Esperanza: Who is she? And how do we fight her?

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

It has come to my attention that this crazy woman has been posting on revleft (especially in chit chat) and spreading her insanity. Her name is Esperanza Xochitl. Who is she and what do we do about her?

[Pirate Utopian]

She's kinda attention starved as she keeps making threads about herself.

[scarletghoul]

yeah

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Yeah! I hear she is extremely vain and self absorbed and selfish.

[Dimentio]

Ignore her and she will probably disappear...

Hate threads like this.


Yeah! I hear she is extremely vain and self absorbed and selfish.

Observant. ;)

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Ignore her and she will probably disappear...

Hate threads like this.



Observant. ;)
I hear she is invisible anyways.;)

[Il Medico]

She's the fifth horsewoman of the Apocalypse, there is no fighting her. :scared:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

She's the fifth horsewoman of the Apocalypse, there is no fighting her. :scared:
If you look at her in the eyes you will feel a warm lustful feeling and then spontaneously burst into flames.

[Raúl Duke]

you will feel a warm lustful feeling

doesn't sound too shabby

[the last donut of the night]

doesn't sound too shabby

yeah not too bad, wouldn't mind that

[Mannimarco]

Purge her for being an anarcho-feminist, which makes no sense, because all anarchists are chauvinist pigs who love rape and hate women.

[John "Eh" MacDonald]

Purge her for being an anarcho-feminist, which makes no sense, because all anarchists are chauvinist pigs who love rape and hate women.

What he said.:rolleyes:

(seriously, are you joking?)

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Purge her for being an anarcho-feminist, which makes no sense, because all anarchists are chauvinist pigs who love rape and hate women.
Emma Goldman should slap you across the face.:thumbup:

[Il Medico]

What he said.:rolleyes:

(seriously, are you joking?)
I'd say no guessing by their rep.

[Mannimarco]

What he said.:rolleyes:

(seriously, are you joking?)

Are you? :laugh:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Are you? :laugh:
Are you drunk or are you always this much of an asshole?

[Mannimarco]

Are you drunk or are you always this much of an asshole?

I don't drink alcohol. All I need is my poppy tea.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I don't drink alcohol. All I need is my poppy tea.
Why don't you go shoot your veins up with some H then?

[Mannimarco]

Why don't you go shoot your veins up with some H then?

No one dealing it in my area. Have to grow the poppies myself.

Whenever Trotskyists troll my srs bsns threads, I hit the poppy tea to not burst a blood vessel.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

No one dealing it in my area. Have to grow the poppies myself.

Whenever Trotskyists troll my srs bsns threads, I hit the poppy tea to not burst a blood vessel.
I used to be tied to an opiate addiction. Withdraws suck!

[Mannimarco]

I used to be tied to an opiate addiction. Withdraws suck!

Never had to withdraw, I plan my consumption, you see, based on how much I have and how much I will have. :cool:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Never had to withdraw, I plan my consumption, you see, based on how much I have and how much I will have. :cool:
If a harvest is like bad or whatever, what happens then?

[Mannimarco]

If a harvest is like bad or whatever, what happens then?
supplement the opium with OTC codeine to face off the brunt of it, if that doesn't work, resign myself to my fate.

[Amphictyonis]

Heroin is so cool. Hep-C and AIDS are even funner. Jail and prison are fun too. But seriously, AA/NA meetings are what keep me from doing drugs. The thought of ever having to go to another meeting repulses me. Church on acid those meetings are. Bad things in those meetings.

[Nuvem]

Lots of reputable, committed contributors to the struggle in this thread, I see.

[KC]

Who the fuck is this

[Blackscare]

Lots of reputable, committed contributors to the struggle in this thread, I see.


As a recovering addict, I'd like to say fuck you. People do stupid shit with their lives, they either fix them or they die or live miserable existences. Get over it, it's not a moral thing, it's medical and genetic.

