All Hail Me
7th July 2003, 20:12
yo these are sum of the stuff my band does were like a HiM/the Darkness group and i wanna see sum of ur stuff too
if theres any others out there
Dedicated to Nat Robinson for being so beautiful
also dedicated to all those *****es who made me cry.
I MISS KIRSTY POEM
I could not stand a world without you
I do not know if I can carry on this way
i was torn apart
when you said the words
i dint want them, i dint deserve them
Why is it this way?
Why does it burn to see you with him?
I do not need to know
You fucked me up, made me cry
I fear goin without you I cant control my feelings
We once were one, now we've been broken
I want to die but cannot leave without you
FLAME OF LOVE
How careless we are
We are young
So lost
So afraid
Theres no remedy
No refuge from the cruelty
Emaciated, stardom
The holes in our clothes
How good it is to see
I am weak
Together we are strong
That's why were here
In a world so harsh
Its cracking the heart
Of the world we are a dot
In the summer we have less to fear
The sun holds the creatures at bay
The creatures revel
In the darkness
We let them here
But my love for you
Your love for me
The beasts cannot tame
The trust is ours
But why do we keep it
It keeps on being broken
Love is a flame that keeps the darkness away
Only we can make it stay
I wish to stay with you forever
But alas that isn't allowed the world
Hates happiness
It rips hearts out
It loves to keep us apart
But our memories will stay
No-one can take them
That is all I have left
I'm sorry I left you but
It'll be ok
We will meet again
I GET HER UP
i get her up
she pulls me down
i watched the blood down her arm
i tryed to stop
but was it too late
i just don't know
and just dont care
take this place
take my face
i spit
when i see your face
you stop me
destroyin this pityful race
he wont have a fight
he wont touch me
he cam touch me
ha ha
i am not scared to die
nothin can make me cry
no man livin
no man dead
has no power over me
come on i dare you
you cant touch me
i wish you could
i could have sum fun
play a game
with you
play with your head
like a cheap toy
play with you
destroy your insides
wont be hard
im still waitin
for the day to come
for me to give you a smak
ill sort you out
kill you maybe
i fear no man
i fear no penalty
LOVE REVOLUTION
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH
IF WE NEED EACH OTHER
WHY DO WE ACT SO?
AROUND EACH OTHER
WE NEED A REVOLUTION
(IN LOVE)
IF I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME?
WHAT IS TO BE?
HEART BRAKES KNOCKIN ON OUR DOOR
OUR TEARS, THEY FALL
OUR WORLD BREAKS, ITS FALLIN APART
WHY DO WE CRY?
WHATS THE POINT OF SUCH A CHARADE
IF YOU WANNA BE HERE WITH ME
I WANNA SEE YOUR SMILE
WHY SHOULD OTHERS TAKE THAT AWAY
I WANNA BE THERE
TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH, TO BE WITH YOU
IT MAKES ME FEEL GREAT
THE UNFINISHED ODE TO YOU...
