving my ex gf even though she's a fascist little bastard.

...But she's a sexy fascist little bastard. :D

[阿部高和]

If I say I may get banned so say I will NOT.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

When I eat an entire lasagna dinner by myself (I don't mean the large ones either but the huge family size ones).Oddly enough I don't gain weight.

[Leftsolidarity]

When I eat an entire lasagna dinner by myself (I don't mean the large ones either but the huge family size ones).Oddly enough I don't gain weight.

Those are so fucking good though! I don't gain weight no matter what. I've always been really thin and light even if I eat like I should be obese.

[CommieTroll]

getting drunk and singing ira songs all night.

Come out ye black n' tans is a favourite of mine :laugh:

[Die Rote Fahne]

Spending what little money I have and buying beer or take out.

[NewLeft]

Taking the day off to do absolutely nothing.

[Misanthrope]

I feel guilty about something all the time no matter how petty it is it consumes my thoughts. I probably have depression

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Those are so fucking good though! I don't gain weight no matter what. I've always been really thin and light even if I eat like I should be obese.

I know! Sooooo yummy....lets get together and eat a ton of lasagna (your treat).;)

[NewLeft]

I feel guilty about something all the time no matter how petty it is it consumes my thoughts. I probably have depression

http://cdn1.knowyourmeme.com/i/000/107/432/original/i_hug_that_feel.png?1300595876

[Misanthrope]

http://i.qkme.me/2ztf.jpg

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Unapologetically leaving the man who controlled and abused me while the cops were hauling him away for disorderly conduct when he was publicly threatening me. If I hadn't left him I feel like I'd be betraying my feminist ideals.

[Susurrus]

Unapologetically leaving the man who controlled and abused me while the cops were hauling him away for disorderly conduct when he was publicly threatening me. If I hadn't left him I feel like I'd be betraying my feminist ideals.

And you feel guilty for this why...?

[Chambered Word]

Unapologetically leaving the man who controlled and abused me while the cops were hauling him away for disorderly conduct when he was publicly threatening me. If I hadn't left him I feel like I'd be betraying my feminist ideals.

You should be proud of this, rather than guilty.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

What's wrong Luke?

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

And you feel guilty for this why...?
It is an emotional thing. However as Amy Winehouse said tears dry on their own. He had me trained like a pet and the more I think about it the more my guilt is replaced by a feeling of anger and rage.

[Tablo]

It is an emotional thing. However as Amy Winehouse said tears dry on their own. He had me trained like a pet and the more I think about it the more my guilt is replaced by a feeling of anger and rage.
You really should be glad you got away from it.

Btw, it's nice having you back on the forum.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

You really should be glad you got away from it.

Btw, it's nice having you back on the forum.
I am glad to be free of his abuse. I am just still in that fucked up emotional state.

Well I tend to come and go. He was insanely possessive of me. He wouldn't let me go to the library to go on the internet except on rare occasions and he also tried to keep me out of activism. My social life was gone. Now I am free.

[Misanthrope]

What's wrong Luke?

Everything :)

[ColonelCossack]

REVISIONIST!!!! :mad:



sorry i just had to :D

I have been discovered... oh no.

Da fok? :blink:

[Kitty_Paine]

Well I tend to come and go. He was insanely possessive of me. He wouldn't let me go to the library to go on the internet except on rare occasions and he also tried to keep me out of activism. My social life was gone. Now I am free.


*claps excitedly for Esperanza* :)


Now what do I feel guilty about?... Drinking a lot more than I should, especially because of how it affects a loved one of mine...

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

*claps excitedly for Esperanza* :)
Awwww


Now what do I feel guilty about?... Drinking a lot more than I should, especially because of how it affects a loved one of mine...
My ex used to drink too much and you should be careful it can turn very harmful very fast for whoever is in a relationship with you. I say this from experience on the other end of a drinking problem in a relationship. It often turns people into much more dangerous people than they normally are. I prefer pot because I've never seen anyone get violent from just smoking pot. That is my two cents take it or leave it.

[Kitty_Paine]

Awwww

:blushing:



My ex used to drink too much and you should be careful it can turn very harmful very fast for whoever is in a relationship with you. I say this from experience on the other end of a drinking problem in a relationship. It often turns people into much more dangerous people than they normally are. I prefer pot because I've never seen anyone get violent from just smoking pot. That is my two cents take it or leave it.

Yes, I've had my fair share of dangerous experiences with alcohol, most not involving my loved one (my brother that is) but once or twice maybe. He's a lot stronger than me though so... lol, nothing bad has come of it... yet. But all joking aside, I totally agree with you... I just haven't found the willpower I guess... :bored:

lol, I could write a page but I'll stop there... :p

Thanks for the pennies :lol:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Yes, I've had my fair share of dangerous experiences with alcohol, most not involving my loved one (my brother that is) but once or twice maybe. He's a lot stronger than me though so... lol, nothing bad has come of it... yet. But all joking aside, I totally agree with you... I just haven't found the willpower I guess... :bored:

lol, I could write a page but I'll stop there... :p

Thanks for the pennies :lol:
Your welcome for the pennies. But keep on going about this I want to hear more.

[The Stalinator]

My life's passing before my eyes. I'm only about 14 right now (and seven months) and I feel as if next thing you know I'll be 90 years old on my deathbed, as if I'll even make it there what with my depression and my ED and such. The past year has seemed like about ten seconds and I barely remember a damn thing. I've been having panic attacks due to my fear of mortality for probably over half my life.

I've been obsessively looking into the physics of consciousness just to see if any sort of life after my death as this human being could be possible from a materialist/scientific standpoint. I know it's probably not very possible... but the thought of going to sleep one night and staying unconscious forever, to put it bluntly, scares the shit out of me.

tl;dr: I feel guilty for wasting my time with all of this paranoia and all of this fear. It's affecting my ability to think rationally. It's just fucking me over.

