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28th March 2010, 13:52
I'm writing this on a personal level, relating to events that have recently unfolded within my very home. My father is a scientist, well respected in his field and very successful. When I was a baby we moved around the world as a family to support his scientific career, my mother voluntarily sacrificing her own career prospects (although since my youngest sister entered full time education she has through hard work and her own natural abilities built herself an excellent career where her boss is constantly pestering her to go full time- something she didn't want to do but now she may have to!). We moved to America and back to the same neighbourhood in England. My father was dedicated to his work and obsessed with reaching his goal.
My grandfather owned a small business in Germany, just a little shop he ran himself- nothing big and capitalist. Local business, and he was well known in the town. As time went on, he became more and more successful. At the same time my father was studying at university and had just met my mother. My grandfather wanted my Dad to go into the family business, and to try and sway him to it he offered him a Porsche- the car he had always dreamed of.
He turned it down. He turned it down because he believed in what he was doing, he believed in building a better world and using his natural talents to help his fellow man. It was neither as well paid, nor as materially rewarding but it was what he was about to dedicate his life to.
They had me, then my siblings. We moved all around the world to support him, as I already said. He worked hard, struggling with the death of his mother and then his father, and using his skills as a programmer to build an online presence for his father's business- now being operated by my uncle. He was working extremely long days on what was basically two careers. He seemed to feel that he had a responsibility to his younger brother, who was only 16 when their mother died. I remember him being working when I woke up and when I went to bed, the fears around his rapidly increasing blood pressure, the stress he put himself through to not let his father's legacy fall into disrepair and at the same time give his science everything he could. We had a strained relationship at times, but I admire him for what he has achieved.
He became a group leader at his scientific post (I don't want to get too specific), leading a whole laboratory, team of students and line of investigation. He was advised a few years ago to drop certain parts of his project to secure tenure. He had to oblige, and did. In return he received tenure and was at last able to commit to a house and a firm future here. Or so we thought.
In the last few weeks, his project was peer reviewed to determine whether it would be funded. This was done externally, and the results were not pleasing. His project was criticised for dropping the old line of inquiry, which he has been advised by his superiors to drop- he had jumped through every hoop he'd been set and here this pair of external twats, interested only in the bottom line and not how the research he was doing was valuable, jeopardising everything he had worked so hard and sacrificed for.
His lab are happy with him, his bosses are happy with him, but the government wants to make cuts and so here we go. Financially we'll probably be ok, but if his appeal process fails it will crush him. Another successful group leader at his work is in the same position- a internationally respected expert like him, with everything pissed on by government cost cutters wanting a financially profitable operation not a helpful to society one. He was here last night, they've found some solidarity in each other but have been hitting the bottle pretty hard.
The thing that stings the most, is that a typical banker's bonus for FAILING the UK economy would pay for both of these hardworking, extremely academic and well qualified men to continue to enrich all mankind with their work. We're talking about real science, with real implications for all kinds of medical conditions. And its all been thrown back in their faces, with implications for everyone involved (except the assholes who want to cut their funding).
I know this is smaller scale than many worker struggles, but in a way I think while financially it may be less upsetting, to the soul it must burn more. You may loose your manufacturing job and be hurt by that, but imagine if they gave you the choice of being one of their rich materially well off elite, and instead you chose a harder path to pursue your passion and help people, and then you got slashed anyway. I don't mean to demean the struggles of other workers, but on top of the usual worries and struggled, my father is facing being completely crushed emotionally- with a family history of depression.
My point is, I don't know. I just wanted to vent. The capitalists won't leave the workers alone, and they won't leave the scientists and doctors alone. I'm stating the obvious here- they need to be crushed. Thanks to anyone who read this, sorry its a bit all over the place. :(
My grandfather owned a small business in Germany, just a little shop he ran himself- nothing big and capitalist. Local business, and he was well known in the town. As time went on, he became more and more successful. At the same time my father was studying at university and had just met my mother. My grandfather wanted my Dad to go into the family business, and to try and sway him to it he offered him a Porsche- the car he had always dreamed of.
He turned it down. He turned it down because he believed in what he was doing, he believed in building a better world and using his natural talents to help his fellow man. It was neither as well paid, nor as materially rewarding but it was what he was about to dedicate his life to.
They had me, then my siblings. We moved all around the world to support him, as I already said. He worked hard, struggling with the death of his mother and then his father, and using his skills as a programmer to build an online presence for his father's business- now being operated by my uncle. He was working extremely long days on what was basically two careers. He seemed to feel that he had a responsibility to his younger brother, who was only 16 when their mother died. I remember him being working when I woke up and when I went to bed, the fears around his rapidly increasing blood pressure, the stress he put himself through to not let his father's legacy fall into disrepair and at the same time give his science everything he could. We had a strained relationship at times, but I admire him for what he has achieved.
He became a group leader at his scientific post (I don't want to get too specific), leading a whole laboratory, team of students and line of investigation. He was advised a few years ago to drop certain parts of his project to secure tenure. He had to oblige, and did. In return he received tenure and was at last able to commit to a house and a firm future here. Or so we thought.
In the last few weeks, his project was peer reviewed to determine whether it would be funded. This was done externally, and the results were not pleasing. His project was criticised for dropping the old line of inquiry, which he has been advised by his superiors to drop- he had jumped through every hoop he'd been set and here this pair of external twats, interested only in the bottom line and not how the research he was doing was valuable, jeopardising everything he had worked so hard and sacrificed for.
His lab are happy with him, his bosses are happy with him, but the government wants to make cuts and so here we go. Financially we'll probably be ok, but if his appeal process fails it will crush him. Another successful group leader at his work is in the same position- a internationally respected expert like him, with everything pissed on by government cost cutters wanting a financially profitable operation not a helpful to society one. He was here last night, they've found some solidarity in each other but have been hitting the bottle pretty hard.
The thing that stings the most, is that a typical banker's bonus for FAILING the UK economy would pay for both of these hardworking, extremely academic and well qualified men to continue to enrich all mankind with their work. We're talking about real science, with real implications for all kinds of medical conditions. And its all been thrown back in their faces, with implications for everyone involved (except the assholes who want to cut their funding).
I know this is smaller scale than many worker struggles, but in a way I think while financially it may be less upsetting, to the soul it must burn more. You may loose your manufacturing job and be hurt by that, but imagine if they gave you the choice of being one of their rich materially well off elite, and instead you chose a harder path to pursue your passion and help people, and then you got slashed anyway. I don't mean to demean the struggles of other workers, but on top of the usual worries and struggled, my father is facing being completely crushed emotionally- with a family history of depression.
My point is, I don't know. I just wanted to vent. The capitalists won't leave the workers alone, and they won't leave the scientists and doctors alone. I'm stating the obvious here- they need to be crushed. Thanks to anyone who read this, sorry its a bit all over the place. :(