I COULD NEVER BE HURT
BUT NOW I CANNOT BE SAVED
FROM THIS I AM DYING
THE FEELING OF LOVE YOU SAID
WOULD YOU BRING ME THROUGH
THE CHAINS OF THE DARKNESS
SURROUNDIN MY HEART
I FEAR, NO, LOVE I CANNOT
FEEL IT ANYMORE
HURT TO MANY TIMES
For My Nat
the mornin wake up
knowin ill see you to day
i get up for you
im so happy, when i see
you make me free
break me away
from theese chains
theese chains of darkness
they surround my haert
they consrict my love
you are the reason
i am so free
but your also why
i am so broken
i love you so
yet youll never know
the way for me
you can tell just why
why we dont fit in
but we one day will
if only we could live
if only we coud breathe
but no, that wont be
i was alone
i had nothin to lose
i was confused
the fault is mine
i wanna feel you
just let me go
i can never do this
never do it again
i was alone
i had nothin to lose
i was confused
'TOUCH'
I feel your touch as if its real
But its just a dream
Cos I know you lying here next to me in this bed
But one day it may be real
This life is only worth livin
Cos I love you
Even if you don't back
It keeps me alive
Just knowin your there
I feel your touch as if its real
But its just a dream
Cos I know you lying here next to me in this bed
But one day it may be real
THINKIN OF YOU
I'M LYIN HERE
ON AND ON I AM
THINKIN OF YOU
THE REALITY OF IT
YOUR PERFECT FLAWS
IN MY EYES YOU ARE
YOU ARE SO SPECIAL
THE SUN SHINES
WHEN YOUR THERE
NO-ONE ELSE SEES
PART FROM YOU
PART FROM ME
I'M RUSTIN AWAY
IM LUSTIN FOR YOU
YOUR ALWAYS THERE
BUT ONE DAY YOU'LL GO
AS WILL I, BUT NO
I WILL CHOOSE
TO FIGHT, FIGHT FOR YOU
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
TO WHOM DO I OWE
FOR THE GIFT OF YOUR FRENDSHIP
IT'LL NEVER BE MORE :(
AND I PRAY, NEVER BE LESS
BUT THERES NO REASON
FOR ME TO HIDE IT
I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH
I WANT TO TELL YOU
BUT THE WORDS WONT COME
I WROTE YOUR SONG
TO SHOW YOU HOW
I'M LOSIN TIME
THERES NOT MUCH LEFT
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
NO ANSWER IS NEEDED
ITS BE BETTER THAT WAY
I WANNA KNOW WHERE I STAND
BUT MAKE ME A PROMISE
DONT LEAVE, JUST STAY
STAY HERE FOR ME
ABANDON ME
WHY DO YOU ABANDON ME
ALL ALONE
HERE, ON MY OWN AGAIN
ALL ALONE
I DONT SEE WHAT I DID
IT MAKES NO SENSE
NO SENSE AT ALL, WHY?
I'M STILL CONFUSED
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY
WHAT IS GOIN ON
WITH YOU, WITH ME
PLEASE, I NEED SOME HELP
YOU LEFT ME HERE
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY
BUT I CANT STAND IT
IT JUST WONT HAPPEN
I WONT LET YOU DO IT
I USED TO NEED YOU
NOW I DONT SEE YOU
THE WAY I USED TO
I USED TO LOVE YOU
NOW ALL I DO IS HATE
YOU WONT CONTROL ME
I CANT STAY WITH YOU
I DONT LOVE YOU, NO
GO AWAY-
GOOD BYE-
MY DARLIN-
DONT CRY-
COS I WONT
WHY?
I died that night
When you said no
It can never be brought back
I died that nite
And we'll never come bak
Cos i never can
You broke me
I'm walkin alone
Can I see you again
What can I do
I'm all lost an confused
I need you , today
Yours is mine
Mine is yours
But I died when you said no
Why did I take it so seriously
Ohhhh why did I do it
Now ill never see you
I'm gunna miss you
Here it comes again
I'm lyin in my grave
I don't want ur sypathy
Who did I follow?
Do I follow my heart
Or my head
I just don't know
Or care
Life is a gamble
Life is like a card dealer
It deals you the bad hands
It deals you the good hands
You gotta take the bad
You better enjoy the good
The happiest days are
When I'm with you
When your with me
These are my good
I take you in my arms
We get through this
I pray tomorrow will be the same
Do you?
The bad come
When it likes no invite
No nothin
Its just a pain
When you have to go
But I know you'll come back
I have the memories for now
Why haven't you came back yet
Were you just a dream
I just don't know anymore
Did you say goodbye
Why aren't you here while I cry
I'm gunna die
Without you
I'm not with you
Your not with me
You broke my heart for life
Am I still alive
Sometimes I think about
The good times
They keep me her
I don't understand you
Why did you go?
And, where
Where did you go?