[o well this is ok I guess]

Drinking alone on a tuesday

[TheGodlessUtopian]

My life's passing before my eyes. I'm only about 14 right now (and seven months) and I feel as if next thing you know I'll be 90 years old on my deathbed, as if I'll even make it there what with my depression and my ED and such. The past year has seemed like about ten seconds and I barely remember a damn thing. I've been having panic attacks due to my fear of mortality for probably over half my life.

I've been obsessively looking into the physics of consciousness just to see if any sort of life after my death as this human being could be possible from a materialist/scientific standpoint. I know it's probably not very possible... but the thought of going to sleep one night and staying unconscious forever, to put it bluntly, scares the shit out of me.

tl;dr: I feel guilty for wasting my time with all of this paranoia and all of this fear. It's affecting my ability to think rationally. It's just fucking me over.

I'm sorry to hear about all that dude but you have to remember that life often gets a whole lot better once you are able to live your own life independent from your family.The only thing I can really recommend that might have an effect of your life seeimg short is to pack your day more full of activities; try new things and explore your options.Really get active and participate in your community.

Maybe if you get much more affected by these panic attacks you should seek therapy or some form of professional help to assist you in coming to terms with your mortality?

[Chambered Word]

My life's passing before my eyes. I'm only about 14 right now (and seven months) and I feel as if next thing you know I'll be 90 years old on my deathbed, as if I'll even make it there what with my depression and my ED and such. The past year has seemed like about ten seconds and I barely remember a damn thing. I've been having panic attacks due to my fear of mortality for probably over half my life.

I've been obsessively looking into the physics of consciousness just to see if any sort of life after my death as this human being could be possible from a materialist/scientific standpoint. I know it's probably not very possible... but the thought of going to sleep one night and staying unconscious forever, to put it bluntly, scares the shit out of me.

tl;dr: I feel guilty for wasting my time with all of this paranoia and all of this fear. It's affecting my ability to think rationally. It's just fucking me over.

been there so many times. man I'm 17 and I still feel that way sometimes. but I reckon if you keep worrying about it, that's all you're gonna spend your time doing til you're 90. so try to relax, think of it as something short and beautiful and try to make the most out of it that you can. :)

[The Stalinator]

I'm sorry to hear about all that dude but you have to remember that life often gets a whole lot better once you are able to live your own life independent from your family.The only thing I can really recommend that might have an effect of your life seeimg short is to pack your day more full of activities; try new things and explore your options.Really get active and participate in your community.

Maybe if you get much more affected by these panic attacks you should seek therapy or some form of professional help to assist you in coming to terms with your mortality?

The worst part is that when my life gets better the anxiety gets worse. When I had depression it made me really not care about mortality. It even soothed me a bit to know life wouldn't be just one big continuous load of shit being piled up on my back. Someday I'd be unconscious forever and at peace.

Now that I've done some more interesting things, gotten a little more freedom and found some more things I enjoy, the anxiety comes back because days don't seem so much of a chore anymore and they go by fast. I just want an eternity's amount of time to see how the world goes, learn everything there is to know, and meet people. See good shit.

I'm worried by the time I'm dead no matter what I do with my life I'll feel unfulfilled.

[Zav]

-Humming the anthem of the USSR from time to time (It's catchy, you know)
-Being overtly and stubbornly sectarian *mumbles about non-specific left-libs and how they're destroying the Leftist movement*

[TheGodlessUtopian]

The worst part is that when my life gets better the anxiety gets worse. When I had depression it made me really not care about mortality. It even soothed me a bit to know life wouldn't be just one big continuous load of shit being piled up on my back. Someday I'd be unconscious forever and at peace.

Now that I've done some more interesting things, gotten a little more freedom and found some more things I enjoy, the anxiety comes back because days don't seem so much of a chore anymore and they go by fast. I just want an eternity's amount of time to see how the world goes, learn everything there is to know, and meet people. See good shit.

I'm worried by the time I'm dead no matter what I do with my life I'll feel unfulfilled.

I feel your desire man.I too often long to have my consciousness to live forever so I can understand what the world will be like a couple hundred years from now, to understand all that life has to offer.It,in a powerful way,is agonizing to know that we only live on the planet for a finite amount of time;a length of time which is only partially promised.

I get over this feeling by telling myself that my own life is going to have plenty of things happen to me and the world.Just this year saw the emergence of scientific wonder,medical miracles,and global social movements that show a rise in class consciousness.I will not live to see everything that the world has to offer but that is all right because if I live the way I want to and fight as hard as I am able to in order to achieve great things,than it will not matter;I will have a partner who loves me,an ideology that liberates the oppressed,and hopefully a decent wage that enables me to spend money on various "luxuries" every now and then.In the end that is really all we can hope for (...well that,and socialist revolution).

[The Stalinator]

I feel your desire man.I too often long to have my consciousness to live forever so I can understand what the world will be like a couple hundred years from now, to understand all that life has to offer.It,in a powerful way,is agonizing to know that we only live on the planet for a finite amount of time;a length of time which is only partially promised.

I get over this feeling by telling myself that my own life is going to have plenty of things happen to me and the world.Just this year saw the emergence of scientific wonder,medical miracles,and global social movements that show a rise in class consciousness.I will not live to see everything that the world has to offer but that is all right because if I live the way I want to and fight as hard as I am able to in order to achieve great things,than it will not matter;I will have a partner who loves me,an ideology that liberates the oppressed,and hopefully a decent wage that enables me to spend money on various "luxuries" every now and then.In the end that is really all we can hope for (...well that,and socialist revolution).

It's true... what usually brightens my day and alleviates these feelings is seeing progress being made in the world. I know I will be one of the few in human history to bear witness to some of these great events that have unfolded. Gives me a bit more appreciation for being born in this time.

[Franz Fanonipants]

i blunted my brains out last night

[Quail]

The worst part is that when my life gets better the anxiety gets worse. When I had depression it made me really not care about mortality. It even soothed me a bit to know life wouldn't be just one big continuous load of shit being piled up on my back. Someday I'd be unconscious forever and at peace.