[Nuvem]

No, it's not a moral thing. But I don't think there's a gene that will compel anyone inexorably to abuse substances. Regular abuse of opium for recreational or stress-relieving purposes is, to my knowledge, not a phenomenon caused by any particular strand in the human DNA. Furthermore, what we're looking at here is a careful and conscious effort on the part of an individual to abuse opium in just enough quantity to avoid severe addiction or withdrawal- this isn't some junkie who's a victim of circumstance or material conditions or any other bullshit like that. It's just a Stalinist punk who has to tough it out if he can't get his daily dose of opiates.

You can get snippy with me all you want, but the fact remains that regular abuse of opiates or other powerful drugs makes one worthless to the struggle. Smoke weed, get shitfaced drunk now and then, I don't give a fuck...but ritual or physical dependence on an opiate is political suicide, including- maybe even especially- among revolutionaries. Deal with it. That's cold, hard reality for anyone committed to the struggle and who doesn't plan to be an armchair revolutionary forever.

[Magón]

No, it's not a moral thing. But I don't think there's a gene that will compel anyone inexorably to abuse substances. Regular abuse of opium for recreational or stress-relieving purposes is, to my knowledge, not a phenomenon caused by any particular strand in the human DNA. Furthermore, what we're looking at here is a careful and conscious effort on the part of an individual to abuse opium in just enough quantity to avoid severe addiction or withdrawal- this isn't some junkie who's a victim of circumstance or material conditions or any other bullshit like that. It's just a Stalinist punk who has to tough it out if he can't get his daily dose of opiates.

You can get snippy with me all you want, but the fact remains that regular abuse of opiates or other powerful drugs makes one worthless to the struggle. Smoke weed, get shitfaced drunk now and then, I don't give a fuck...but ritual or physical dependence on an opiate is political suicide, including- maybe even especially- among revolutionaries. Deal with it. That's cold, hard reality for anyone committed to the struggle and who doesn't plan to be an armchair revolutionary forever.

Replace ritual with recreational, and BAM, you've got me baby! :thumbup:

[Mannimarco]

What exactly do you think stops drug users from contributing to the movement in a meaningful way? Do we just magicly become useless?

I'm not high 100% of my life.

[Raúl Duke]

A stalinist "junkie?"

Who may be about to get into an argument with a "revolutionaries should approximate monks" kind of person on the side opposite to where quite a few prominent stalinists here stand?

Mannimarco, you're officially my only favorite stalinist for now. (perhaps)

If you brought your A game to the drug-related threads in OI I would have single-handily giving you enough rep to wipe out all the negative rep you got...maybe.

[Jalapeno Enema]

But I don't think there's a gene that will compel anyone inexorably to abuse substances.

When scientists look for "addiction genes," what they are really looking for are biological differences that may make someone more or less vulnerable to addiction.

It may be harder for people with certain genes to quit once they start. Or they may experience more severe withdrawal symptoms if they try to quit. Factors that make it harder to become addicted also may be genetic. For example, an individual may feel sick from a drug that makes other people feel good.source (http://learn.genetics.utah.edu/content/addiction/genetics/)

The study of genetics and genotypes has indicated that genetics is by far the primary factor to addiction.

The mapping of the human genome has discovered the effects of about 0.25% of all DNA basepairs, and already genetics that make alcohol cravings stronger, effect alcoholic flush reaction (involved when metabolizing alcohol, affect nicotine dependence, etc, etc.


Still being studied is a marker referred to as the dopamine D2 receptor, which Blum and co-workers (32) found to be present more often in alcoholics than in nonalcoholics (also see 33). In animal studies, the dopamine D2 receptor had been associated with brain functions relating to reward, reinforcement, and motivation. However, a number of researchers have been unable to duplicate the results of Blum's study (34,35).

Some researchers believe dopamine D2 might modulate the severity of alcoholism, rather than serve as a primary cause. The dopamine D2 association continues to be interesting, but it does not seem to be transmitted in families in such a way that it is responsible for alcoholism; its role, if any, has yet to be determined (36).

To search the human genome for specific genes related to alcoholism, researchers employ two experimental techniques. The first, the candidate gene approach, involves hypothesizing that particular genes are related to the physiology of alcoholism and then individually testing these genes for linkage (37).