I fell for you
You left me here
Not even a note
Not a farewell
No words passed your lips
No thoughts through your hand
I need you to
Hold me now
Come back to me
While There's still something of me left
At time life can be wicked
At times your unfair
I thought you were different
I must go on
We are but a speck of dust
We are nothing
I can find someone new
I don't need you
You don't need me
But I wont forget you
I never will
I never can
When I'm alone
I close my eyes
And your there
I hope I'm there for you
'simplicity'
Here we go
never wanted to get so far
just want the simplicity
of takin it easy
no where to call home
im in need of you will you help?
my gift of summer rain
my girlfrend repeats the battle
i cant close my eyes
without reminders
of the fights
they wont let me sleep the memories
never stop ever change
the battle's only just beggining again
delerium just cant rescue me
theve corrupted me
ive lost control
ive lost my love
just not enough
i feel your touch so close to myn
i feel your silver, i feel your gold
u know i want to be safe
i claimed sanctuary
i need to be far away
but i cant escape you
your lies your hate
they trapped me
i can never leave your lies your hate they destroy me
'The first week of December'
I'm waitin for the time when your lies are exposed
you've poisoned my heart
and sickened my mind
I just need to get away until your lies are done
i tried to hard
i ran so fast
but it is no use you just cant stop
i hate you so much
just leave me alone
or I'll kill you to
just as you killed me
don't be wasting my time
cos there is not that much left
please just go while I'm still letting you
you did this to me
your the one who forced this gun in my mouth
you pulled the trigger
your the one who's doing this shit to me!
BANG...
you take
When my day starts
It already gos away
I wont commiserate
Swept of ma feet
Theres an axe in back
Your incompetent
A full pound of misery
Its what you deliver
I thought I was yours
I though u were mine
What happened
I want an explanation
I need to know
I treat you right
he breaks you up
So why
Just why
Well swift dreams
This Is my last goodbye
My last embrace
Whatever
You do from now
Don't include me
I wont think
Of you
But that's a lie
I don't care
What you want
Do you have anythin to say
Cos tuff
I'm past listenin
I'm leavin this place I don't need you
You need me?
You shud of thought of that first
This id my last retort
This is fukin real
I hope to shame the whole world
I hope you realise
The greatness you have lost
I will never return
For where I'm goin there is no exit
SHE
she sets me off like a rocket
she makes me wanna say fuck it
everyones ignorant to the way i feel
i guess thats the way it'l always be
i'm lookin out for her at every sundown
i want to be with her all the night
just stay there in each others arms
don't need to say a word
don't need to do a thing
i think i better shut up and go
i know she'd never say yes
so i've no reason to stay
but i love her and i need to be near
CRY
I wanted you but I lost
I wish id taken my chance but I missed it
an now I'm sad but I don't care cos I got your picture on my wall
and I got you in my head
the dreams, the dreams they gotta be wrong
that's not even physically possible
oh my god the dreams don't stop but I don't care cos I got your picture on my wall
I love you but I still hate myself
this lack of you
is slowly killing me
your the reason I breathe
and the reason I shy
I feel like you want me dead
I feel only cold in your heart
I hate this reality
I'm happier in my dreams
cos they cant hurt
but humanity is a germ
that pains me
they are the spikes in my bed
the thorns in my crown
dreams are where I'm at my best
in life I cannot digest
but I don't care cos it sucks anyway
just end it, end it
BANG….
Faye valentine
We cant do those things anymore
We do have fun but that is all
You always say what goes
Even tho nuthin does
He always finds out everything
I know all your secrets and,
You know all of mine
I just wont fight it (anymore)
Did you lie to him
About what I did
What you did
What did you tell him
He wants to kill me
Why don't you stay away
It'd be better that way
I'm going now
You can do the same
Just go
Leave me here
I'll do the same
I'm gunna miss you
don't make it hard on me
I'm not speakin to you anymore
?
go away from me
you took my sun away
be happy now
i don't care for you
no more
i want to be alone
i dont need to be near you
it isnt worth it anymore
i dont care for you
and now
go...
im dead
no light at the end
i'm still here
but i'm scared youll do the same
i'll miss you
but its for the bersst
i didnt want to end it this wy...
im sayin this is the last time
the last time i call on you
im not gunna try anymore
i dont see the point
loving the unloving
giving for no return
would you do the same?
'im sure you would
i dont care for now
anymore...
is what i say
but we know its a lie
ill always love you
goodbye my darlin...
cure
if i could hold you
i know you would make it go away
the pain in my heart
only you can cure
so hold me now
and hold me here
i dont care who knows
but i want you to know
i love you...
if theres any others out there
Dedicated to Nat Robinson for being so beautiful
also dedicated to all those *****es who made me cry.