Now that I've done some more interesting things, gotten a little more freedom and found some more things I enjoy, the anxiety comes back because days don't seem so much of a chore anymore and they go by fast. I just want an eternity's amount of time to see how the world goes, learn everything there is to know, and meet people. See good shit.

I'm worried by the time I'm dead no matter what I do with my life I'll feel unfulfilled.
I can relate. I used to feel that way a lot when I was younger, and I sometimes still feel that way now. I don't really have much useful advice, although if you haven't tried CBT for the anxiety, it might help. Medication could also help if you want to go down that road, but it can be hard to find the right drug. I'm on my third antidepressant and I'm still not convinced.

I feel guilty for being so frustrated with my toddler. He kept me awake last night and he's been really difficult all day. I just want to scream really.

I also feel guilty for having pissed away so much money on alcohol and bulimia food, and now I'm right at the bottom of my overdraft and stressed as hell about my finances.

[La Comédie Noire]

My life's passing before my eyes. I'm only about 14 right now (and seven months) and I feel as if next thing you know I'll be 90 years old on my deathbed, as if I'll even make it there what with my depression and my ED and such. The past year has seemed like about ten seconds and I barely remember a damn thing. I've been having panic attacks due to my fear of mortality for probably over half my life.

I've been obsessively looking into the physics of consciousness just to see if any sort of life after my death as this human being could be possible from a materialist/scientific standpoint. I know it's probably not very possible... but the thought of going to sleep one night and staying unconscious forever, to put it bluntly, scares the shit out of me.

tl;dr: I feel guilty for wasting my time with all of this paranoia and all of this fear. It's affecting my ability to think rationally. It's just fucking me over.
I've dealt with this my whole life and am now 22. What I can promise you is it does get better and you do learn to live with that fear and even draw strength from it. You are dealing with a conflict that most people don't even seriously entertain until they either get sick, get hurt, or get old.

So in one way you are very lucky.

I think it's because we are spiritual people, yet we don't have a religion because it obviously isn't true from a rational perspective. It's sort of like a spiritual diabetes, hypo-meaning.

If that makes sense.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Selling McDonalds to fat kids or even trying to up sell them. Are you sure you don't want two pies, it's only a dollar *please for your own sake don't do it*! I feel guilty about some of the porn I watch, I'm such a dirty man :blushing:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Selling McDonalds to fat kids or even trying to up sell them. Are you sure you don't want two pies, it's only a dollar *please for your own sake don't do it*! I feel guilty about some of the porn I watch, I'm such a dirty man :blushing:

you may feel like a dirty man but unless you are selling sex toys somewhere in your job what you described just makes you a peddler of delicious foods (foods that will kill you but...well,give and take?).

[Leo]

Guilt is an extremely unhealthy emotion.

[Leftsolidarity]

Eatting finger food after you masturbate. I get hungery after all that work.

[The Stalinator]

I've dealt with this my whole life and am now 22. What I can promise you is it does get better and you do learn to live with that fear and even draw strength from it. You are dealing with a conflict that most people don't even seriously entertain until they either get sick, get hurt, or get old.

So in one way you are very lucky.

I think it's because we are spiritual people, yet we don't have a religion because it obviously isn't true from a rational perspective. It's sort of like a spiritual diabetes, hypo-meaning.

If that makes sense.

The nice thing about it is that it is really giving me motivation to look deeper into things, learn some more philosophy. I've never really looked at what "the other side" says when it comes to philosophy. I still believe that organized religion is absolute shit, but I never quite sated my interest in spirituality or all those things that don't seem to be explainable yet.

You know what I mean? Sometimes my rational side just says "oh we'll figure it out someday long after you're dead" whenever it's faced with the question of things that haven't been explained yet. I don't think my rational side understands that the fact that they haven't been explained yet leaves all sorts of ridiculous options open.

Maybe I sound like an idiot, but I don't know. I just took sleep pills to stop all this shit from running through my head when I'm trying to go to bed, and I think it's affecting my coherency. Either way, I think this very bad past week or two in my life is probably going to affect me in the future, in a good way. All this obsessive reading of philosophy has sparked a new interest in me.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Eatting finger food after you masturbate. I get hungery after all that work.

I stopped caring what was on my fingers long ago...seamen,dirt,blood,grease....bah,all the same crap,I am hungry and I need eat-now!...catch my drift? :cool:

[Walt]

I killed a turtle when i was a child... on purpose... i threw him in a fire pit... it's the only thing that still genuinely haunts me to this day...

[TheGodlessUtopian]

I killed a turtle when i was a child... on purpose... i threw him in a fire pit... it's the only thing that still genuinely haunts me to this day...

I used to abuse cats when I was little so I can understand what you are feeling.Your actions and mine aren't the same but very similar. I have learned to deal with the regret by being a better person and caring for animals but the pain of remembering what I did will always be there.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

I killed a turtle when i was a child... on purpose... i threw him in a fire pit... it's the only thing that still genuinely haunts me to this day...

I remember one time I kiilled this cat, I still feel guilty about it now that I think about it. My friend bet me cats only land on their feet sometimes because I was sure cts always landed on their feet. So we got my sisters cat, got on top of a 3 story building and I threw it off. It landed on it's feet but it's leg broke so we decided to put it out of it's misery. So my friend grabbed his hatchet and I did the deed...

[Kitty_Paine]

Eatting finger food after you masturbate. I get hungery after all that work.

Thank you for that genuine "Laughing my ass off" moment :laugh:

Oh... and I feel guilty for laughing at other's expense... but I'll keep doing it...

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Thank you for that genuine "Laughing my ass off" moment :laugh:

Oh... and I feel guilty for laughing at other's expense... but I'll keep doing it...

Masturbaters of the world unite! :marx:

[Nox]

I cheated on my girlfriend last night, with two different girls. Damn it felt so good.

I think I'll cheat on her more often.

[Rafiq]

Hey freaks, no one wants to read the fucked up ways you masturbate, post something of higher quality please

[Kitty_Paine]

I cheated on my girlfriend last night, with two different girls. Damn it felt so good.