The second approach, scanning of the human genome, involves characterizing, piece by piece, the entire length of DNA and finding ge nes that relate to alcoholism, without proposing candidate genes.source (http://alcoholism.about.com/cs/alerts/l/blnaa18.htm)


The A1 allele of the dopamine receptor gene DRD2 is more common in people addicted to alcohol or cocaine.

Increased expression of the Mpdz gene results in mice experiencing less severe withdrawal symptoms from sedative-hypnotic drugs such as barbiturates.

Mice bred to lack the cannabinoid receptor gene Cnr1 have a reduced reward response to morphine.

Mice bred to lack the serotonin receptor gene Htr1b are more attracted to cocaine and alcohol.

Mice bred to lack the β2 subunit of nicotinic cholinergic receptors have a reduced reward response to cocaine.

Mice with low levels of neuropeptide Y drink more alcohol, whereas those with higher levels tend to abstain.

Fruit flies mutated to be unable to synthesize tyramine remain sedate even after repeated doses of cocaine.

Mice mutated with a defective Per2 gene drink three times more alcohol than normal.

Non-smokers are more likely than smokers to carry a protective gene, CYP2A6, which causes them to feel more nausea and dizziness from smoking.

Alcoholism is rare in people with two copies of the ALDH*2 gene variation.

Mice with the Creb gene "knocked-out" are less likely to develop morphine dependence

[Fawkes]

Yeah, I'm a perfect example of biological resistance to addiction. I smoked a 1-2 packs a day for 2-3 years and I literally never once developed a physical addiction to nicotine, nor did I notice any physical withdrawal (for lack of a better term) after I abruptly quit cold turkey. Not once did I ever feel the need to have a cigarette for the nicotine, merely for the pleasure/habit of doing it.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I am avoiding slipping up and falling back into it by a masochistic will. Also my fiance would kill someone if they brought that stuff around me as he is very protective.

[Jalapeno Enema]

I got an early x-mas gift; pretty expensive, fine cigars.

Nice of my friends to perpetuate my bad habits :redstar2000:

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I got an early x-mas gift; pretty expensive, fine cigars.

Nice of my friends to perpetuate my bad habits :redstar2000:
I have lots of bad habits.

[Jalapeno Enema]

I have lots of bad habits.
I pop my knuckles.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I pop my knuckles.
Well I'm trying not to pop pills. I miss percs, O.C.s, and morphs.

[REVLEFT'S BIEGGST MATSER TROL]

Well I'm trying not to pop pills. I miss percs, O.C.s, and morphs.

That seems kinda sad, to miss something that probably hurt you?

[Jalapeno Enema]

Well I'm trying not to pop pills. I miss percs, O.C.s, and morphs.I wish you absolutely nothing but the very best luck.

Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it; a strong support structure is paramount to kicking addictions.

[The Ben G]

Lemmy will protect us.

[Mannimarco]

A stalinist "junkie?"

Who may be about to get into an argument with a "revolutionaries should approximate monks" kind of person on the side opposite to where quite a few prominent stalinists here stand?

Mannimarco, you're officially my only favorite stalinist for now. (perhaps)

If you brought your A game to the drug-related threads in OI I would have single-handily giving you enough rep to wipe out all the negative rep you got...maybe.

Comrade, consider it done.



Well I'm trying not to pop pills. I miss percs, O.C.s, and morphs.

You should completely give me all of your morphine and oxycodone that you have left.

[Nolan]

We fight her with holy water.

[Amphictyonis]

As a recovering addict, I'd like to say fuck you. People do stupid shit with their lives, they either fix them or they die or live miserable existences. Get over it, it's not a moral thing, it's medical and genetic.

I'm going to go randomly add reputation to your silly rep thing.

[Amphictyonis]

No, it's not a moral thing. But I don't think there's a gene that will compel anyone inexorably to abuse substances. Regular abuse of opium for recreational or stress-relieving purposes is, to my knowledge, not a phenomenon caused by any particular strand in the human DNA. Furthermore, what we're looking at here is a careful and conscious effort on the part of an individual to abuse opium in just enough quantity to avoid severe addiction or withdrawal- this isn't some junkie who's a victim of circumstance or material conditions or any other bullshit like that. It's just a Stalinist punk who has to tough it out if he can't get his daily dose of opiates.

