Crying...

[¿Que?]

So, I have this thing where sometimes I get really depressed and I feel like crying, but can't. Then, recently, I was watching a movie about the history of Argentina, and when they got to the part where Evita Peron dies of cancer, I actually lost it for a little bit, and actually some tear drops fell from my eyes. Now, I'm no Peronista by any means, and I really don't understand why I got so emotional. Point is, I sort of like that feeling, it's cathartic and well, it makes me feel good to break down that wall and just let it out.

So, if there's a song, or a story, or video or something, that you think might touch that evasive place in my heart to make me lose it, I would really like to hear it. I feel like a good cry would make me feel nice, actually, like relieved that all the bullshit has finally come out. Sort of like taking a massive emotional shit, so to speak.

Then again, I seriously doubt any of you know me well enough to be able to find that button. I mean, I would have never in a million years thought I would be crying over the death of Eva Peron, but whatever, there's some weird shit going on deep inside my psyche. Some deep, weird, culturally ambiguous shit. I've also cried before when hearing "John Walker Blues" but I don't think that's gonna do it tonight.

So, post some really emo, depressing shit here, and if you can make me cry, I'll give you mad rep for whatever, some random post somewhere else. Seriously. I think I need this...and don't judge me, I'm a sensitive guy, and I like my emotions, they don't scare me too much.

Good luck!

EDIT: I'm also drinking alone, so that'll give you guys an advantage.

[Ele'ill]

I don't want to make you cry.

Edit- Something that's making me feel sad right now is remembering the last minutes I spent with a friend who was killed in a car accident a year later. I went to visit and I remember saying goodbye and seeing her standing there with her arms folded (it was cold out) wearing a button up shirt. She was sad to see me go. I remember her smile. She was a gorgeous person. The one thing that haunted me and still does to an extent is remembering the pressure of her hand and arm on my back when we hugged goodbye. It was also impossible to watch a childhood video of us and to look at pictures- I tried but couldn't do it.

Although poorly written, writing that just now took my breath away twice. Does that happen to anybody else?

[¿Que?]

I don't want to make you cry.
I mean, don't make me cry in like, WOW, that was totally shitty, it makes me want to cry. I mean, in like, a nice, emotional release kind of cry.
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EDIT: Not like in I've been defeated, I want to cry because I've been fucked over so much. More like, oh, life is so beautiful and tragic, type cry.

Something like this (repost I know)
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[TC]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18gDQU2gNkg = listen to at your own peril

[¿Que?]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18gDQU2gNkg = listen to at your own peril
Well, if I imagine a certain person as singing that to me, I can see the potential, but no. Nice song though, thank!:)

[kitsune]

I don't know if this is the sort of thing you're looking for, but that En Esta Tarde Gris video made me think of this gorgeous animation.

Thought of You by Ryan Woodward
Song: The Weepies - World Spins Madly On

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[Mannimarco]

Here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns-fQRnm9sk

I love a good cry too, bro. ;_;

[Broletariat]

If you've got time for an entire album try The Antlers - Hospice it's deep shit man.

[Mannimarco]

Here's another one.

I think this one is better for you than the last one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWIdE-qR1aQ

EDIT: I don't know why I didn't bring this up early. This is the best song I know of for crying. In almost brings me to tears everytime I listen to it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftvpi-6Z6qw

[¿Que?]

Here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns-fQRnm9sk

I love a good cry too, bro. ;_;
You're alright Manni. I don't know who were the dickwads that gave you all that negative rep, but you seem like an alright guy to me. I'm no stalinist or anything, but I don't get all butthurt over sectarian shit anyway. :)

[gorillafuck]

I had a friend who used to self mutilate and had depression but she stopped being my friend despite my efforts. That means I have no way of knowing if she's been okay lately:(

[¿Que?]

I had a friend who used to self mutilate and had depression but she stopped being my friend despite my efforts. That means I have no way of knowing if she's been okay lately:(
Yeah, that's depressing. But, nothing's really doing it. Besides, all this beer is getting me emotionally numb.

[Ele'ill]

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[¿Que?]

what's that song that's all sleepy time, I think Il Medico posted it one time. It's some indie band. Anyone can help me find it?