I think I'll cheat on her more often.

Have you considered breaking up with said "Girlfriend"? lol

It seems as though it's overdue.

[Red Future]

I collect camouflage uniforms and other such surplus military gear from various European armies (Mostly NATO) :(. Note exactly the thing that a leftist should be doing.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Hey freaks, no one wants to read the fucked up ways you masturbate, post something of higher quality please

But don't you wish to know about everyone's sexual activities?! :laugh:

[NewLeft]

There was a sale at this store and they used generic stickers for pricing.. So I took the sticker off of something that was $30 and put a 99 cent sticker on it. Cashier did not give a fuck.. Went home happy, but guilty.

[Dumb]

Being depressed.

[Lanky Wanker]

Looking at old Soviet stuff on ebay.


Oh this did make me laugh. :laugh:


Eating all the pizza.

I'm never able to finish it off myself, even if I'm stoned.


Ignoring homework.

Who doesn't?


Staying up at night.

When I'm off school for like a week I'll stay up 'till 3 or 4 every night, then wake up no later than 12 :cool: I don't feel guilty about it at all.

[Lanky Wanker]

There was a sale at this store and they used generic stickers for pricing.. So I took the sticker off of something that was $30 and put a 99 cent sticker on it. Cashier did not give a fuck.. Went home happy, but guilty.

How the hell do you pass off a $30 product as being worth 99¢? :confused: I wouldn't feel guilty if it was a big chain store though, I'd feel like a total bawss.

[NewLeft]

How the hell do you pass off a $30 product as being worth 99¢? :confused: I wouldn't feel guilty if it was a big chain store though, I'd feel like a total bawss.

lol Cashier was young and didn't give a fuck. She wanted to go home. From experience, its usually the older ones who would make a big deal out of it.

[Leftsolidarity]

Hey freaks, no one wants to read the fucked up ways you masturbate, post something of higher quality please

One time I was masturbating and I got distracted and blew my load all over my keyboard. Fucking sucked. True story bro.

Something I feel guilty about, the fact that I'm not there for my best friend when she needs me and I don't plan to be there for her anymore.

[ComradeGrant]

What distracted you?

[Lanky Wanker]

What distracted you?

This amazing thread.

[NewLeft]

Being depressed.

Y u depressed. :( If you need anything, we're here for you!

[Leftsolidarity]

What distracted you?

Earlier I had picked my nose had flicked the booger and I noticed it was on my wall so I was staring at it and then it was like "oh fuck oh fuck not on the keyboard!!!!"

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Picking your nose and jacking off in the same thread, in the same page... that takes a special touche! lol

Anyway, you got me beat.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Speaking of masturbation, this has happened a few times. I was in the shower masturbating and then my mind wondered off to what I had read in Das Kapital the night before and I kept trying to put it into terms that I could explain to my cousin. Then I'd realize that I was still jerking it and I'd just think to myself "Was I just jerking it to Marx"? :blushing:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Speaking of masturbation, this has happened a few times. I was in the shower masturbating and then my mind wondered off to what I had read in Das Kapital the night before and I kept trying to put it into terms that I could explain to my cousin. Then I'd realize that I was still jerking it and I'd just think to myself "Was I just jerking it to Marx"? :blushing:

Dude,it is fine if you were,I mean,the guy had one fucking sick beard! Can you honestly say that hasn't hot?

[Leftsolidarity]

Speaking of masturbation, this has happened a few times. I was in the shower masturbating and then my mind wondered off to what I had read in Das Kapital the night before and I kept trying to put it into terms that I could explain to my cousin. Then I'd realize that I was still jerking it and I'd just think to myself "Was I just jerking it to Marx"? :blushing:

Mad respect for you.

I actually have masturbated while reading The State and Revolution. What can I say? I got a thing for Lenin. :blushing:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Mad respect for you.

I actually have masturbated while reading The State and Revolution. What can I say? I got a thing for Lenin. :blushing:

Someone needs to make a thread in Chit-Chat about if they ever masturbated to a Marxist and if they did who it was.This needs to happen like, right now! :lol:

[Lanky Wanker]

This thread is going strange places... let's hope the guys on Stormfront don't see it.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

This thread is going strange places... let's hope the guys on Stormfront don't see it.

Why? What would happen if they did see it?... I don't think their opinion of us could possibly be any lower than it currently is, ay least, not with all their talk of "those goddamn,dirty,gay,motherfucker commies!" Than there is all the other stuff.Anyways,why do we care what they think of us again? lol

[Rafiq]

But don't you wish to know about everyone's sexual activities?! :laugh:

What the hell is that supposed to mean?

[TheGodlessUtopian]

What the hell is that supposed to mean?

Sarcasm,nothing more.

[Lanky Wanker]

Why? What would happen if they did see it?... I don't think their opinion of us could possibly be any lower than it currently is, ay least, not with all their talk of "those goddamn,dirty,gay,motherfucker commies!" Than there is all the other stuff.Anyways,why do we care what they think of us again? lol

All true, I was just kidding lol. Would be funny to see their reaction though, and knowing them they'd probably take it seriously. I posted a question on their open forum section about a week ago... fuckers haven't accepted it. I now have a strong desire to troll them, posing as a black, homosexual, Marxist Jew. They actually have an admin/moderator thread on how to spot hidden Jews on the forum LOL.

EDIT: Just checked Stormfront for a laugh and I see this:


now about 4 or 5 doors away from my house is an Empty council house today I saw some Somarlion Muslim family viewing the place, now They may have invaded my city but I dont want them invadeing my estate as well

[NewLeft]

All true, I was just kidding lol. Would be funny to see their reaction though, and knowing them they'd probably take it seriously. I posted a question on their open forum section about a week ago... fuckers haven't accepted it. I now have a strong desire to troll them, posing as a black, homosexual, Marxist Jew. They actually have an admin/moderator thread on how to spot hidden Jews on the forum LOL.