You can get snippy with me all you want, but the fact remains that regular abuse of opiates or other powerful drugs makes one worthless to the struggle. Smoke weed, get shitfaced drunk now and then, I don't give a fuck...but ritual or physical dependence on an opiate is political suicide, including- maybe even especially- among revolutionaries. Deal with it. That's cold, hard reality for anyone committed to the struggle and who doesn't plan to be an armchair revolutionary forever.

I was 19 at the time, wasn't glorifying it and am not a Stalinist and yes my drug use was based in material conditions. Not everyone has had the same life experience.

To the two kids using opiates you may have fun with it for a short time but our brain chemistry can only take so much. It replaces our natural production of serotonin which can take months to restart after quitting. In some cases peoples brain chemistry is changed forever. The dangerous part is the sort of degradation you'll subject yourself to in order to 'stay well'. Opiates are a different breed of drug. If I were you I'd stick with booze and weed if you must partake.

[Mannimarco]

I was 19 at the time, wasn't glorifying it and am not a Stalinist and yes my drug use was based in material conditions. Not everyone has had the same life experience.

To the two kids using opiates you may have fun with it for a short time but our brain chemistry can only take so much. It replaces our natural production of serotonin which can take months to restart after quitting. In some cases peoples brain chemistry is changed forever. The dangerous part is the sort of degradation you'll subject yourself to in order to 'stay well'. Opiates are a different breed of drug. If I were you I'd stick with booze and weed if you must partake.

I'll take my chances.

[Amphictyonis]

I'll take my chances.

Do us a favor and post a video blog of your experience. Lets the younger posters watch your life fall apart before it even begins. I guess there's a couple people who can get away with shooting/snorting/ingesting opiates without drastic consequences but those people are few and far between. I do understand the 'invincibility' mind frame though. I was once invincible. My advice to younger people? Drink alcohol if you need to wreck shop.

[Mannimarco]

Do us a favor and post a video blog of your experience. Lets the younger posters watch your life fall apart before it even begins. I guess there's a couple people who can get away with shooting/snorting/ingesting opiates without drastic consequences but those people are few and far between. I do understand the 'invincibility' mind frame though. I was once invincible. My advice to younger people? Drink alcohol if you need to wreck shop.

You're just mad because you're too busy being a puritan to enjoy opiates like the rest of us. I've had no consequences so far, except codeine and dextromethorphan caches being found, and I know that as long as I keep m shits together and don't binge, me and opiates will always love each other.

[Mannimarco]

Also, I'm 15. I'm probably one of the youngest posters here. So it'd be the older people watching said blog. Incidently, I'm willing to do audio (non-visual) recording of my drug fuelled misadventures if you really want that.

[Amphictyonis]

Also, I'm 15.

In that case no. Don't do some video blog. I'm not a puritan and I guess part of life is making your own mistakes so you're in for a rough ride. Whatever is going on with you I wish you the best.

[Manic Impressive]

To the two kids using opiates you may have fun with it for a short time but our brain chemistry can only take so much. It replaces our natural production of serotonin which can take months to restart after quitting. In some cases peoples brain chemistry is changed forever. The dangerous part is the sort of degradation you'll subject yourself to in order to 'stay well'. Opiates are a different breed of drug. If I were you I'd stick with booze and weed if you must partake.
It's too late for him Manni is already fucked in the head:rolleyes:

[Mannimarco]

It's too late for him Manni is already fucked in the head:rolleyes:

Oh, you, Manic. How are the guys on eRepublik doing?

[Amphictyonis]

It's too late for him Manni is already fucked in the head:rolleyes:

He's 15. I'm not a internet mother savior but it still makes me sad when I hear of such young people going down that path because I know where it leads. I guess it's almost an epidemic these days and if he stays in the suburbs he'll probably survive his lame choices in tact. All I can say is stay out of 'the city', you'll get eaten alive.