I MISS KIRSTY POEM
I could not stand a world without you
I do not know if I can carry on this way
i was torn apart
when you said the words
i dint want them, i dint deserve them
Why is it this way?
Why does it burn to see you with him?
I do not need to know
You fucked me up, made me cry
I fear goin without you I cant control my feelings
We once were one, now we've been broken
I want to die but cannot leave without you
FLAME OF LOVE
How careless we are
We are young
So lost
So afraid
Theres no remedy
No refuge from the cruelty
Emaciated, stardom
The holes in our clothes
How good it is to see
I am weak
Together we are strong
That's why were here
In a world so harsh
Its cracking the heart
Of the world we are a dot
In the summer we have less to fear
The sun holds the creatures at bay
The creatures revel
In the darkness
We let them here
But my love for you
Your love for me
The beasts cannot tame
The trust is ours
But why do we keep it
It keeps on being broken
Love is a flame that keeps the darkness away
Only we can make it stay
I wish to stay with you forever
But alas that isn't allowed the world
Hates happiness
It rips hearts out
It loves to keep us apart
But our memories will stay
No-one can take them
That is all I have left
I'm sorry I left you but
It'll be ok
We will meet again
I GET HER UP
i get her up
she pulls me down
i watched the blood down her arm
i tryed to stop
but was it too late
i just don't know
and just dont care
take this place
take my face
i spit
when i see your face
you stop me
destroyin this pityful race
he wont have a fight
he wont touch me
he cam touch me
ha ha
i am not scared to die
nothin can make me cry
no man livin
no man dead
has no power over me
come on i dare you
you cant touch me
i wish you could
i could have sum fun
play a game
with you
play with your head
like a cheap toy
play with you
destroy your insides
wont be hard
im still waitin
for the day to come
for me to give you a smak
ill sort you out
kill you maybe
i fear no man
i fear no penalty
LOVE REVOLUTION
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH
IF WE NEED EACH OTHER
WHY DO WE ACT SO?
AROUND EACH OTHER
WE NEED A REVOLUTION
(IN LOVE)
IF I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME?
WHAT IS TO BE?
HEART BRAKES KNOCKIN ON OUR DOOR
OUR TEARS, THEY FALL
OUR WORLD BREAKS, ITS FALLIN APART
WHY DO WE CRY?
WHATS THE POINT OF SUCH A CHARADE
IF YOU WANNA BE HERE WITH ME
I WANNA SEE YOUR SMILE
WHY SHOULD OTHERS TAKE THAT AWAY
I WANNA BE THERE
TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH, TO BE WITH YOU
IT MAKES ME FEEL GREAT
THE UNFINISHED ODE TO YOU...
I COULD NEVER BE HURT
BUT NOW I CANNOT BE SAVED
FROM THIS I AM DYING
THE FEELING OF LOVE YOU SAID
WOULD YOU BRING ME THROUGH
THE CHAINS OF THE DARKNESS
SURROUNDIN MY HEART
I FEAR, NO, LOVE I CANNOT
FEEL IT ANYMORE
HURT TO MANY TIMES
For My Nat
the mornin wake up
knowin ill see you to day
i get up for you
im so happy, when i see
you make me free
break me away
from theese chains
theese chains of darkness
they surround my haert
they consrict my love
you are the reason
i am so free
but your also why
i am so broken
i love you so
yet youll never know
the way for me
you can tell just why
why we dont fit in
but we one day will
if only we could live
if only we coud breathe
but no, that wont be
i was alone