EDIT: Just checked Stormfront for a laugh and I see this:

Say you're a cultural marxist.. They'll be like SEE! SEE! MARXISTS ARE RUINING OUR CULTURE.

[Kitty_Paine]

One time I was masturbating and I got distracted and blew my load all over my keyboard. Fucking sucked. True story bro....

...it was like "oh fuck oh fuck not on the keyboard!!!!"


Speaking of masturbation, this has happened a few times. I was in the shower masturbating and then my mind wondered off to what I had read in Das Kapital the night before and I kept trying to put it into terms that I could explain to my cousin. Then I'd realize that I was still jerking it and I'd just think to myself "Was I just jerking it to Marx"? :blushing:


Mad respect for you.

I actually have masturbated while reading The State and Revolution. What can I say? I got a thing for Lenin. :blushing:


Masturbaters of the world unite! :marx:

You three should form a tendency group called "Leftist Masturbaters" or "Communist-Masturbatist". Like I really think you need to because this is far from the first time I've seen you guys talking about masturbation on here, lol. I'm not complaining though, far from it, I highly enjoy your stories. :lol:


But don't you wish to know about everyone's sexual activities?! :laugh:

Of course.

Why else would anyone be on an online forum?

[Leftsolidarity]

You three should form a tendency group called "Leftist Masturbaters" or "Communist-Masturbatist". Like I really think you need to because this is far from the first time I've seen you guys talking about masturbation on here, lol. I'm not complaining though, far from it, I highly enjoy your stories. :lol:



Of course.

Why else would anyone be on an online forum?


Off to start it right now...

[A Revolutionary Tool]

You three should form a tendency group called "Leftist Masturbaters" or "Communist-Masturbatist". Like I really think you need to because this is far from the first time I've seen you guys talking about masturbation on here, lol. I'm not complaining though, far from it, I highly enjoy your stories. :lol:

It's actually something I talk about all the time IRL too :blushing:

[NewLeft]

It's actually something I talk about all the time IRL too :blushing:

Get laid damn it.

[Leftsolidarity]

It's actually something I talk about all the time IRL too :blushing:

Same here. I'd say a good majority of all my conversations are either about poop or masturbation. The group has been made. I suggest everyone join.

[Kitty_Paine]

Off to start it right now...

Really?! Oh, please do... it would tickle me so... :laugh:


It's actually something I talk about all the time IRL too :blushing:

Lol, at least you're not fake on the internet. You're the real you... you love masterbation, and that's just who you are. Be proud of that, shout it from the mountain top... or rooftop depending on your location.

"I'm [Insert Real Name] and I love to fucking masterbate!"

Everyone deserves to know the real you, lol.

[Kitty_Paine]

Get laid damn it.

Or do both... It's even better. lol.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Get laid damn it.
Lol, like that will stop me.


Same here. I'd say a good majority of all my conversations are either about poop or masturbation.
Almost every single conversation I have with my friends will lead, somehow someway, to talk about what we do with our penises. Don't care if girls are around, it's inevitable.

[bcbm]

bro down in progress

[NewLeft]

Lol, at least you're not fake on the internet. You're the real you... you love masterbation, and that's just who you are. Be proud of that, shout it from the mountain top... or rooftop depending on your location.

"I'm [Insert Real Name] and I love to fucking masterbate!"

Everyone deserves to know the real you, lol.

Interests: Socialism, fitness, masturbation :laugh:

Masturbation will bring about socialism!

[Decolonize The Left]

"Dude let's all get together and talk about wanking off in various places to various aspects of communist literature."

"Yeah, huh huh."

"Yeah."

"So, why aren't there any women on this forum anyway?"

- August

[NewLeft]

"Dude let's all get together and talk about wanking off in various places to various aspects of communist literature."

"Yeah, huh huh."

"Yeah."

"So, why aren't there any women on this forum anyway?"

- August

Socialism is a sausage fest...

[bcbm]

valerie solanas was right

[Kitty_Paine]

Socialism is a sausage fest...

That's why no one takes me seriously in real life when I try and get involved... lol.

And why a lot of people have such negative views of socialism... we need to give a chick a chance (vote for me) :)

[bcbm]

"Dude let's all get together and talk about wanking off in various places to various aspects of communist literature."

"Yeah, huh huh."

"Yeah."

"So, why aren't there any women on this forum anyway?"

- August

this stirkes me as kingof paternalisitic actually i mean i agree but

[NewLeft]

That's why no one takes me seriously in real life when I try and get involved... lol.

And why a lot of people have such negative views of socialism... we need to give a chick a chance (vote for me) :)

You go girl.


Something I feel guilty about: Lying to friends, saying I'm with family on Christmas when I'm really homealone, posting on revleft. :laugh:

[bcbm]

im with familythey just all went to bed and left me with beers and internet and lookingg thru vice for music to download

oh i have a new laptop too its cool being back in the 31st century again i guess

[NewLeft]

im with familythey just all went to bed and left me with beers and internet and lookingg thru vice for music to download

oh i have a new laptop too its cool being back in the 31st century again i guess

Cool, is there communism in the 31st century..

[Kitty_Paine]

You go girl.

Bahaha :laugh:



Something I feel guilty about: Lying to friends, saying I'm with family on Christmas when I'm really homealone, posting on revleft. :laugh:

It's okay, I'm staying up to see Santa... :)


Cool, is there communism in the 31st century..

It will be called Uber-neocommunism and it will be based off of the works of BioMarx, the cyborg of Marx brought back to teach us kickass next-level beats and dance moves...

I'm tired... :rolleyes:

[bcbm]

Cool, is there communism in the 31st century..

no

[NewLeft]

no

lol I love his responses... no. im piss drunk. bye.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

This thread sequence is like the best. :cool:

[Lanky Wanker]

Interests: Socialism, fitness, masturbation :laugh:

Masturbation will bring about socialism!

Trust me, if masturbation helped bring about socialism any faster, I'd have us at the final stage of communism already.