Whatever- such is the world. Nothing I can do but let him know he's more than likely in for a world of shit.

[Manic Impressive]

Oh, you, Manic. How are the guys on eRepublik doing?
I speak to a couple of them now and then but I don't think anyone really plays it any more. How did your attempts at hacking my account go?

[Magón]

Manni, this is what I want from you.

1. If you OD to the very end, I want a US obituary sent to the SF Chron. where I can read about you.

2. I don't care about the rest, but definitely do an obit with a Stalin face over your own face.

[Mannimarco]

He's 15. I'm not a internet mother savior but it still makes me sad when I hear of such young people going down that path because I know where it leads. I guess it's almost an epidemic these days and if he stays in the suburbs he'll probably survive his lame choices in tact. All I can say is stay out of 'the city', you'll get eaten alive.

Whatever- such is the world. Nothing I can do but let him know he's more than likely in for a world of shit.


Because rural ireland is DA SUBURBS.

[Mannimarco]

I speak to a couple of them now and then but I don't think anyone really plays it any more. How did your attempts at hacking my account go?

I never bothered.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

You're just mad because you're too busy being a puritan to enjoy opiates like the rest of us. I've had no consequences so far, except codeine and dextromethorphan caches being found, and I know that as long as I keep m shits together and don't binge, me and opiates will always love each other.
I've just concluded that you are pretty cool (for a Stalinist) which makes you in a very small minority amongst the Stalinists.

:thumbup1: + :lol: = me right now.

I'm raising my bowl of ganja to you as a toast. (I can't get a glass of wine, as the kitchen feels so far away right now)

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

He's 15. I'm not a internet mother savior but it still makes me sad when I hear of such young people going down that path because I know where it leads. I guess it's almost an epidemic these days and if he stays in the suburbs he'll probably survive his lame choices in tact. All I can say is stay out of 'the city', you'll get eaten alive.

Whatever- such is the world. Nothing I can do but let him know he's more than likely in for a world of shit.
Have you ever even done drugs of any kind before?:rolleyes:

[synthesis]

That seems kinda sad, to miss something that probably hurt you?

Well, you don't miss the pills themselves, obviously, you miss the feeling they give you. The high doesn't hurt you, at least not directly, but the addiction does, and you don't miss that either. I think an opiate habit is probably the best way for someone who was raised atheist to understand the appeal of religion.

[Raúl Duke]

I'm raising my bowl of ganja to you as a toast.

That reminds me in my freshman year of college my circle of friends would find it quite normal to smoke a bowl in honor of someone or something.


I've just concluded that you are pretty cool (for a Stalinist) which makes you in a very small minority amongst the Stalinists.

I guess he's pretty cool in that respect. Although I'm quite surprise that he's only 15 (although when I was around 15, more like 16-17, the only drug I recreationally take was opiates/etc but very occasionally/rarely)
Although I'm not a fan of opiates, sure I've taken a few opiates (in pill form, orally. Although twice in my life I snorted some) and benzos but I tend to not do them regularly at all. Cannabis and psychedelics are more my thing.

[Magón]

That reminds me in my freshman year of college my circle of friends would find it quite normal to smoke a bowl in honor of someone or something.



I guess he's pretty cool in that respect. Although I'm quite surprise that he's only 15 (although when I was around 15, more like 16-17, the only drug I recreationally take was opiates/etc but very occasionally/rarely)
Although I'm not a fan of opiates, sure I've taken a few opiates (in pill form, orally. Although twice in my life I snorted some) and benzos but I tend to not do them regularly at all. Cannabis and psychedelics are more my thing.

Ah man, that is so Gonzo. :lol:

[Bright Banana Beard]

BOOM! I missed my ganja habits but medical marijuana is coming soon to NJ.

[black magick hustla]

Have you ever even done drugs of any kind before?:rolleyes:

mam you arent exactly the posterboy of responsable drug user

also there is nothing positive in fucking opiate degenerates

[gorillafuck]

Lol @ anyone who can't tell that Mannimarco is trolling.

Edit: About the anarchists love rape thing, not the other stuff.