i had nothin to lose
i was confused
the fault is mine
i wanna feel you
just let me go
i can never do this
never do it again
i was alone
i had nothin to lose
i was confused
'TOUCH'
I feel your touch as if its real
But its just a dream
Cos I know you lying here next to me in this bed
But one day it may be real
This life is only worth livin
Cos I love you
Even if you don't back
It keeps me alive
Just knowin your there
I feel your touch as if its real
But its just a dream
Cos I know you lying here next to me in this bed
But one day it may be real
THINKIN OF YOU
I'M LYIN HERE
ON AND ON I AM
THINKIN OF YOU
THE REALITY OF IT
YOUR PERFECT FLAWS
IN MY EYES YOU ARE
YOU ARE SO SPECIAL
THE SUN SHINES
WHEN YOUR THERE
NO-ONE ELSE SEES
PART FROM YOU
PART FROM ME
I'M RUSTIN AWAY
IM LUSTIN FOR YOU
YOUR ALWAYS THERE
BUT ONE DAY YOU'LL GO
AS WILL I, BUT NO
I WILL CHOOSE
TO FIGHT, FIGHT FOR YOU
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
TO WHOM DO I OWE
FOR THE GIFT OF YOUR FRENDSHIP
IT'LL NEVER BE MORE :(
AND I PRAY, NEVER BE LESS
BUT THERES NO REASON
FOR ME TO HIDE IT
I'LL TELL YOU THE TRUTH
I WANT TO TELL YOU
BUT THE WORDS WONT COME
I WROTE YOUR SONG
TO SHOW YOU HOW
I'M LOSIN TIME
THERES NOT MUCH LEFT
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
NO ANSWER IS NEEDED
ITS BE BETTER THAT WAY
I WANNA KNOW WHERE I STAND
BUT MAKE ME A PROMISE
DONT LEAVE, JUST STAY
STAY HERE FOR ME
ABANDON ME
WHY DO YOU ABANDON ME
ALL ALONE
HERE, ON MY OWN AGAIN
ALL ALONE
I DONT SEE WHAT I DID
IT MAKES NO SENSE
NO SENSE AT ALL, WHY?
I'M STILL CONFUSED
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY
WHAT IS GOIN ON
WITH YOU, WITH ME
PLEASE, I NEED SOME HELP
YOU LEFT ME HERE
I JUST DONT KNOW WHY
BUT I CANT STAND IT
IT JUST WONT HAPPEN
I WONT LET YOU DO IT
I USED TO NEED YOU
NOW I DONT SEE YOU
THE WAY I USED TO
I USED TO LOVE YOU
NOW ALL I DO IS HATE
YOU WONT CONTROL ME
I CANT STAY WITH YOU
I DONT LOVE YOU, NO
GO AWAY-
GOOD BYE-
MY DARLIN-
DONT CRY-
COS I WONT
WHY?
I died that night
When you said no
It can never be brought back
I died that nite
And we'll never come bak
Cos i never can
You broke me
I'm walkin alone
Can I see you again
What can I do
I'm all lost an confused
I need you , today
Yours is mine
Mine is yours
But I died when you said no
Why did I take it so seriously
Ohhhh why did I do it
Now ill never see you
I'm gunna miss you
Here it comes again
I'm lyin in my grave
I don't want ur sypathy
Who did I follow?
Do I follow my heart
Or my head
I just don't know
Or care
Life is a gamble
Life is like a card dealer
It deals you the bad hands
It deals you the good hands
You gotta take the bad
You better enjoy the good
The happiest days are
When I'm with you
When your with me
These are my good
I take you in my arms
We get through this
I pray tomorrow will be the same
Do you?
The bad come
When it likes no invite
No nothin
Its just a pain
When you have to go
But I know you'll come back
I have the memories for now
Why haven't you came back yet
Were you just a dream
I just don't know anymore
Did you say goodbye
Why aren't you here while I cry
I'm gunna die
Without you
I'm not with you
Your not with me
You broke my heart for life
Am I still alive
Sometimes I think about
The good times
They keep me her
I don't understand you
Why did you go?
And, where
Where did you go?