[Veovis]

It will be called Uber-neocommunism and it will be based off of the works of BioMarx, the cyborg of Marx brought back to teach us kickass next-level beats and dance moves...

I'm tired... :rolleyes:

Well, you can afford to take a nap, because you just won at Internet.

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Well, you can afford to take a nap, because you just won at Internet.

I always knew Internet was a game! I bet he can't wait until he gets his Super Winner Certificate in the mail and i interviewed by Anderson Cooper.

[The Stalinator]

A bit of an update... I started reading about concepts of digital immortality and gerontology which suggest I might live a whole lot longer than I thought. My anxiety over death is a bit lessened, but now something else is annoying me.

I've got some strange medical condition that causes me to black out and become dissociative in the middle of the day. I can't find anything that fits the description, but apparently a woman who went by the moniker of "Sybil" probably had it and her overeager doctor decided to diagnose her with dissociative identity disorder instead. It's a form of anemia.

Whenever I have an episode of it, people tend to think I'm sleeping in class. God, that mildly annoys me. Oh well. Also, Merry Christmas.

[Rafiq]

Jesus christ we need to purify this forum of the jackoffs.

I say we start a round 2 of purgings.

[Lanky Wanker]

Jesus christ we need to purify this forum of the jackoffs.

I say we start a round 2 of purgings.

I thought all this talk of jacking off hard worn down... guess I was wrong. :rolleyes:

[Leftsolidarity]

Jesus christ we need to purify this forum of the jackoffs.

I say we start a round 2 of purgings.

Relax comrade and rub one off. Maybe you won't be such a prick afterwards. :thumbup1:

[NewLeft]

Relax comrade and rub one off. Maybe you won't be such a prick afterwards. :thumbup1:

He feels guilty since he'd be the first to be purged!

[Kitty_Paine]

Relax comrade and rub one off. Maybe you won't be such a prick afterwards. :thumbup1:

*Falls out of bed giggling*

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Bahaha :laugh:



It's okay, I'm staying up to see Santa... :)



It will be called Uber-neocommunism and it will be based off of the works of BioMarx, the cyborg of Marx brought back to teach us kickass next-level beats and dance moves...

I'm tired... :rolleyes:
You got wit hon. I gotta say. I like your posts.:thumbup: You should host a news commentary show.

[Kitty_Paine]

Trust me, if masturbation helped bring about socialism any faster, I'd have us at the final stage of communism already.

I believe Leftsolidarity started a "Masterbation Enthusiast" tendency group, maybe you should consider membership. I feel as though if there was any truth to what you just stated then you would be a perfect fit. I believe you could exceed there, both intellectually and physically as you interact with other members exchanging technique, theory and the moral issues involved with vigorous masterbation. Consider it, it could enrich your personal time exponentially.

Tell Leftsolidarity you have my blessing and send my regards... :rolleyes:


Well, you can afford to take a nap, because you just won at Internet.

Well then... I don't know what to do now. What does one do when one has everything?

:lol:

Oh and I totally napped the hell out of today. Like less than 5 hours of daylight left when I arose from my slumber... A major victory in the name of the Lazy Ass and STFU I'm Sleeping Gods, I shall be well rewarded with divine favor and shiny trinkets :laugh:


You got wit hon. I gotta say. I like your posts.:thumbup: You should host a news commentary show.

I'm happy you think so :o

A news commentary show, lol... that would be something else.

Kitty's Konundrum 9pm on Wednesdays

"WTF?" - New York Post

"Please stop." - Larry King

"This shit doesn't even make any sense..." - Washington Post

[The Stalinator]

I found a video of Vladimir Lenin's corpse being bathed and I really want to share it on RevLeft but I'm worried all of you guys would think I'm a freak! I don't know what to do!

[Susurrus]

a. I think I've seen that too, and b. you think revlefters would consider that freakish? hahahahahahahahahaaaa no

[Veovis]

I found a video of Vladimir Lenin's corpse being bathed and I really want to share it on RevLeft but I'm worried all of you guys would think I'm a freak! I don't know what to do!

Aw, they should just put poor Lenin in the ground and be done with it. Something tells me that's what he would have wanted.

[The Stalinator]

a. I think I've seen that too, and b. you think revlefters would consider that freakish? hahahahahahahahahaaaa no

I find it really weird how there's a big piece of plaster over his dick. Like why? Is it missing? Are they trying to make it look bigger? Why?

[Susurrus]

I find it really weird how there's a big piece of plaster over his dick. Like why? Is it missing? Are they trying to make it look bigger? Why?

As I recall, the genital tissue decays very very quickly, so it would probably not resemble its former self. Also, probably just modesty.

[The Stalinator]

As I recall, the genital tissue decays very very quickly, so it would probably not resemble its former self. Also, probably just modesty.

Yeah, I suppose it's for the best. But my curiosity is really gnawing at me and now I'm starting to say too much

[Kitty_Paine]

Yeah, I suppose it's for the best. But my curiosity is really gnawing at me and now I'm starting to say too much

Don't worry, I don't think you're nearly there. You should see some of the things I say; not to mention the whole Masterbation Enthusiast group we have around here... lol.

The rabbit hole goes far deeper :rolleyes:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Don't worry, I don't think you're nearly there. You should see some of the things I say; not to mention the whole Masterbation Enthusiast group we have around here... lol.

The rabbit hole goes far deeper :rolleyes:
:laugh::laugh::laugh::laugh: well said! lol

[Agent Ducky]

Don't worry, I don't think you're nearly there. You should see some of the things I say; not to mention the whole Masterbation Enthusiast group we have around here... lol.

The rabbit hole goes far deeper :rolleyes:

And how about that one guy who used to take over RC with discussions about his ass hair? Dammit, I miss him.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

And how about that one guy who used to take over RC with discussions about his ass hair? Dammit, I miss him.
I'm lost, what is RC? isn't that a soda?

[Agent Ducky]

I'm lost, what is RC? isn't that a soda?

Reactionary Chatter. There used to be a thread in Opposing Ideologies for people to be silly and chat. It's now "Non-Political Discussion". And yes it is, indeed, a soda.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Yeah I feel ditzy.