Regularly using opiates is one of the worst things you can do to your brain.

[Mannimarco]

mam you arent exactly the posterboy of responsable drug user

also there is nothing positive in fucking opiate degenerates


Yeah, I fucking hate those opiate degenerates. How dare those bastards enjoy themselves and get away with it. It's against my values of protestant anglo-saxon concepts of hard-work and purity.




That reminds me in my freshman year of college my circle of friends would find it quite normal to smoke a bowl in honor of someone or something.



I guess he's pretty cool in that respect. Although I'm quite surprise that he's only 15 (although when I was around 15, more like 16-17, the only drug I recreationally take was opiates/etc but very occasionally/rarely)
Although I'm not a fan of opiates, sure I've taken a few opiates (in pill form, orally. Although twice in my life I snorted some) and benzos but I tend to not do them regularly at all. Cannabis and psychedelics are more my thing.

I've always wanted to do psychedelics, the closest thing I got was dextromethorphan. And the dextromethorphan incident was pretty shit. I had it as a syrup mix of diphenhydramine/dextromethorphan, so when I dosed, I passed out from all the diphenhydramine(was so tired I couldn't keep m eyes open) before anything could happen. Wasted 700mg of Dex, but had some wacky dreams. Haven't tried again since.

I tried to get benzos off my doctor once for insomnia, which is srs bsns because I legit have insomnia. Bastard was all like "I DUNNO LOL, I DON'T WANT YOU GETTING ADDICTED TO NO SHIT. HERE, HAVE SOME MELATONIN.". I raged so hard.

[gorillafuck]

Yeah, I fucking hate those opiate degenerates. How dare those bastards enjoy themselves and get away with it. It's against my values of protestant anglo-saxon concepts of hard-work and purity.
Thinking that opiate addiction is a shitty thing is far from puritanism. But you've probably never met a legit drug addict, so you might not understand.

[Mannimarco]

thinking that opiate addiction is a shitty thing is far from puritanism. But you've probably never met a legit drug addict, so you might not understand.


bawwwwwww

[gorillafuck]

bawwwwwww
:laugh:

yeah, because I was totally freaking out man, I just couldn't control my raging, crying, anti-drug emotionalism in that post could I?:lol:

[Raúl Duke]

I've always wanted to do psychedelics, the closest thing I got was dextromethorphan. And the dextromethorphan incident was pretty shit. I had it as a syrup mix of diphenhydramine/dextromethorphan, so when I dosed, I passed out from all the diphenhydramine(was so tired I couldn't keep m eyes open) before anything could happen. Wasted 700mg of Dex, but had some wacky dreams. Haven't tried again since.

I tried 2c-i and was close to acquiring LSD, what's funny is that when LSD came nearly knocking at my door I kinda gave up looking for it and was more focused on getting shrooms, which despite being in Florida seemed kinda elusive in the area I was at. But due to feeling depressed I didn't procure any since I felt I would only have a bad trip.

I've seen people do salvia and DMT, but never tried DMT and I attempted salvia but didn't trip. The trip is totally different from LSD, shrooms, etc; but you probably know that.

2c-i is like this, it plays with your visual perception and in a low dose it makes the world amusing and you'll feel a type of euphoria. By visual perception I mean in terms of grass seemingly spinning, trees leaves "moving" despite no wind/etc to cause motion, pictures seemed to have slight motion, people appeared...idk...you see them in a whole other personal level. Like, people become easier to read, it's almost like a sixth sense, sensing people's vibes. On a higher dose I became way to serious and introspective, this is when I learned that set & setting is key. You want to be somewhere relatively calm, surrounded by people you feel ok with, etc.

I remember the first time I got high of weed my thought was "this is illegal? wtf?" but on 2c-i I was like "man oh man, everyone should try this shit." I guess I would feel that way too if I got some MDMA.

[Raúl Duke]

Ah man, that is so Gonzo.

:lol:

When my old circle of friends were in tact, those were the times man.

"You could strike sparks anywhere. There was a fantastic universal sense that whatever we were doing was right..."