EDIT: This one:
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[Mannimarco]

You're alright Manni. I don't know who were the dickwads that gave you all that negative rep, but you seem like an alright guy to me. I'm no stalinist or anything, but I don't get all butthurt over sectarian shit anyway. :)

Thanks, I appreciate that.

Did you manage to cry?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uim2jZHZ3YU

[Ele'ill]

what's that song that's all sleepy time, I think Il Medico posted it one time. It's some indie band. Anyone can help me find it?

EDIT: This one:
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NO, It's THIS one..

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[¿Que?]

Thanks, I appreciate that.

Did you manage to cry?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uim2jZHZ3YU
Nah, I think that Xanax and the alcohol are numbing me emotionally, and I'm just like blah, whatever. But I'm listening to that King Crimson song and I'm diggin' it. :)

EDIT: You're getting dangerously close, though, manni.

[Mannimarco]

Nah, I think that Xanax and the alcohol are numbing me emotionally, and I'm just like blah, whatever. But I'm listening to that King Crimson song and I'm diggin' it. :)

EDIT: You're getting dangerously close, though, manni.

Ah, I know you asked for music, but if you have spare time, I'd recommend watching Che(the film) Part II. The film is overall is extremely depressing, and I don't know how any leftist cannot be hit emotionally when they shoot Che near the end.

[¿Que?]

Ah, I know you asked for music, but if you have spare time, I'd recommend watching Che(the film) Part II. The film is overall is extremely depressing, and I don't know how any leftist cannot be hit emotionally when they shoot Che near the end.
Yes, I've seen that. I'm too drunk, though, I'd probably pass out before I get to the end...

[Ele'ill]

You could always just fast forward to it.

[¿Que?]

You could always just fast forward to it.
I just think I'm getting all emotional because people posted here, and it's making me feel like people actually give a fuck, because ultimately:
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[gorillafuck]

I had a friend who used to self mutilate and had depression but she stopped being my friend despite my efforts. That means I have no way of knowing if she's been okay lately:(
Great, now I just reminded myself and now I'm really worried:(

[Mannimarco]

Here's a song that I wrote, recorded and preformed myself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbajBfmG3qo

It's not that good, but kind of sad.

[¿Que?]

Great, now I just reminded myself and now I'm really worried:(
Well, you know, the last time I got really concerned about someone, they got all pissed off because apparently I crossed some boundary, so whatever :/

[¿Que?]

Here's a song that I wrote, recorded and preformed myself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbajBfmG3qo

It's not that good, but kind of sad.
That's pretty good. Here's my mashup of lionel richie and dead prez.
http://socialcritique.posterous.com/same-remix-a-little-further-along

[Mannimarco]

That's pretty good. Here's my mashup of lionel richie and dead prez.
http://socialcritique.posterous.com/same-remix-a-little-further-along


I like it. Very high quality song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1h1oRP7FfBw

^ By the Kinks. Thought it was somewhat sad.

[Mannimarco]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaRNrDaoMqw

[Lacrimi de Chiciură]

I agree; crying is wonderful in some ways.

This picture made me cry:

http://polarbearface.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/skeleton-lovers.jpg

These are the most depressing music videos I could muster up:

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[A Revolutionary Tool]

I remember one time I was lying in bed listening to a live performance of "Shake my Shit" by The Nightwatchman, where he really got down playing with his teeth and then killed it with this awesomely beautiful solo, and a few tears actually started streaming down my face. Was insane, I hadn't shed a tear in such a long time.

[Salyut]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHpYXIwYli8
:crying:

[REVLEFT'S BIEGGST MATSER TROL]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpf2hsZGsJM&feature=related

Its a commercial, but I always found it so sad and touching.

[Sasha]

drink whiskey, watch the movie "in the name of the father" and play this song as loud as you can.
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i'm not even irish and it makes me all emotional....

[Pirate Utopian]

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Or was it just for music?

[synthesis]

That's pretty good. Here's my mashup of lionel richie and dead prez.
http://socialcritique.posterous.com/same-remix-a-little-further-along

I like it. Did you pitch shift to get vocals to match the song's pitch, or just for the tempo? If it sounded off-key, I got you; if it was for the tempo, you can manipulate that without changing the pitch.