[Kitty_Paine]

:laugh::laugh::laugh::laugh: well said! lol

*Curtsey* :p


And how about that one guy who used to take over RC with discussions about his ass hair? Dammit, I miss him.

Oh yeah, lol. Wasn't that UberNoodle? I can't remember... I miss Reactionary Chatter. It was my bread and butter, I am nothing without her. That's where I got the majority of my rep, lol. I can't help but feel somewhat responsible for its removal... I got my first infraction there I think, lol.


I'm lost, what is RC? isn't that a soda?

Terrible, terrible soda... stay away...


Yeah I feel ditzy.

Now you know how I feel everytime I comment on a serious topic here. I empathise with you... :D

And to stay on topic... lol *clears throat*

Ummm, I feel guilty about not more actively pursuing socialist and communist groups to take part in and actually do something usefull for the left. All I do is cause trouble for a few cops around here (lol) and act like a shit head... I'm useless to the cause so far. I've just been put off by my first attempts at trying to become more active I guess...

[Philosophis Pony]

Guilty.. hmm... definitely a recent one would be not standing up to my mother's friends who are pro fundamentalists.
Staying indoors for the past 2 weeks for sure... I once stayed indoors for a few months but that is not recent so I'm not sure if it counts.
A more important one would be I am guilty because I constantly philosophize and this causes me to jump from one leftist ideal to another specifically in the past 2 years, I see everyone else who seems so strong-willed in their beliefs and firmly grounded. I do not know if is just a habit of being a perfectionist but I always question my beliefs even when I am comfortable with it trying to find a flaw with it and I scrap it almost as if when I see it has a flaw with it I am no longer comfortable with my beliefs. I am running out of roadway so to speak and I do not know what to do about it at this point.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

*Curtsey* :p
*Returns the curtsey*




Oh yeah, lol. Wasn't that UberNoodle? I can't remember... I miss Reactionary Chatter. It was my bread and butter, I am nothing without her. That's where I got the majority of my rep, lol. I can't help but feel somewhat responsible for its removal... I got my first infraction there I think, lol.
Smart ass...



Terrible, terrible soda... stay away...
Eh, I miss Jolt I haven't had it in a while.



Now you know how I feel everytime I comment on a serious topic here. I empathise with you... :D
Well, I always feel dumb when I post anything. I should really stick to what I'm good at, sitting looking pretty.


And to stay on topic... lol *clears throat*
Ruining my fun? :(:p:rolleyes::rolleyes:



Ummm, I feel guilty about not more actively pursuing socialist and communist groups to take part in and actually do something usefull for the left. All I do is cause trouble for a few cops around here (lol) and act like a shit head... I'm useless to the cause so far. I've just been put off by my first attempts at trying to become more active I guess...
You know, I actually empathise with this so we are even!:thumbup:

[Kitty_Paine]

*Returns the curtsey*

I totally picture myself in a Victorian gown doing this. Except that would mean I would be in 19th century Europe probably, in an incredibly sexist time period and place. So I'd have to burn that mutha down!

I'd have a chat with Marx though, I wouldn't set him on fire. Unless he was an ass, but only after having him answer a few important questions... :p


Smart ass...

:rolleyes:


Eh, I miss Jolt I haven't had it in a while.

Jolt? Isn't that the Mountain Dew type drink that was out a few years back?

I try and avoid soda altogether. It gives me a headache and I get crazy on it, like an 6 year old might after a 2 liter. lol, don't give Kitty too much sugar!


Ruining my fun? :(:p:rolleyes::rolleyes:

:( That's is the last thing I would want to do, I am so... so... sorry :crying:


You know, I actually empathise with this so we are even!:thumbup:

While we're on the subject, have you ever been involved with groups as mentioned and felt as thogh they didn't take you seriously or talked down to you? Just wondering :p

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I totally picture myself in a Victorian gown doing this. Except that would mean I would be in 19th century Europe probably, in an incredibly sexist time period and place. So I'd have to burn that mutha down!

I'd have a chat with Marx though, I wouldn't set him on fire. Unless he was an ass, but only after having him answer a few important questions... :p

I have to admit that's hawt! (the burning it down)

Me, I'd go back to Frida Kahlo's era and be one of her lovers. lol.




:rolleyes:Ooooo chica, I like the way you roll your eyes at me.




Jolt? Isn't that the Mountain Dew type drink that was out a few years back?No, Jolt cola was big in the 1980's. But was still around in the 90's while I was growing up.


I try and avoid soda altogether. It gives me a headache and I get crazy on it, like an 6 year old might after a 2 liter. lol, don't give Kitty too much sugar!
You think you get crazy? You should see how get on tequila!



:( That's is the last thing I would want to do, I am so... so... sorry :crying:

It's all good hon. You make me smile anyhow.:)


While we're on the subject, have you ever been involved with groups as mentioned and felt as thogh they didn't take you seriously or talked down to you? Just wondering :p
Yeah, long story...

[Kitty_Paine]

I have to admit that's hawt! (the burning it down)

Me, I'd go back to Frida Kahlo's era and be one of her lovers. lol.

Oh, It would be hawt! lol, I love your dorky humor... :p The dresses would too, except for the whole 50 layers thing... and the fact that you're being crushed to death by a corset... and they're probably really warm, I dunno. I'd probably ditch them for something more practical... :lol:

I don't know much about Frida except that she died in a bus accident (?) and THAT is something I feel guilty about; not knowing anything about her (keeping the mods off our backs, lol).

*looks around*



Ooooo chica, I like the way you roll your eyes at me.

You sould see me roll them in real life, I've gotten super good at it due to my sarcastic nature and feeling the need to constantly get under some people's skin, lol.



No, Jolt cola was big in the 1980's. But was still around in the 90's while I was growing up.