[Mannimarco]

I tried 2c-i and was close to acquiring LSD, what's funny is that when LSD came nearly knocking at my door I kinda gave up looking for it and was more focused on getting shrooms, which despite being in Florida seemed kinda elusive in the area I was at. But due to feeling depressed I didn't procure any since I felt I would only have a bad trip.

I've seen people do salvia and DMT, but never tried DMT and I attempted salvia but didn't trip. The trip is totally different from LSD, shrooms, etc; but you probably know that.

2c-i is like this, it plays with your visual perception and in a low dose it makes the world amusing and you'll feel a type of euphoria. By visual perception I mean in terms of grass seemingly spinning, trees leaves "moving" despite no wind/etc to cause motion, pictures seemed to have slight motion, people appeared...idk...you see them in a whole other personal level. Like, people become easier to read, it's almost like a sixth sense, sensing people's vibes. On a higher dose I became way to serious and introspective, this is when I learned that set & setting is key. You want to be somewhere relatively calm, surrounded by people you feel ok with, etc.

I remember the first time I got high of weed my thought was "this is illegal? wtf?" but on 2c-i I was like "man oh man, everyone should try this shit." I guess I would feel that way too if I got some MDMA.

I read a bit of "The Sprit Molecule" at one point. It's a great book about DMT. I considered attempting an extraction at one point, and even though I got get the equipment and maybe the supplies, I doubt I'd have the expertise or the privacy to do it properly.

[Ele'ill]

When you use Salvia there's a female entity on the other side waiting to kill you. My roommate and I both had the same trips multiple times before we knew each other and apparently everybody I've talked to has said the same thing. It's probably some powerful spirit's home that everyone keeps on traveling into. I'd be pissed off too. (It's literally 'annoyed' rather than pissed off. Every time.)

[John "Eh" MacDonald]

When you use Salvia there's a female entity on the other side waiting to kill you. My roommate and I both had the same trips multiple times before we knew each other and apparently everybody I've talked to has said the same thing. It's probably some powerful spirit's home that everyone keeps on traveling into. I'd be pissed off too. (It's literally 'annoyed' rather than pissed off. Every time.)

Gotta love the salvia goddess, maybe she wouldn't mind visitors if they would stop re-dosing every few minutes.:lol:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/User:Whitepaw/Salvia_Goddess

[Ele'ill]

There was also a man who looked like Mark Twain but could have been the 'good' god from the video game 'Black and White' (the original) who upon my first trip appeared floating in the air next to me while shouting 'come on, what are you waiting for!?'

[John "Eh" MacDonald]

There was also a man who looked like Mark Twain but could have been the 'good' god from the video game 'Black and White' (the original) who upon my first trip appeared floating in the air next to me while shouting 'come on, what are you waiting for!?'

:lol:, My friend saw something like that only he came out of the wall and said "I'm getting the fuck out of here."

[Ele'ill]

lol

The spirits of the afterrealm put on skits to confuse the living who trip. This almost turned into a poem.

[synthesis]

I tried 2c-i and was close to acquiring LSD, what's funny is that when LSD came nearly knocking at my door I kinda gave up looking for it and was more focused on getting shrooms, which despite being in Florida seemed kinda elusive in the area I was at. But due to feeling depressed I didn't procure any since I felt I would only have a bad trip.

I've seen people do salvia and DMT, but never tried DMT and I attempted salvia but didn't trip. The trip is totally different from LSD, shrooms, etc; but you probably know that.

2c-i is like this, it plays with your visual perception and in a low dose it makes the world amusing and you'll feel a type of euphoria. By visual perception I mean in terms of grass seemingly spinning, trees leaves "moving" despite no wind/etc to cause motion, pictures seemed to have slight motion, people appeared...idk...you see them in a whole other personal level. Like, people become easier to read, it's almost like a sixth sense, sensing people's vibes. On a higher dose I became way to serious and introspective, this is when I learned that set & setting is key. You want to be somewhere relatively calm, surrounded by people you feel ok with, etc.