I fell for you
You left me here
Not even a note
Not a farewell
No words passed your lips
No thoughts through your hand
I need you to
Hold me now
Come back to me
While There's still something of me left
At time life can be wicked
At times your unfair
I thought you were different
I must go on
We are but a speck of dust
We are nothing
I can find someone new
I don't need you
You don't need me
But I wont forget you
I never will
I never can
When I'm alone
I close my eyes
And your there
I hope I'm there for you
'simplicity'
Here we go
never wanted to get so far
just want the simplicity
of takin it easy
no where to call home
im in need of you will you help?
my gift of summer rain
my girlfrend repeats the battle
i cant close my eyes
without reminders
of the fights
they wont let me sleep the memories
never stop ever change
the battle's only just beggining again
delerium just cant rescue me
theve corrupted me
ive lost control
ive lost my love
just not enough
i feel your touch so close to myn
i feel your silver, i feel your gold
u know i want to be safe
i claimed sanctuary
i need to be far away
but i cant escape you
your lies your hate
they trapped me
i can never leave your lies your hate they destroy me
'The first week of December'
I'm waitin for the time when your lies are exposed
you've poisoned my heart
and sickened my mind
I just need to get away until your lies are done
i tried to hard
i ran so fast
but it is no use you just cant stop
i hate you so much
just leave me alone
or I'll kill you to
just as you killed me
don't be wasting my time
cos there is not that much left
please just go while I'm still letting you
you did this to me
your the one who forced this gun in my mouth
you pulled the trigger
your the one who's doing this shit to me!
BANG...
you take
When my day starts
It already gos away
I wont commiserate
Swept of ma feet
Theres an axe in back
Your incompetent
A full pound of misery
Its what you deliver
I thought I was yours
I though u were mine
What happened
I want an explanation
I need to know
I treat you right
he breaks you up
So why
Just why
Well swift dreams
This Is my last goodbye
My last embrace
Whatever
You do from now
Don't include me
I wont think
Of you
But that's a lie
I don't care
What you want
Do you have anythin to say
Cos tuff
I'm past listenin
I'm leavin this place I don't need you
You need me?
You shud of thought of that first
This id my last retort
This is fukin real
I hope to shame the whole world
I hope you realise
The greatness you have lost
I will never return
For where I'm goin there is no exit
SHE
she sets me off like a rocket
she makes me wanna say fuck it
everyones ignorant to the way i feel
i guess thats the way it'l always be
i'm lookin out for her at every sundown
i want to be with her all the night
just stay there in each others arms
don't need to say a word
don't need to do a thing
i think i better shut up and go
i know she'd never say yes
so i've no reason to stay
but i love her and i need to be near
CRY
I wanted you but I lost
I wish id taken my chance but I missed it
an now I'm sad but I don't care cos I got your picture on my wall
and I got you in my head
the dreams, the dreams they gotta be wrong
that's not even physically possible
oh my god the dreams don't stop but I don't care cos I got your picture on my wall
I love you but I still hate myself
this lack of you
is slowly killing me
your the reason I breathe
and the reason I shy
I feel like you want me dead
I feel only cold in your heart
I hate this reality
I'm happier in my dreams
cos they cant hurt
but humanity is a germ
that pains me
they are the spikes in my bed
the thorns in my crown
dreams are where I'm at my best
in life I cannot digest
but I don't care cos it sucks anyway
just end it, end it
BANG….
Faye valentine
We cant do those things anymore
We do have fun but that is all
You always say what goes
Even tho nuthin does
He always finds out everything
I know all your secrets and,
You know all of mine
I just wont fight it (anymore)
Did you lie to him
About what I did
What you did
What did you tell him
He wants to kill me
Why don't you stay away
It'd be better that way
I'm going now
You can do the same
Just go
Leave me here
I'll do the same
I'm gunna miss you
don't make it hard on me
I'm not speakin to you anymore
?
go away from me
you took my sun away
be happy now
i don't care for you
no more
i want to be alone
i dont need to be near you
it isnt worth it anymore
i dont care for you
and now
go...
im dead
no light at the end
i'm still here
but i'm scared youll do the same
i'll miss you
but its for the bersst
i didnt want to end it this wy...
im sayin this is the last time
the last time i call on you
im not gunna try anymore
i dont see the point
loving the unloving
giving for no return
would you do the same?
'im sure you would
i dont care for now
anymore...
is what i say
but we know its a lie
ill always love you
goodbye my darlin...
cure
if i could hold you
i know you would make it go away
the pain in my heart
only you can cure
so hold me now
and hold me here
i dont care who knows
but i want you to know
i love you...