Oh, well... that explains why I've never heard of it. I must be thinking of like... Surge? Or... something.... I dunno



You think you get crazy? You should see how get on tequila!

lol, I believe you. I haven't had that in a long time, I'm afriad of its powers... :lol:



Yeah, long story...

lol, you don't have to say anything more, I understand I think. I've just run into discouraging situations myself trying to "get involved", probably mostly due to my age but I couldn't help but feel it was because I was a young girl, and not simply because of age. I dunno, maybe I'm crazy or paranoid, lol.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Oh, It would be hawt! lol, I love your dorky humor... :p The dresses would too, except for the whole 50 layers thing... and the fact that you're being crushed to death by a corset... and they're probably really warm, I dunno. I'd probably ditch them for something more practical... :lol:Eh, my typical outfit is skinny jeans and a cute top and my black leather biker jacket with it's usual pin. Like you said, practical. (Pssst with a hint of badass, but don't tell anyone lol)


I don't know much about Frida except that she died in a bus accident (?) and THAT is something I feel guilty about; not knowing anything about her (keeping the mods off our backs, lol). You should look her up. She was a fucking awesome artist.


*looks around* Psst, is the coast clear?



You sould see me roll them in real life, I've gotten super good at it due to my sarcastic nature and feeling the need to constantly get under some people's skin, lol. I have a feeling, if we were in the same city you'd probably be one of my friends, just a hunch.;)

If someone can get under my skin they must have something to them. Same with people who can out do me in an argument. Those are the people I'd rather be around.



Oh, well... that explains why I've never heard of it. I must be thinking of like... Surge? Or... something.... I dunno Ewwww I remember that! Jolt however is still around (although a lot less common) and it is these days usually in large cans shaped like batteries.



lol, I believe you. I haven't had that in a long time, I'm afraid of its powers... :lol: You know, it's considered dangerous to give a Mexican tequila.



lol, you don't have to say anything more, I understand I think. I've just run into discouraging situations myself trying to "get involved", probably mostly due to my age but I couldn't help but feel it was because I was a young girl, and not simply because of age. I dunno, maybe I'm crazy or paranoid, lol.I'm not surprised. Growing up my dad was one of the prominent leaders in Milwaukee's latino community and I was raised amongst prominent activists most of my life. Even I still felt alienated based off age gap. Also there are many aspects of me my dad has had a hard time with on his road toward accepting me. His views are progressive and left wing but with some macho bullshit. He has a pre-stonewall mentality, which is starting to change, and his views on many feminist issues are somewhat backwards. I guess I found my niche in the anarchist movement where I can be a little more distant.

[The Dark Side of the Moon]

telling people how much weed costs, apparently i smoke it now.

makes me mad, i have not seen it, and dont plan on it in the near near future(or at least until hockey is over):laugh:

just kidding i will never touch the stuff
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[Zostrianos]

Listening to old school West Coast hiphop. Yes, a lot of the lyrics are violent and sexist, but it's so smooth and funky I can't help it :blushing:

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Two things I did today.

I was working as the person that hands out your food today. I was so tired at work and the customers were being assholes all day and someone ordered a salad. Now remember I don't know who the person is until I hand them the food. I went back to go get the salad and I grab it only to see the sticker said it was expired(Yesterday was the last day to serve it). I saw the other salads and they were all good but I thought to myself "Fuck these customers, haha, strike back" so I just rip that sticker off and act like nothing happened. Only I get up to the counter to give it to the customer and it turns out to be some old guy who is super excited to be getting his salad and is thanking me so earnestly and I'm trying to act nice but inside I was thinking that that was fucked up.

At my job I see a lot of people that I used to know from highschool. So today I saw this girl that was in one of my classes who I hated so badly. She was one of those really preppy hot girls who was really mean to anyone who was not popular, just the most stereotypical mean girl in the world. And I saw her today after so many years and she was fat. I wanted to laugh at her so hard and call her a fat ass because she constantly made fun of my fat friend and helped make him insecure in highschool. So yeah, I like it when bad things happen to people that I hate.

[∞]

Killing them.

[Leftsolidarity]

When I for some reason try to stop people from shoplifting from the grocery store I work at. I'm a bagger (among other things) so if there is stuff at the bottom of the cart when someone is going through the line you are supposed to ask the cashier "Did you get the [random product] at the bottom of the cart?" and then they go "Oh, I did not. Lets ring that up."

Then I feel like an asshole and have no idea why I said it. If they get off with it from that god damn store, good for them. Fuck the store I work at.

I've been getting better at not saying it anymore though and have let a number of people through that may or may not have paid for all of their stuff. That makes me feel good.

[Pretty Flaco]

I wouldn't say that I feel guilty about this, but I hate that I lost some of my old friends. There wasn't really a reason why I stopped talking to them, it's just that we drifted apart. Wish that wouldn't have happened.

[A Revolutionary Tool]

Laughing at inappropriate jokes. I'll give you an example. Recently my cousin got shot 4 times and the doctors said that he would probably never walk again. His brother and I were drinking the other day and he tells me "Hey you know his birthday is coming up soon, you know what I'm going to get him? A nice pair of Jordan's." I almost died laughing even though it was pretty fucked up. :laugh:

[TheGodlessUtopian]

Listening to the same song five times in a row...I know I should listen to something else but it was so damn addicting!

When I try and solicit sexual favors from someone who isn't ready...and continously try to do so throughout the day.

[Susurrus]

Listening to the same song five times in a row...I know I should listen to something else but it was so damn addicting!


This when I'm sleep deprived.

[Ostrinski]

Listening to old school West Coast hiphop. Yes, a lot of the lyrics are violent and sexist, but it's so smooth and funky I can't help it :blushing:I share your vice, comrade. NWA lives forever.

[ColonelCossack]

Not saying goodbye properly to my great granddad.


I'll never have a chance to now.

[Susurrus]

I was on Youtube when I saw a video called "5 SCOTS UNDER ATTACK AFGHANISTAN." It was then that the curiosity forged in me an iron-willed temptation to watch this video, for the sole reason of finding out what a Scotsman really sounds like in combat.

[∞]

Killing ALL of them.