[¿Que?]

Or was it just for music?
Nah, it's basically anything...


I like it. Did you pitch shift to get vocals to match the song's pitch, or just for the tempo? If it sounded off-key, I got you; if it was for the tempo, you can manipulate that without changing the pitch.
It was my first try and I didn't really know what I was doing. It was to match the tempo, but also, sort of to "screw" it. Are you familiar with the term.

I used garage band, and in that respect it's no very good. If you change the tempo too much, it can retain the pitch, but it also sounds choppy and well, just sort of odd.

[synthesis]

Audacity is good for that kind of stuff. There's "Pitch Shift," "Tempo Shift" and "Speed Shift," the second of which is what you want. I get what you mean about screwed but 1. the vocals aren't deep enough and 2. intuitively, when I hear "screwed" I also want to hear "chopped," if that makes sense - i.e., those little DJ loops and such.

But I've never used Garage Band; a friend of mine does some really good screw/chops on Audacity, and it's pretty user-friendly, in my experience. It's not as thorough as Pro Tools, but it'll do the trick.

[¿Que?]

Audacity is good for that kind of stuff. There's "Pitch Shift," "Tempo Shift" and "Speed Shift," the second of which is what you want. I get what you mean about screwed but 1. the vocals aren't deep enough and 2. intuitively, when I hear "screwed" I also want to hear "chopped," if that makes sense - i.e., those little DJ loops and such.

But I've never used Garage Band; a friend of mine does some really good screw/chops on Audacity, and it's pretty user-friendly, in my experience. It's not as thorough as Pro Tools, but it'll do the trick.
I'll try it out if I ever get back into doing music. I did that stuff over the summer, when I didn't have much to do. I should've probably been reading, but whatever.

And I know what you mean by chopped. That shit was invented in my state, so now you know where I'm from:lol:

[HEAD ICE]

This is the only song that has made me cry, maybe it will do the same for you. Such a powerful song, you can truly feel his pain. Makes me want to lose it everytime.

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[Amphictyonis]

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[Aloysius]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKg2b8glcpA

If you know the story behind that song, it's a thousand times sadder.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TNXL6iL3wU

[DecDoom]

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If you've ever had a dog, you'll be crying by the end of this. :crying:

[Il Medico]

This song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhT09ftI7uY) is probably my favorite music I've heard from a TV show. Sad, but slightly happy at the same time.

If you are looking for something that will bring a tear to your eye, not because it is sad, but just beautiful these (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQVeaIHWWck) two (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1-TrAvp_xs&feature=related)are it.

And this song:
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does it for me, but more so because of a nostalgic touch it seems to carry from a certain time in my life that was very good. Doubt it will do anything for you.

[Nwoye]

beautiful song + heart wrenching video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I30H7mhfLe8

Also,

http://pogpog.com/v/8-month-old-deaf-babys-reaction-to-cochlear-implant-being-activated/

[Raúl Duke]

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[Raúl Duke]

This song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhT09ftI7uY) is probably my favorite music I've heard from a TV show. Sad, but slightly happy at the same time.

If you are looking for something that will bring a tear to your eye, not because it is sad, but just beautiful these (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQVeaIHWWck) two (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1-TrAvp_xs&feature=related)are it.

And this song:
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does it for me, but more so because of a nostalgic touch it seems to carry from a certain time in my life that was very good. Doubt it will do anything for you.


That song right there....

That's a special song to me. Why yu posted it for this man?

[¿Que?]

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Volví sin poder llegar:crying:

EDIT: GODDAMNIT, they cut the end of the song off. Way to ruin the mood!!!

[Vanguard1917]

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=banXT6azA-4)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=banXT6azA-4
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=banXT6azA-4)

How do you put youtube vids up again?

[Il Medico]

That song right there....

That's a special song to me. Why yu posted it for this man?
Two things:

1.What?

2 Are you drunk mate?

[kitsune]

How do you put youtube vids up again?

Delete the http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= part of the url and just put the banXT6azA-4 part in the tags.

[Vanguard1917]

Delete the http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= part of the url and just put the banXT6azA-4 part in the tags.

Ah, i see. Thanks.