I feel like I know nothing

[CynicalIdealist]

Hey revleft.

I've lived a slightly interesting life. My parents put me through a hippy progressive private school until the end of 2nd grade. I spent 3rd-4th grade in a crap public school, where my 4th grade teacher got sick, got replaced by several substitutes and I was under so much emotional stress that I got homeschooled for the second half of 4th-first half of 6th. Due to Aspergers Syndrome, I then went to a private school for "different" students with their own varying hardships. Not wanting to be overwhelmed like I was in 3rd and 4th, I went to a small charter school for high school.

Combine my hectic, somewhat inconsistent life choices, crappy educational experiences, Aspergers Syndrome and sometimes inattention to work and I ultimately feel pretty lost. I was also an incredibly whiny child who refused to do anything constituting work, and thus became pretty dependent on my parents for everything and never had much in the way of friends. I've been improving on the friends' front lately, but I still feel like I wasted much of my life as an atomized, awkward, aspie video game player.

Sometimes I feel like there are certain connections and links others draw between concepts that I simply don't, if I'm explaining myself well enough. I wish I could come up with some examples, but none come to mind atm. Also, I'm terrible with micromanagement, art, and research among other things.

So... I guess I need basic life experience and basic knowledge, basically. :laugh: Any ideas on where to start? I don't mean to suggest that I'm a blank slate, but that my knowledge base and experience... "base?" aren't as coherent as those of most people. Maybe in the knowledge regard that's a good thing, but who knows.

Anyway, I hope that at least made sense.

[Comrade1]

Hey revleft.

I've lived a slightly interesting life. My parents put me through a hippy progressive private school until the end of 2nd grade. I spent 3rd-4th grade in a crap public school, where my 4th grade teacher got sick, got replaced by several substitutes and I was under so much emotional stress that I got homeschooled for the second half of 4th-first half of 6th. Due to Aspergers Syndrome, I then went to a private school for "different" students with their own varying hardships. Not wanting to be overwhelmed like I was in 3rd and 4th, I went to a small charter school for high school.

Combine my hectic, somewhat inconsistent life choices, crappy educational experiences, Aspergers Syndrome and sometimes inattention to work and I ultimately feel pretty lost. I was also an incredibly whiny child who refused to do anything constituting work, and thus became pretty dependent on my parents for everything and never had much in the way of friends. I've been improving on the friends' front lately, but I still feel like I wasted much of my life as an atomized, awkward, aspie video game player.

Sometimes I feel like there are certain connections and links others draw between concepts that I simply don't, if I'm explaining myself well enough. I wish I could come up with some examples, but none come to mind atm. Also, I'm terrible with micromanagement, art, and research among other things.

So... I guess I need basic life experience and basic knowledge, basically. :laugh: Any ideas on where to start? I don't mean to suggest that I'm a blank slate, but that my knowledge base and experience... "base?" aren't as coherent as those of most people. Maybe in the knowledge regard that's a good thing, but who knows.

Anyway, I hope that at least made sense.
hmmmmm....... Try a job, and get money, and SAVE! then moved out lol

[Ele'ill]

I feel like I know nothing

You know about what you've been through in life so far.


So... I guess I need basic life experience and basic knowledge, basically. :laugh: Any ideas on where to start?What are you interested in? What are the top things you enjoy doing?



I don't mean to suggest that I'm a blank slate, but that my knowledge base and experience... "base?" aren't as coherent as those of most people. Maybe in the knowledge regard that's a good thing, but who knows.I think the more time you spend on this site the more resources you'll learn about to better your position in regards to knowledge base.


Also just to clarify- are you looking for advice in regards to 'life' or 'politics'? Both?

[ellipsis]

Chess club. Everybody who plays chess is a little off so, no offence but it sounds like you would fit right in at a chess club.

Check out your local food not bombs chapters, they are very welcoming. Every body in my chapter is half bat shit crazy and we still chill with "aspies" as you put it. I think food not bombs would be a good experiance.

[Decolonize The Left]

Hey revleft.

I've lived a slightly interesting life. My parents put me through a hippy progressive private school until the end of 2nd grade. I spent 3rd-4th grade in a crap public school, where my 4th grade teacher got sick, got replaced by several substitutes and I was under so much emotional stress that I got homeschooled for the second half of 4th-first half of 6th. Due to Aspergers Syndrome, I then went to a private school for "different" students with their own varying hardships. Not wanting to be overwhelmed like I was in 3rd and 4th, I went to a small charter school for high school.