I remember the first time I got high of weed my thought was "this is illegal? wtf?" but on 2c-i I was like "man oh man, everyone should try this shit." I guess I would feel that way too if I got some MDMA.

Every time I've done psychedelics it further reaffirms to me that I am not a psychedelics kind of guy. I didn't think 2-C-I made it "easier to read people" at all, not for me; the only person who "made sense" was the other person on it. It was a worse experience than 2-C-C, which I mostly remember for making the sesame seeds on the bun of this incredible burger move around and look like fly larvae.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

mam you arent exactly the posterboy of responsable drug user

Considering my being a woman, I'm not a posterboy of anything.




also there is nothing positive in fucking opiate degenerates

Most drugs have certain positive uses depending on how you use them.
Even cocaine has a use as a local anesthetic. Opiates generally kill all pain. Psychedelics have both certain spiritual and psychiatric purposes.
Weed is what I use to make myself eat.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

That seems kinda sad, to miss something that probably hurt you?
Are you referring to opiates, or my past relationships?:confused:

[KC]

Although I'm quite surprise that he's only 15He's a stalinist of course he's 15.

Esperanza get your tits out of here this is a family website

[Nolan]

He's a stalinist of course he's 15.

Esperanza get your tits out of here this is a family website

Yes, I'm 15. Not.

[Magón]

I plan on doing Mescaline again some day, but not yet. Gotta wait till summer.

[Amphictyonis]

Have you ever even done drugs of any kind before?:rolleyes:
Do you know how to read?

[Amphictyonis]

I plan on doing Mescaline again some day, but not yet. Gotta wait till summer.

At least 17 year old girls arent selling their asses on Capp St for a fix of Mescaline.

[Misanthrope]

I don't know but she has tits in her avatar and she posts some stupid ass threads. She best stay in chit chat

[Magón]

I don't know but she has tits in her avatar and she posts some stupid ass threads. She best stay in chit chat

And what's wrong with tits? I for one love to see tits no matter where they are. :cool:

[Magón]

At least 17 year old girls arent selling their asses on Capp St for a fix of Mescaline.

I buy mine in Mexico, and not on Capp St. though. Plus, mine isn't whatever shit they're getting.

[NoOneIsIllegal]

she has tits in her avatar
Like.

she posts some stupid ass threads
Dislike.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

At least 17 year old girls arent selling their asses on Capp St for a fix of Mescaline.
I started [exchanging favors] for drugs when I was 18. My fiance got me out of that.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

Do you know how to read?
That depends. Sometimes I have a hard time focusing.

[Jalapeno Enema]

Do you know how to read?
I don't know how to read. I just strike random keys on the keyboard and hope for the best.

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

I don't know how to read. I just strike random keys on the keyboard and hope for the best.
I <3 you!

[Jalapeno Enema]

I <3 you!
:blushing:

Wait. . .
You're less than 3?:blink:
You posts are actually pretty mature for your age in that case.

[Mannimarco]

:blushing:

Wait. . .
You're less than 3?:blink:
You posts are actually pretty mature for your age in that case.

You're not funny.

[Jalapeno Enema]

You're not funny.
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3o69DLFcCMA/THh3MQ6pgRI/AAAAAAAAEWQ/aInNMOiOA_w/s320/Statler+and+Waldorf.jpg
Then don't laugh.

[Mannimarco]

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3o69DLFcCMA/THh3MQ6pgRI/AAAAAAAAEWQ/aInNMOiOA_w/s320/Statler+and+Waldorf.jpg
Then don't laugh.

I didn't.

http://fm.theoffside.com/files/2009/02/wil-smith-serious-face.jpg

[Raúl Duke]

:lol:

I love chit-chat

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

:lol:

I love chit-chat
I love all of you! *theatrically blows kisses to everyone*

[Bad Grrrl Agro]

:blushing:

Wait. . .
You're less than 3?:blink:
You posts are actually pretty mature for your age in that case.
Yeah, I'm like three or four years ahead of my age.:thumbup1::laugh:

[Amphictyonis]

I don't know how to read. I just strike random keys on the keyboard and hope for the best.

Abscess for Christmas. My gift to you.