Combine my hectic, somewhat inconsistent life choices, crappy educational experiences, Aspergers Syndrome and sometimes inattention to work and I ultimately feel pretty lost. I was also an incredibly whiny child who refused to do anything constituting work, and thus became pretty dependent on my parents for everything and never had much in the way of friends. I've been improving on the friends' front lately, but I still feel like I wasted much of my life as an atomized, awkward, aspie video game player.

Sometimes I feel like there are certain connections and links others draw between concepts that I simply don't, if I'm explaining myself well enough. I wish I could come up with some examples, but none come to mind atm. Also, I'm terrible with micromanagement, art, and research among other things.

So... I guess I need basic life experience and basic knowledge, basically. :laugh: Any ideas on where to start? I don't mean to suggest that I'm a blank slate, but that my knowledge base and experience... "base?" aren't as coherent as those of most people. Maybe in the knowledge regard that's a good thing, but who knows.

Anyway, I hope that at least made sense.

It sounds like you are in need of structure, motivation, and creative outlets. I guess it would be important to know what your living/working situation is at the moment. Are you at home with your parents? Sharing a house with others? On the street? Squatting?

In short from what you've said, I would want to know what you like to do creatively. Do you enjoy painting, writing, drawing, playing/making music, what? Whatever you respond, this is what I would encourage you to pursue as best you can. Look online for local clubs/open mics/open reads, free/cheap classes, etc... Buy yourself some supplies and just start making stuff. Don't worry if you think it's good or not, the simple act of creating something will feel satisfying enough - perhaps enough to encourage you to do more.

If you are not interested in working a job, even part-time, you may consider volunteering somewhere. You should be able to find ample opportunities for you to give your labor to some institution/case whereby you may find that working with people is something you're interested in.

If you're looking for a job, you're in a big, big, big, pond with a lot of fishes at the moment - some bigger than you, some small. Regardless, if you tell your parents that you want to work and ask them to tell their friends, most likely someone can slide you into some part-time position doing something, even if it's stuffing envelopes.

You will find that when you actively pursue things you like, you will meet people like-minded and make friends. You will also find that when you get a job, your co-workers become your friends to some degree. Your first post is a little confusing so if you respond with more information, I'm sure more people can provide help.

- August

[ev]

I wish I had August instead of Nietzsche...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1tXhJniSEc

[Bitter Ashes]

The DIY forum's more to do with making stuff, so I suppose it's worth asking if that interests you. Learning skills to release you from the consumerist lifestyle of working to buy. There's certain things we all need like food, shelter, warmth, entertainment, clothing, etc that we pay money for. Anything there that you fancy replacing? :) If so, then ask away.

The added bonus is that with these skills and this knowledge you can use it for mutual aid to make other lives better too and try coax some of the skills and knowledge from your comrades to contribute too. Gift economy in action, like!

[PopoSmash!]

Quite a coincidence, as I planned on making a post regarding the same topic. You see, I'm an aspie as well

[Decolonize The Left]

The DIY forum's more to do with making stuff, so I suppose it's worth asking if that interests you. Learning skills to release you from the consumerist lifestyle of working to buy. There's certain things we all need like food, shelter, warmth, entertainment, clothing, etc that we pay money for. Anything there that you fancy replacing? :) If so, then ask away.

The added bonus is that with these skills and this knowledge you can use it for mutual aid to make other lives better too and try coax some of the skills and knowledge from your comrades to contribute too. Gift economy in action, like!

It is mutual aid and DIY. Given that there's nowhere on the forum to make threads such as this, I think this forum is the appropriate place...

Also, the description of the forum reads:

Forum to ask comrades for advice, instructions, and/or material aid to deal with the practical problems that arise while living under a capitalist system -- as well as to offer it to others, and to organise joint efforts such as strike funds etc. Also a practical forum for community advice, activist tips, and information on how to improve your life outside of capitalism (DIY).

- August

[Rooster]

How old are you?

[Frosty Weasel]

Try to look for a community garden coop or other volunteer work. You'll make friends and gain some good life experience.


Check out your local food not bombs chapters, they are very welcoming. Every body in my chapter is half bat shit crazy and we still chill with "aspies" as you put it. I think food not bombs would be a good experiance. I second this.